A note from jack 

  had anyone told me that me that in a heartbeat form blissful to trasic then innocent to runninded plase but that all that it took, heartbeat , a second and everything that i knew and loved was gone  my name  jack holland  and on my 16th birthday i lost mother and sister and the father i never understood until it was too late,until the haters beat that took them and my entire world came crashing down  and a new one was rebuilding my father was right.moster do walk among us and I he's living dead these zombies rise from there graves  and say hello and  and crave what they lost life  they will feed on you  they will affect  you and they will kill you if that happens you rise from our grave  it an endless cycle like war but instead of people you fight you will be fight the undead or death and in would very much like to kill them before they kill me  these zombie feel no fear know no pain but they hunger oh do they hunger  there only one way to stop them   but i can't tell you you must be shown but i can tell you that we must fight the zombies to  disable them to fight them we must get closer to them ,to get close to them you must be a little brave and a hole lot  craze but you now what i'd rather the  the world consider me crazy when i go i'm fight and spend rest of my life  hiding form the the truth so  zombies  are real theyér out there  if you weren't vigilant  so  yeah i should pay more action to my father  he warn me over and over again to never go out at night never  to venture into a cemetery  and never ever under any circumstances to dress someone who want  to either i should have taken his own advice because he trusted me i convinced him to do both i wish i could  go black and do thing differently i'd tell  my sister no i would never bagged my mother to talk to my father  i''d stop my tears from falling  zip my lips and swell  as hate for words or  bering all that  and  I-I wish I  could tell them i'm sorry 

Chapter 1 down the zombie hole 

 Six months ago  

""Pls jack pls ""  i was helping round the garden  and the sun shone as puffy  as the wight clouds gp across an endless expanse of light blue  as i  breath in the thick honeysuckle with bit of sweetness in the air of the alabama summer. I could make  few  shapes along bow , cat-looking shape and a book  and my sister wore and glittery pick father in costume  her pigtails bouncing with he ever movement  she a miniature version of our  mother  and complete  of me  both possessed a slick full dark hair  and beautifully up tilted golden eyes my hair is the same but a little different with mine some parts of my hair  being deep red  and   golden eyes but sometime my eyes changes to reddish gold our mother was short barley  five feet  and i wasn't even sure if emma would even make it to five one  anyway  "jack"at my said now stopped her slipper  foot in a a bit for my  attention "are you even listening to me ""sweetie   we gone over this like thousand times  your  recital may start while  it sunny out but it''ll end  at dark mom agreed to sing you up as long as she never saw you throw a tantrum  when  you can't make a practice or what recital änyway i'm  going into the house to get a book and to talk to mom" but then she stepped over me  and planted those dainty pink slippers and pleading up  said "today is your birthday and i know i forget this morning and this afternoon but at least week and littnit ago when i was trying to  remember it was coming up you remember how i tools mom  right and i remembered again so doesn't count for something "'and "courses it does"she added before i could say and this elsa and then i said "look i can try top but  there no garted i can" "yes thank bother " yeah my parents i'd forgotten again unlike him they has remembered and when last year came round my father had been little  too busy with monster hunting  and my mom been a little too busy cleaning up  his mess and like always  had hidden  notes to remind herself i'd found them and as i had claimed my beezuse had even hinted  before saying  oh hi mom  my oh so good birthday is coming up  and i thought you knew scenes you literally berthed me   but instead this morning to same old same old and i'd  be like ugh and i  pretend nothing had changed whatsoever but in fact it did change  I  was a year older    friendly sweet 16 but life was still the same but honestly it wasn't a big deal i stopped caring a long time ago  today i'm going to tell them i'm bi i still don't know  how they are going to react but if it goes bed then i don't  care if goes good good   but she care what i'd never had their undivided attention  "since  today is my  shouldn't you do something for me, like do you want to help me with damage control""sure and maybe i could convince mom  to get us to the recital so deal"'deal"i agreed "stay here would do you when i gave you the tearing up go inside "as started to  walk in  siad i hear ök from emma then i got inside i went to mother and i said "mom can i ask you something "then she turn around and i said "yes honey " well actually it two or three thing i wanted to ask" "ok" "well first of all my dear sister ask if we could go to her rectal and secdon what do you know about our family history and last one is not question  is more like i'm going to tell you something" ""for the first one is postbitly and ur father have to come is that ok "yea ""the second   one  which side of the family "I want to know both side if possible " "ok and what do you want to say are you gay?" "what no well that toldy off -what ur if ur not gay then ur bi " i just noded "sweety  i love you no mater what gender you like  I wil allways love you  and i will talk to ur father ' after that hole ordal  we want to recital 

 Throughout the proform she glowed ,she also dominated the stage kicking butt and not bothering with names honestly she put the other girls to shame and that  wasn't sibling prid  talking that was just plain fact she twirled and smile untraly dazzled and everything everyone who watched her was intrepid as i was sure by the time the curtain closed it was two hours later i was so happy for her I could have bursted it maybe I did  burst my eardrum of people in  front of me, Ithink I clap little louder than most people there  and i definitely  whistled shrilly  enough to cause brain bleeds to those people would have to deal with it  and it was the best birthday ever had and of course my dad almost ruined everything glance to his watch and trung back  to the door  as he  expected someone to volley in an h-bomb so by the time the crowd jumped up the first standing oh just bit had my mad rush of happiness  he made me so tense my bones were practical vibrating  even still i wasn't going to complain miracles of miracles  he'd come and all right  so the miracle had been real buy  a bottle of his favorite whiskey  and he'd stuffed in the passenger seat of the car lik4e the cream filling in a  twinkie but whatever he had he come we need to leave he said hurting edging his way to the backdoor that explorer he was a tall man he loomed everyone round  grab him and let go despite his shortcomings   despite how  self medication he had come  and i did rell love but sometime well mostime he made me  upset he was my father and i love him  and i knew he couldn't help   his paranoia he'd tried legitimate medication with no luck he'd tried therapy and gotten worse he'd saw monster no else could see  and he'd refused to believe that they weren't real or beat hi  or kill him and all those he loved anyway i'd eve understood him one night about  a year ago  hd had been crying about the injustice and missing yet another slumber part i in trund had raged  at her mother she been so shocked by my atypical outbrist  that explained what she called the beginning of ur father battle of evil as a kid he wissent his father mardder it happen at a cemetery well hids father had been  visiting grandma alice grave we even had traumatized him so yes i did get some of it  but that did not make me feel better right now  no he wasn't adult shouldn't he handles problems with wisdom and maturity i mean how have i heard act like adult jack  or only child would something so reckless jack  my take n i practise what you preach people  but  what i did i know 'I wasn't all so knowing adult ' i was just a  just expected to act like one yea  and oh should i also my also good history of my father sid the family tree  ,my family tree it had munder and mayhem on about ever gnarly branch hardly any good people all the good people were on mother side but oh well  what can i do anywho as we go closer and closer to the car it was nearing sunset  we got in as fast as we could father  was driving near  the highway  he driving to left  i wait 1.2 then hold a my breath with all my force I told dad  "go to the highway  it faster"  as soon as we did  we it something felt like most of the family so a grab my sister before anything  could happen to here  then the car flip i we got out of the car as soon as possible   then  i feel numiss then my eyes was so heavy and nothing