I've actually been soo annoyed and upset lately

Someone's been ignoring and avoiding me >.< We were meant to be close friends too 😞
and the fact that I'm missing this person kills 🔪 and it hurts.

I do have to admit I've done things that I've regretted to this person, (that was ages ago) but I'm sorry for it and it kills me everytime I think about it 🙁
I hate the feeling that someone hates me especially an extremly close friend.

I swear this person hates me xD even though he/she say he/she doesn't. Is it bad that I just wanna be friends?

Sometimes I feel as though I hate this person (I rarely ever hate anyone) because he/she hurt me but other times I miss him/her so much it actually hurts. 💔