I woke up got up, dressed and went to work.
Guess what i did? Yep work.
I loved it, but i was so tired for some unknown reason i couldn't keep my eyes open.
Well actually, i kept waking up.
You know why and i don't know why im so stressed out.
I just freak out, my heart beats keep on beating and beating.
I was never this stressed before
I was as a little child because everytime when my mom or dad went somewhere alone not together I'd freak because like
Dad is not there to protect mom from Danger, same with Mom.
Daddy kinda has anger issues.
Anyways, this day is boring.
I am home, alone, bored obviously.
Jim isn't here and i haven't heard from him for 4 weeks now.
My friends, I'm not sure but they said they were busy with some shit.
*ring ring ring*
I jumped a bit because i was like in LaLaLa Land
I grabbed my phone and answered softly and kindly.
"Ariel speaking."
"Hey Ariel! Its me Cindy!"
I giggle.
"Hi cindy, long time no see. Whatcha up to?"
"Nothing at the moment which im happy about. I had to decorate the castle, you know i love decorating."
"Yeah, Yeah."
We both laugh.
"Anyways, prince bought me and mulan and shang tickets for a football game. They wanted to come with us."
"Mhm."
"And... We have one more ticket left..
Want to come? It would be so awesome if you came Ariel!"
"Hmm.. Let me think." i teased and kept hearing please please pleaseee
"Okay! Id love to!"
"Omfg, Yay! Okay well it's today. You free?"
"Yes i am free. Thank god i have something to do or id be alone."
"Your very welcome."
We giggled once more.

...
*Few Hours Later*
*too lazy to write more*

I have arrived at Cinderella's castle, meeting up with Mulan, Shang also Prince.
We waited a bit, talked for a while and left for the football game.
Holy crap there's alot of people.
Stadium is like almost filled with billions of random people i do not know.
We got food, fries, hot dogs also drinks so we don't die of thirst.
We found a seat from the 4th row,
We in the 4th row and sat.
Cindy next to Prince, me in the middle, Mulan and Shang.
I started eating a bit of fries because i haven't ate back at home for a while.
We waited for like 20 minutes because we came early.
We were talking about what they had done this week and telling old stories about us to Price and Shang.
"Yeah, me and Ariel were wild."
Mulan and i laugh.
We heard music coming, the athem sang.
We saw priest, the lord said.
"Folks, please would you bow your heads for a list of folk...
Vietnam dead."
My eyes wided and i bowed my head.
Kept saying in my head.
Jim is not dead.. Jim is not dead!
"

These people, who i am announcing.
They have sadly passed away at the Vietnam war."
I heard gasps, people widing their eyes.. some of them also probably praying.
"Some were beginners, some were strong and brave folks who i have ever seen.
They risked their life to save people.
But its truly sad their life had to be taken away."
I close my eyes, calming down and praying.
"The first soilder of bravery is named John Bill."
I

heard someone scream, i looked up and saw a lady.
Crying, her tears pouring down her cheecks like a water fall.
Her son hugged her and comfort her.
"John bill, was a brave soldier.
He was confident, loyal, brave.
He saved people, helped them, nurtured them..
He will be dearly missed."
I looked down with a frown, that is so sad.
The lady is broken.
Priest mentioned few more brave people and Jim wasn't in it..
Not yet..
He is not dead.
I know -
"Oh... Now this boy.
This boy is truly special."
I looked up with my eyes, focusing on him.
"

I knew this fellow when he was just a baby.
Always smiling and doing crazy things like now.
He is my brothers son.
Jim Hawkins."
My eyes wide, my friends look at me and i look back.
I

can see he tears a bit.
I'm starting to aswell.
"This boy, joined to fight in the vietnam war.
So he can help and restore balance.
This boy is just like my dear brother.
He never let anything go through his way..
I remember him as a boy, he was a piccolo player in a marching band.
He loved playing that dang ol' piccolo alright."
I giggled and so did the others.
"This boy was brave, bright, strong lad that i have ever met.
Sadly you and the others will never see how truly amazing he is.
He has died for us.."
My jaw dropped..
M

y eyes started filling up with tears.
My friends looked at me, i looked down quietly. Feeling my tear go down my cheek.
"Ariel..."
Cinderella said and so with prince.
I looked around, that one name red. Nobody seemed to care.
Except me.
I got up, past Cindy and prince.
Mulan ran to me and grabbed my hand.
"Ariel... Please don't leave.."
"Ariel we can help y-" Sang said while mulan hold my arm.
"Leave me alone!"
I pulled my hand away, started crying even more and i left the statium and my friends.
I got out and went to the car, i started crying so much.
I started the car and drove all the way down to the shore.
I got out and ran down to the pier.
I leaned back down..
I held my legs together and started crying so much.
I never felt this much pain.
"You said you were coming back!"
I shouted with a heavy sound.
"Jim... Please... Come back..."
I rested my head on my knees and cried the hole day there.
I stayed there crying for hours and hours.
Silently while sobbing my eyes out.
I heard a noise come behind me, i looked back and saw my dad.
"Ariel...."
I started sobing again, i got up and ran to him in his arms.
Crying into his shirt.
"Daddy... He's gone.. He's gone!"
"Shhhh...." He pet my head and hugged me tightly.
"I'm so sorry my little Ariel...
I'm so sorry."

No words can explain what feeling I'm feeling right now.
I just can't believe he's gone..
My fear, my nightmare came true.
Many hours later i got home, i didn't speak.
I was completely silenced.
I didn't do anything.
I got in the house with my dad, he took off my jacket which he brought to me to keep me warm.
He hung it up and turned around at me.
"Ariel, want me to order some-"
I moved and walked upstairs.
I just don't want to be infront of anyone right now.
I know it was rude, i know he's cheering me up but...
I just don't want to be bothered.
I

walked inside my room, locked it and sat down in the corner with my red eyes and nose all red and sniffy.
I can feel my eyes burning, i can feel it tearing.
I wipe my tear away and then try not to cry.
I got up, went on my desk
Opened the treasure box and took out the letters.
I started reading all of them.
I cried on the last letter..
Which says
"The soldier is coming home."
I hugged it and leaned my head on my desk and started sobbing.
"You promised.."
I whispered heavily and weakly.
I sniffed "Why did you have to go.."
I coughed and wiped my eyes.
"What will i do now.."

A/N: . I am officially dead. WHY JIM WHYYYYYYYYY