A very personal post, which is more of me venting about people than FGO related. 

Not something you would like to read on a sunny day. 

So if you're just here for my fun adventuring, please clicked back. 

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1. I never thought Nightingale's art was ugly. Might have just been the weird breasts, but I think she's okay. Hell, I love her Christmas's design. Even if the art style is not to my taste, I got use to them instantly, so no servants has ever looked ugly to me long (unless I have problems with their personalities, or character arcs)

If I say someone (art) is ugly, I very likely was just echoing what my conversation partner was saying. It happens all the fucking time, I rarely noticed anymore.

Not everyone knew me like my close friends and family though. Certainly not a friend whom I only recently reconnected to.

2. I like Lucy Heartfilia. I like her optimism, her out-going personality that reflected in her design. Her arc, which revealed her secret, her sadness had me cried, and I came to care about her a lot more.

So, when Calamity Jane, whose designed reminded me a lot of Lucy, dropped, I was naturally excited (to roll 4 her in 2 yrs lol). Suffice to say I came to like her as a character too. So I was not happy when my friend just drop the bomb and shit talk her like??? To quote: "what kind of design is that Saber wars SR?" " She belongs to a 3rd rate game like p******" "newbies will be affected by this kind of design and have wrong interpretation of the game"

Excuse me what? If only I have time to prep in chat like in writing diary. I would have chewed her out. But I couldn't. Even with prep time, I still can't say anything. I was so upset and angry, not much of what I said made sense anymore. I left the chat feeling defeated. Tired.

As many knew, Fate started out as an eroge, aimed as adult men, so naturally, it's female characters must have appealed to adult men as well. FGO, however, is very much a PG game, and seems to be more and more "all ages/gender appropriate" overtime. The devs are trying there best to accommodate all the different types of players this game has, so to nobody's surprised, more artists were brought in, servants were born in a variety of styles.

I not saying one should like everything a game offered to them, but at least be considerate when bashing a character to somebody else. Maybe you don't like them, but your conversation partners might do.

Unless u are also echoing what I said, but I didn't say shit about Jane before that.

I think I explained my thoughts of Jane clearly enough. This is the first time ever I had to defend my "waifu" from a fellow weeb, and I failed miserably.

3. Gacha posting

I mean, really? This is why I prefer international fb group instead, they have rules for this shit.

As you may or may not know, I failed Arthur miserably, and still very sad over that. My fellow FGO-playing friend just like to rub salt on my wounds tho, she constantly reminds me that SHE ROLLED ARTHUR. Again and again and again and again and again.

If, we has been friends for a long-ass time and had I knew her personality more thoroughly before she did any of the above, I probably won't be this upset. But I didn't.