Love

SeokJin's POV

I massaged my temples as looked at the mess on my table. Millions of files scattered messily on it and Namjoon sitting at the corner of the room, looking at his computer intently with tired eyes.

"Have you found her yet?" My raspy voice echoed in the room making him jump. He sighed deeply "Not yet hyung."

And then silence again.

I have been trying to find out were Mayesha has disappeared after that day. She did come to the Kookie's birthday party, as Kookie had informed me. Then I made Namjoon hack all the security cameras and everything, to find out where Mayesha went. It led to the airport but from then onwards nothing.

Nothing at all.

She even left her SIM card home and only left a note saying that she is gonna be away for a few months.

And I was hoping we could at least be friends.

Be friends? My foot! My conscience screamed at me.

I ignored him.

"Namjoon hyung, let's go! You need to eat" I heard Jimin say very loudly, catching my attention. Jimin was glaring at me along with the rest of the boys, except Namjoon. "What?" I asked in a cold tone, as I organized my desk.

I hate messy things.

"Hyung, you need to get your shit together and not dump it on Namjoon" Yoongi said bluntly, making the others gasp lightly in fear but it reached my ears.

They know I can be pretty ruthless when I want to be.

They fear me.

And I love it.

But the only one who challenges me is Yoongi and now Mayesha is also added to the list.

"What are you trying to say Yoongi?" I said, folding my arms on the desk and giving him an icy look. Fear flashed in his eyes momentarily but he held his ground. "I am saying that you should stop being stupid and dumping your shit on us" Yoongi said with an equally cold voice.

What the hell is he trying to imply here?

"Hyung...we all know you love Ma-" "No...no I don't! I only love BoRa!" I shouted at them, but I felt no anger.
They sighed heavily before Jungkook took a careful step towards me. "Hyung, we saw the way you look at her. We have been around you long enough to know that you do not look at BoRa the same way as you look at Noona" Jungkook said, very carefully.

"Shut up and get back to work, all of you, including you Namj-" Namjoon slammed his hands on the desk loudly and stood up. "I ain't fucking doing anything just for you to fuck up again! Fuck you hyung fuck you! Leave me the fuck alone!" He shouted angrily before the leaving the room, slamming the door shut behind him.

I sighed, massaging my temples again "Guess I need to punish him now" I mumbled, but loud enough for the others to hear and they shivered in fear.

"Oh fuck this! I don't care if I die right now! Hyung! You love Mayesha! I saw how easily you smile and laugh when she's around, you don't even care if the gang members saw your soft side! You were very fucking cold when you were with BoRa! You never pampered her! Never cared what she wanted or did! You never even got jealous OR possessive over her! Which you are when it comes to Mayesha!"

"Look how desperately you are looking for her just for an apology! You were never like this with BoRa! Just because she was your crush and you lost your virginity to her does not mean you were in love with her! You are not obliged to do that and even your heart knows that. I don't know if you have noticed, but you stopped doing any research related to BoRa and you are constantly looking for Mayesha. For what? For just a simple apology. That speaks volumes about what you want." Jimin finally stopped, breathing heavily.

"And also BoRa was a slut, a whore-oh wait no, calling her those things will be an insult to all the sluts and whores out there, she was far worse than them. She fucked around while you weren't here. She even tried to sleep with me" Jungkook shuddered at the memory and I watched him shocked. "And I wanted to tell you about it but seeing as you were so 'in love' with her, I did not ruin your happiness and we all kept quiet about her doings but none of us slept with her, cuz that's just disgusting" Jungkook's cute nose scrunched up in distaste.

I just stared at them in more shock.

"I know BoRa did those things" I mumbled quietly after a few minutes of silence. "But I thought that it was my fault because I did not give her any attention so she went around seeking it from others. Moreover even if you guys say I love Mayesha, I love her because she looks-" "Similar to BoRa? You and I both know that's the most lamest excuse out there. Mayesha is the complete opposite of BoRa! You and I both know that hyung!" Taehyung said.

"I do not love Mayesha, that I am sure" I said firmly.

"You sure about that?" Yoongi asked, tilting his head to the side. "Yes" I replied adamantly.

"Okay then guys let's not bother him with it. By the way how's Zhara Jungkook?" Hoseok said, turning to Jungkook. We all did.

"Fine, but she is pretty adamant about setting a blind date" Jungkook grumbled. "Wait what?" I looked at him confused. Jungkook calmly said "I'm sorry Hyung but Zahra forced me to tell her what was wrong with Noona and I told her that you two broke up. And she said that she knew that Mayesha was only crushing on you the whole time so she did not get mad over it and has quickly involved the other girls in finding a date for her."

"Crushing on me? More like loving me" I mumbled but it caught their ears and they looked at me with a bewildered expression. "Did sh-" "Yes she did, she confessed to me that she loved me and I rejected her, saying that I loved BoR-" A punch flew at my chest out of nowhere, knocking the air out of me.

I wheeze and coughed violently from the harsh punch. I looked up to see Yoongi looking at me with very angry eyes. I glared at him" What the hell was that for?!" I shouted as I stood in front of him.

"For hurting that woman" I chuckled at his statement. "You speak like you love her or something-" "Yes I do" He said which made something boil inside me.

I DO NOT love her!

But those emotions grew even more when Hoseok showed me a photo.

It was of a very bright and girly looking guy smiling, eyes and cheeks squished and bright pink lips. He was very cute. "Mmhm looks like Noona moved on. The guy is not baadd~" Jungkook said after he saw the photo.

(a/n: AHHHHH he looks so cute🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️)

I huffed at them angrily before giving them my back. I stared at my tablet which said 'Not found' on the screen, my emotions and thoughts running wild.

So I love her?

How?

What do they know about love?

Its not like they fell in love!

But the things they said....

Even I know I never did those things with BoRa but they came naturally with Mayesha.

What if she moved on though?

Trying doesn't hurt, my conscience whispered.

Suddenly, Mayesha's face flashed in my head. She smiled at me widely, making my heart flutter.

So you love me?

She asked giggling slightly. She looked happy.

It made me happy too and my heart did a couple of back flips at the thought of her smile, her laugh, her twinkling eyes, her pretty face, her beautiful personality and her sexy body.

She was perfect.

No one can tell me otherwise.

"So how do I do it?" I mumbled lowly but it still caught the others attention.
"What?" Hoseok asked. I turned towards them and asked the same question, but more specifically this time.

"How do I get her back?"

[1 month later]

Mayesha's POV

"Seee~ I told you! You seem happier now!" Sunoo giggled, making me smile too. I rolled my eyes playfully at him before flicking his forehead. "Jakeyyy~ Mayesha hurt me" Sunoo whined like a child making both Jake and I laugh at his adorable self.

The last one month, I spend watching that korean drama 'Its okay to not be okay' and I must say, I loved it. There was no moment that I wanted to kill Ko MunYeong but I really wanted to kill Moon Gangtae and Moon Sangtae in almost every episode.

Ko MunYeong is the best and my favorite character from the drama.

The drama taught me a lot of things and the beautiful life lessons, bro...I cried because they were so beautiful and relatable like damn.....I'm speechless.

Other than watching dramas, I went for shopping, spent a lot of time with my babies and chilled a lot in the pool and beach.

You can almost say I am cured from the heartbreak.

"We'll leave now Mayesha. Bye!" I waved them goodbye before slumping on sofa, bored out of my mind.

I want more shoes, necklaces, bracelets and rings.....

My eyes lit up at the thought of them and I quickly dressed myself in a black long sleeve turtleneck, blue jeans and my white sneakers with socks, of course. Hair in a bun, I grabbed a small bag and put my phone and purse before leaving the comfort of my home.

(time skip)

"Thank you for coming and I hope you visit us again" I smiled back at the nice salegirl as I exited the jewellery shop and made my way to the shoes shop. "Can you please show me your balance heels collection? Yeah any color. Thanks." I requested before sitting on the comfy seats.

After trying out a few heels, I finally settled on a royal blue diamond studded heel and a golden-brown with three bows heel.

I paid for the heels before making my way to the exit but was stopped by a certain someone.

"Well well well look whom I bumped into? What a coincidence" She said in a high pitched voice and even added a giggle at the end.

Not this bitch again.

I sighed and turned around to find the one and only Alina Smith. A blonde with striking blue eyes and the figure of a model but her attitude is worse than garbage so those features mean nothing.

"Wow what a coincidence too Alina! I missed you so much!" I replied back with a similar high pitched but sarcastic tone.

She glared at me, crossing her arms. "I see that you still haven't let go off my boyfriend...." She said in that annoying high-pitched tone of hers.

I can feel my ears ringing, like literally.

"Still haven't gotten your head out of that shit, I see" I deadpan.

Alina has this made up shit that Sunoo still likes her and that I was the reason the two of them broke up. No one actually knows Sunoo's gay except me so I kept it that way. Alina was just a test for himself to see if he liked girls or was he gay. They dated only for two weeks before they broke up and a few minutes later she saw both of us hugging. Since then, whenever she saw me she would insult and call me-

"You fucking slut haven't changed at all. You whore!"

That did not make sense to me one bit.

I sighed heavily. I came here to enjoy my time not fuck it up.

"Look Alina I'm not up for this shit right now so please excuse me" I said trying to pass her but she blocked my path with a hard stare.

"First break up with my boyfriend you whore!" She screeched loudly making the other customers turn towards us. "Ma'am is something wrong? Can we help?" An employer asked, making his way towards us.

"Keep your big fat nose out of this!" She said loudly making both employee and I's eyes widen. "Yah! You have a problem with me, keep it with me but don't drag other innocent people into your crap!" I shouted at her angrily.

"Why? Are you whoring with him too?" She smirked at me, as if she won a price. I rolled my eyes before turning towards the employer and apologizing.

When I turned towards her, I was surprised to see her in front me. She raised her hand and was about to slap me but I dodged, so she missed my face but my shoulder took the impact and my phone slipped from my hand.

I groaned lowly, massaging my precious shoulder before looking at the ground to see a crack on my phone.

That was my new iPhone 11!

I quickly picked up my life and sighed when I saw that the protective layer was cracked only.

Oh my. Thank God!

I turned on the screen and immediately came face to face with a picture of me kissing Jin's cheek. We took it on our first date and boy was it beautiful.

A smile immediately graced my lips, at the thought of him.

Yes yes I know I know, you are disappointed with me. BUT I did also say that 'I almost got cured from my heartbreak'.

I cannot let go of this picture, no matter what. I just cannot. I refuse to.

"Oh is that another man you are whoring with?" I heard Alina say, making me snap out of my thoughts and sigh deeply. I turned around with my bags and phone and was about to pass her again this time but I froze at her next words.

"He must be a whore like you to be with a whore like you."

Silence in the shop.

But I felt anger, uncontrollable anger in me. I can feel my shoulders shaking slightly at her words and my fists clenching and unclenching.

I turned around slowly and faced her smirking self, dropping my bags.

I don't want to do this but this bitch DID DRAGGED MY YEONIN into this.

She needs to be punished.

I walked towards her and backhanded her with as much force as I can gather, making her stagger a few steps back. Gasps erupted from the crowd as Alina cried.

I then grabbed her hair and pulled her towards me before clenching my hand into hard fists and punched her.

A sickening crack resonated in the shop as Alina screamed now, falling on the ground.

With a swing of my right leg, I kicked her on the ribs, making her slide back and hit the boxes of shoes. All of them fell on them, making her whimper in more pain.

After a few seconds I walked towards her, my heels making clicking sounds and creating a more dangerous mood in the now quiet shop. I stopped and kneeled towards her, I grabbed her hair making her face me and whispered menancingly in her ear.

"If I ever hear you call my man that again, I won't be so soft next time."

A/N:
Yesss! I finally updated! Lol.

Yes I'm sorry for taking so long. Forgive me🥺😊

Also.....BTS GOT NOMINATED IN GRAMMYS!!!! AHHHHH I'M SO HAPPY! *CRIES HAPPY TEARS*

THEY DESERVE THE WORLD!

So we have fulfilled almost all of our Lil Meow Meow's plus  other members' wishes:
1. Billboard Hot 100
2. Billboard Hot 10
3. Billboard No. 1
4. Perform at American stages
5. Tours and perform in stadiums like Wembley
6. Grammy Nomineeeeeee

And the last one is a recent one he said in Dynamite's global conference.

7. Their one Korean song in Billboard No. 1

We still have this left so LET'S STREAM LIFE GOES ON!

PS. That banner is made by Clover Graphics of SolanaStellaLuna, my new angel😇😊💜💖

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