This was an entry for the second official round of The Fantasy Island. We had our destination (warm up round) and our character (first round). The next challenge was what is their fantasy? It had to correspond with our character's personality.

The amount of paralyzing hate I have for this entry is difficult to explain. I still can't really look at it and, honestly, makes writing any sort of thought process dreadful.

In short, I had a very clear vision of what I wanted to do, visually and story-wise, and couldn't make it work. And that was like a tornado of self-doubt and frustration.

I don't necessarily think it's bad as I just have difficulty to look at it as anything else than a sum of all my weaknesses. So I'll just leave it at that. Something I really don't like and below a version I never felt like finishing.

here are shocking a lot of resources. I am not sure if I included all since it's been some time since I finished the entry.

How do you deal when self criticism wins over?