Dear IceCreamLovesCPAndCN and all of my friends and her friends in Wattpad .  I don't know why sometimes I said : " I will kill myself " or say something else . But it doesn't her fault and that is my fault . Yeah . Sometimes I can't control my feelings .  So please don't hate her or think that is her fault  . If someone think that is her fault ; I will explain that is my fault .  Yeah . Sometimes I don't care about her feelings . I just thought for myself . Please forgive me .   . And you can talk to me about your feelings when I do something wrong with you . Don't worry about me