A new life. Engaged and happy,Ciara Is expecting and I feel good.I'm going to be a father. I've been going to therapy with my fiance about my trauma that affected my life.

The therapist said that I had all these bad things with women due to mommy issues. I lacked pure love from my mother and it led to me having narcissistic behaviour, paranoid personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, depressive disorder according to my history told and others that we need to work on. But I'm alright. I feel alright.

I've been eating well and just trying to feel good. Kaiser comes over to visit. She just lives two houses away from ours and she has started college. She's getting a degree in sociology which is pretty neat. She's gotten used to the neighbourhood that she's now an advocate for human rights and against sexual harassment. She is living her best life just at 20.

I am joyous. I don't want to be happy anymore because I have attained inner peace. I have left my past behind ready to take on the world with my soon to be wife Ciara and be a father. A great parent to this bundle of joy on the way.

I don't see my mother anymore nor hear her which is a good thing. I dont see any of my vitims that I brought pain upon. I'm okay now.
I even started going to church to see some salvation. To be a new man.

I have realised that you need to seek help and not let your childhood traumas define you. I have realised that you need to love yourself before allowing anybody else to love you.

You need to heal from all the negative energy to find peace. Surround yourself with happy people who will protect you when trouble comes your way. Just like Ciara did. She saved my life.

Always find out what's wrong with you mentally before you hurt others. I didn't want to think of myself as crazy because I knew I was. I just denied the fact. But I'm joyous like I said earlier. I'm at peace now.

I realise what I did to Zoe was wrong. What I did to Madison and Reese was despicable. What I did to My MaRiLyn was wrong and what Ciara and I did to Richard was also wrong. We framed him. But I just want to live life a liberated being full of life and love in him.

Be happy,smile. But attain peace,love and joy as well as liberalism. Mental health is so important and I had Ciara to help me realise I needed help.

My story. Painful yet pleasing.

There is always light at the end of the tunnel. There is always room for second chances despite of your mistakes and past traumas.

Just be the change you want to see. My days of sketches leading to murder are over.

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AUTHORS NOTE:
Happy ending. Didn't expect that but hey! Something great has decided to happen in our dear ol Zolanski's life.

Thank you for reading this far guys,I'm grateful! I love you and I'm grateful for your undying support.

Quick questions though!

Did y'all expect Ciara to be Timothy's forever sweetheart?

Did you expect Timothy to be happy or just spend his life in prison if he got caught?

Did Timothy deserve a second chance?

How did this story make you feel?

Let me know in the comments section below!

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                                                     Cylosyre16!💓