Tuesday. 2 days. 

I have to admit, I have never felt more down to go to work. I don't know why I'm so attached to him.

I also talk a lot with my other clients, but not like we used to. 

yes, used to. the saddest words in american history. 

it means that It has ended. I miss our sessions,in which we sometimes were quiet, sometimes were enthusiast. 

Sometimes, when he was down, I helped him back up. and unconsciously he helped me get up too. 

but that's your job. you help people get back on their feet, and then you let them go. 

"Shawn?" I knock on the door, and after a while Shawn steps out of his small room. "time for our session" I make a gesture, to show him that he can start walking towards my office. 

I unlock the door as we arrive. "I thought we only had a session tomorrow" he asks, as he sits donw in the couch.

"well. plans have changed" I say, it almost sounds rude. Shawn looks at me with a raised eyebrow. 

I sit down in the chair, and open my notebook.

I have to follow protocol now. 

"How do you feel?" I look at him. his brown eyes pierce in mine. "normal"

I simple write it down and then nod.  

2. Look at his reaction when you tell him/her the news. 

"I have some news for you.." I start, his eyes are looking straight in mine "..tomorrow will be your last session here, you are going home" I to to crack a smile.

his mimic doesn't change a bit. 

"Why?" he now turns away from my gaze.  

"We think you are ready to leave" I don't know what to do, except talking to him. but if he shuts down I don't get any further. 

he just nods. 

"Can you tell what's on your mind?" I ask. his expression does not give away anything.

"you don't think it's not suspicious and weird, right?" he asks and I just shake my head to make him speak more. 

"The day when we come back from the creepy ass town, I get released. this can't be a goddamn coincidence, they must've seen us" he says in one breath. 

I give myself a mental slap for not seeing that. he's right. this can't be a coincidence. 

"I'm going to make sure you are not 'ending' like the others" I say confident. 

"and how the hell are you going to do that" he asks, crossing his arms.

"You are going to live at my place for a while" I speak out, regretting it immediately.  How am I going to keep him under the radar, without David noticing.

not that David is around a lot, because we both went separate ways a while ago. 

 he simply nods, before asking if he can go back to his room. 

I tell him about the last quick session tomorrow, which ends with him leaving. 

I have to make a plan. I can't let him live with me or ever. I read that his parents live all the way in canada, so sending him there is no option because it stands in the 'leavers-policy' 

I do know that he get his money back, and I think thats enough to rent an apartment for a few months, but he has to get a job, and I know that.

but I will figure that out with him tomorrow. when I let a stranger in my house.

Guys, I'm scared and shook. I drove home wednesday night on my bike. I chilled with my friends and yes nice. 

and later that night I hear someone got raped, in the town where I biked through at the time when I biked there. So it could've been me. I drove by the place where it happened, ant the woman who got raped is in critical condition....

btw there is going to be so much drama and i love drama so be ready!

I hope you kind of liked it

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