A/N sad and it three song words beacuase of you and praying kesha and the last on I'm not telling you and

Warning MENTIONS SELF HARM

He was a statute he was carved and cracked

He had a fortress build around his heart made of ice

He had memories of his wife that past away with one of his two child Y/N daughter of thranduil ignored by her own father a shame only because thranduil says she can't wield a blade and can't get a suitor or do healing what thranduil doesn't know she can and more he prefers his first and only twin son Legolas Y/N was the reason they dead when Y/N was moving Legolas who was stuborna and thranduil wife grabbed him but didn't move in time there where dead Y/N forbidden to visit the royal garden Forbidden to call her father ada meaning dad she's was a young adult it hurt her more her twin Legolas passed at a infant she was forbidden to go to the funeral thranduil become stone,ice heartless Y/N had enough and stormed in her "fathers room"

"Ada peo-" thranduil stopped her in her sentence "you not allowed to call me Ada only he could" Y/N knew what he ment "he was my twin brother he was my twin. was .hes dead. Legolas is gone" "she couldn't countiue thranduil yells "LEAVE" she didn't she stood there "didn't you hear me foolish girl LEAVE" she said "what did I do to you Ada" "being born and killing your mother that my promble with you" 'ouch' that hurt she tumbled away and left

'I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes i'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with' (because of you)

I left his room I can no I cannot cry it get him satisfied with my pain maid walk past I slap on a fake smile I laugh at few my heart can't heal considering it was never mended just scarred I walk to my room so dim from the candle light I walk to my wardrobe and pull out a dagger and slice my wrist as I do I think

A poem CholeBailey wrote

Tears in my eyes
Wishing to die
Where has it gone
Why Aren't I strong
I can't last
My time has past
What is this feeling
It feels appealing
Grabbing the blade
Makes me feel awake
Forcing my skin to split
Causes the blood to drip
I feel weak
I need to speak
But I can not stand
I'm a cutter at hand
This pain
My aim
My aim to commit
The aim to stop it
I can't stop fighting
I must stop hiding
Its not fair being abused
(It is in dark poems in one of my books called pain)

She played there after crying none stop fight the pain and sleep her mind in pain her heart fading her soul weaking her father is cruel a maid walked in after say her and ran to the king who was annoyed after she had a dagger thrown at her the king was annoyed and the maid left and wrote a letter to lord elornd the only healer that can help

~few days later~

"How long has she been in there" "3 days we tried getting to you as soon as possible my lord" lord elrpnd nodded and dissmied her he walked in and saw broke mirror a dagger with dry blood and crying from Y/N she wasn't facing him she was cryi g lord elrond walked to her side of the bed and Y/N looked up and throw a pillow at lord elrond and said "get out" she had thranduil icy tone lord elromd got hearlers and tied her down she wanted to faded lord elrond knew but he wanted Y/N her alive no one is gonna replace thranduil only daughter he finished anger boiled in his blood he got up from his chair and moved a piece of hair from Y/N face she had lost color in her eyes and face he life wasn't the best lord elond open thranduil chamber door and found thranduil at his desk writing "Do not storm in my kingdom like that" a crack noise was heard thranduil head went left his hand when to his face his eye widen in anger

Lord elrond punched him and broke his nose

"You stubborn, stuck up, stupid elf"

A deep dark voice was heard "You forgot your in my domain" lord elrond didn't move or flinch or cower in fear he stood his ground once thranduil was on his feet " I hope you're somewhere prayin', prayin'
I hope your soul is changin', changin'
I hope you find your peace
Falling on your knees, prayin'
your daughter is sick she is ill and fading stop choosing between your favoutrite child and go talk to her Legolas is gonna you don't want both gone thranduil was confused all his angry washed away he walled to the hearlers he walked in the dim of the candle made it hard to see he saw a small pile shaped of a person in the candle "who's there" a broke once melody voice thranduil was easier with guilt he did this "its me" he said Y/N shot up and hissed in pain thranduil slowly walked to her once she noticed she backed away from him afried of getting hit he saw her fear and her darkness growing in her eye he need that punch bit the komg was willing to forget his title he looked at her and walked to her side she was shaken with fear he did the unthinkable a thing a king would never do he dropped to his knees infrount of his daughter it was her turn he look up and stood up she retured with fear thranduil said I promise you don't have to be afraid, away The love you see right here stays so lay your head on me 'Cause little do you know i love you till the sun dies" she got scared plants were everywhere she got put of bed they lived thranduil and states chocking him she fell to the floor and order them to stop they did thranduil fell the ground panting he was put of breathe he got up and lifeted his daughter who was shaking after she woke up she sung Ah sometimes, I pray for you at night, someday, maybe you'll see the light some say, in life, you're gonna get what you give But some things only God can forgive i hope your soul is changin', changin' i hope you find your peace Falling on your knees, prayin'" it didn't help him he daughter lent to the side and thranduil held a bucket quick she stated vomiting elrond was right she is after it went to a coughing fit thranduil got scared after she sat up and drunk a glass of water he relaxed
She smiled and said I have nothing left And all I feel is this cruel wanting
Be've been falling for all this time
And now I'm lost in paradise" she smiled and the light faded "NO NO" thranduil screamed his daughter is to far gone thranduil saw elves run pushing him out his world slowed down after 2 hours it was time he was in front of her coffin he cuts and bruise were showing from thranduil lack or caring he couldn't so he sung
skyar Grey - words
"So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me
Anymore, not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me
Anymore

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I
Should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back
The words I never said

The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that your gone
But sometimes I swear
That I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening
'Cause I want you to know"

After the song thranduil said "I never said it but I am I love my daughter I never knew your ability with nature" he swore he head your voice saying "tell my secret to the wind Ada may you find your salvation I couldn't" he looked up and tears escaped his eye his son wife and daughter where spirts smiling at him and they faded thranduil was truly alone for all of this life on middle earth