His alcohol infused lips brushes against mine, before roughly pressing onto my delicate ones. My breath hitched, as my mind started yelling at me for what I was doing.

With my heartbeat prominent in my throat, I quickly put my hand on his chest, pushing him off me. He stopped for a moment, letting his eyes pierce through mine, whilst his heavy breath clashed with my skin, like a sea to its shore.

He was a forbidden fruit. I wasn't allowed. My job was on the line, and next to that he was my patient. By doing this, I could ruin his treatment and with that his chances for a full recovery. I bit my bottom lip, as guilt and doubt reached my stomach where it swirled together with the champagne and wine.

His eyes were full of determination as his hand gently reached up to my bottom lip and released it from in between my teeth.

There was no resisting him. The combination of his lustful gaze, him clenching his teeth, his warm breath and his intimating posture was like listening to a song of the Greek sirens. It enticed me. Captivating me, pulling me over the edge. He knew he was thriving. He knew exactly what he was doing to me.

And with that we collided.

Our lips met again, causing wildfire to erupt in my body. It seemed inextinguishable. One of his hands immediately started exploring my waist, pulling me closer to his heated torso.

Things got intense quick. He guided me on top of his, causing me to straddle him. I couldn't help but reach for his dark brown curly locks, tugging at them, whilst his curious hands inched dangerously close to my ass. His hands now go up to the edge of my shirt, taking it off, leaving me in my simple black bra. His tongue brushed against my lips, needing more from the kiss, yearning for me to deepen it. I met his with mine as we qurreled for dominance, creating a dance.

My hands travel to his shirt, as a hint to take it off. As he gets the hint he quickly takes off his shirt. I can only take a small peek, because he turns us around quickly. He grinds his hips into mine, making my gasp for air.

It was only when he reached towards my back to undo my bra that I realized what was happening. I froze, as the severity of the situation hit me, and immediately got off him. What the hell was I thinking? He is my patient, I can't do this.

"I-I can't do this", I told him with a cracking voice. I cross my arms, hiding my semi-naked chest.

Shawn sits up, his hair bewildered from our make out session. "I'm going to take a shower" I mumble. "Didn't you just show-""I'm going to take a shower AGAIN" I now say angry.

I slam the door behind me, turning the lock from green to red. I sit down against the door, with my hands in my hair.

I am so dumb. I can't fucking hook up with my client.

I can't hook up with someone without feeling anything

I fucking can't do this.

I don't know how long I sit here, but I know for sure that It's longer than twenty minutes. I know my eyes are red and puffy from crying. which is very unusual, cause I never cry.

"Eve?" I hear a knock on the door. don't respond, you'll only make it harder.

I know I should be the grown up, but I just can't deal with personal situations like this. When it happens with other I'm great with dealing with it.

"Eve, we are going to need to talk about everything" he says.

I slowly stand up, and turning the lock to green again. I sit down on the edge of the bath, and look at my hands, which are resting on my legs.

he sits down next to me. not saying a single thing. we just sit here, in silence.

"It's okay, I get it" He suddenly says.

I look at him with a confused expression, how would he know what is wrong. "I know you can't do this, you have a job to do, you shouldn't be here with me" I bite my lip, secretly knowing he's right. "..you are trying to build a life, while I'm just keeping you from building one"

I slowly shake my head. "you're wrong with that" I mumble. "You are the one who helps me figuring it out" I place a hand on his knee. "I didn't only help you, you also helped me" I smile slightly.

he doesn't respond, but he just places his hand over mine. It feels safe, so so safe.

"Now, let's go to sleep, shall we?"

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