you stress me out, you kill me
you drag me down, you f*ck me up
we're on the ground, we're screaming
i don't know how to make it stop
i love it, i hate it, and i can't take it
but i keep on coming back to you.

this book is dedicated to the real life julian and alexandria. (hope you guys are reading this ♡) this is also for all the hardcore shippers of j+a (irl and from wattpad), and to all those who are struggling with their relationships. you aren't alone xx

date started: march 22, 2018 (for utterly impossible readers, this is actually Logan's birthday!)

date ended: ongoing story

updating schedule: every friday or saturday (GMT +8)

a u t h o r ' s   n o t e

hi guys! this is another new book, which is based on real life events (it's not about me just so you know), mixed with a bit of fiction. i hope you guys like this as much as i liked writing it. i'd love to hear all your comments and feedback; so make sure to comment and vote, because that really means a lot to me.

for book reviewers / critiques : thank you so much for being able to give me feedback on my story! i'm an amateur at writing and my stories are full of imperfections. please give constructive criticism that will help me out; not criticism that revolves around senseless things solely meant to tear people's feelings (:

for book clubs
Hi! I just want to warn you that I am an amateur writer, and this book contains a lot of imperfections. As much as possible, please don't repeat what another member of a book club has mentioned just for the sake of beimg able to comment something. Please tell me your honest opinion in a polite way.

- s t e l l a r d r e a m s

update as of september 2018: Julian and Alexandria is officially discontinued, and will be left at chapter fourteen.