~Jimin's POV~

    Who The Fuck Is Mia, and Why The Fuck Is She Touching Min Yoongi?

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    After practice, everyone except Yoongi had already made it to the house. Everyone was in the living room. Namjoon and Jin were watching a movie. Hoseok and Jungkook were fighting over who was going to get the last piece of candy out of the bag, and Tae was trying to separate them. I was just sitting on the couch watching them all when we were all stopped when a light knock on the door grabbed our attention.

We all looked at each other like deer in headlights. It couldn't have been Yoongi knocking or the owner  because they had keys to the house and they knew where we hid the extra one outside. So we were all scared and confused at the same time. We sat there for a second and just looked an one another. Another louder knock sounded the whole house, and Tae finally jumped up and started heading towards the door.

    "I'll go see who it is." He said while trying to look confident, but the tremble in his voice showed that he was scared. As he came back, there was a girl next to him. She was about my size and she had long black curly hair with bangs that went smoothly across her forehead. She had big blue-green eyes that sparkled, and her lips were almost the perfect size. Shit, she's perfect. Why cant I be her? Like honestly, I'd pay to look that great.

    She was smiling brightly as she walked in confidently, and she held her head high. I look over to the other members who were still just as confused as me, except for Jin who just looked plain pissed off. Does he know her or something? Is she here for him?

    "Hello, Jin." She spoke up as she winked at him, and he looked back at her in complete disgust. "Leave." He coldly said, which shocked everyone except for her.

    "I missed you too." She rolled her eyes and went to sit next to Jungkook. As soon as she sat down, we all heard the front door open again, and I knew it had to be Yoongi. As I heard him coming closer, Jin jumped up and tried to get him to stay away, but it failed. He walked in and his face had a ton of different emotions that overwhelmed him.

    "Mia?" He stares at the woman, who I now know as Mia.

"Hey baby." She jumped up and clinged onto him, leaving no space with their skin. This perfect ass bitch ain't gonna be so perfect if she doesn't get away from Yoongi. Wait, what am I saying?

    I try to keep my face as calm as possible to not show any signs of anger or jealousy. Why am I even jealous anyways? It's not like Yoongi and I are a thing and we never will be.

    When I first entered BTS as a trainee, I had a huge crush on Yoongi. I kept it hidden from everyone though. I was scared how they would react to my sexuality. I wasn't exactly scared of what the members would think about me, I know they would accept me for sure now that I know them. But BigHit... I think that they suspect me being gay, but they never try to confront me.

    Even if I did tell Yoongi about my crush on him, he would turn me down for sure. So I just kept it hidden for so long. I think the fact that I can't have him makes me want him even more. So now that there's a whore clinging onto him, I don't know if I can control myself.

    Just breathe. It's okay, maybe she's just jokingly being a whore.

    "Yoongi, who is this?" Hoseok speaks up, filling the silent room once again.

"I'm his girlfriend." She smirks and clings onto him tighter.

Girlfriend.

Min Yoongi is straight, and he has a girlfriend. Right. Why does he want her when I'm sitting right here, living in the same house, in the same damn room, looking like a freaking snack 24/7 while also being adorable as a damn baby?! What does this bitch have that I don't have?

I completely turned off my hearing so that I wouldn't hear any cute love stories about how they met or about their love life. I focused on nothing but the wall, staring at it as I try to hold back tears. I tune everything out with only one thought crossing my mind.

    Why can't I be her?

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    An hour goes by, and I decided to finally go to my room to get ready to sleep and forget everything that has happened today. I open the door slowly and reveal Yoongi sitting at the edge of his bed. He looks stressed and angry as he just sits there and stares at the wall. Damn, he's doing the same thing that I was doing earlier except he looks angrier than I did. What's wrong with him?

    "What's wrong?" I ask quietly, making his head turn towards me. I swear I see his face lighten up, and his stress disappears from my distraction.

    "That bitch thinks she can just come in here like she owns me." He bitterly says to me. "She doesn't."

    Bitch? Why is he calling his girlfriend a bitch? That's pretty rude, even if she's useless and irrelevant to me.

    "If she comes back, I swear I'll punch her right in that damn perfect ass face of hers." Yoongi clenches his fist and lays back onto his bed. Okay but same, I want to punch her too. But my reasoning is completely different than his. He's her boyfriend. Is he abusive? Do I like the wrong person? Would he have abused me? No. He saved me from a wolf. Is she a wolf? Damn I'm confused.

    "She's your girlfriend, why do you want to hurt her so bad?" I ask and he bolts up and looks me straight in the eyes as he grabs both of my shoulders and forces me to look back into his eyes.

    "She is not my girlfriend." He said. "Did you not listen to a single word that was said in the living room earlier?"

    No. I didn't listen. I didn't want to hurt my heart more than it already ached. Why would I torture myself?

    I shook my head no and he sighed at me, then lightly laughed. "She's my ex girlfriend, if you were listening you would've heard me say that. I literally just told her to leave our house or I'd call the police." He said and sat back down onto his bed.

    Oh.

    Ex? Ex girlfriend? I can't help but to grin at those words. I never thought I would be so happy to hear the word "Ex" in my life. What a relief. Wait...

    "Why was she here then?" I curiously ask.

    "She's trying to get me back again."

     And there goes all hope again. From what I see, she's pretty. So why doesn't Yoongi want her?

    "What happened with your relationship with her?" I ask and he tenses up. "I- I mean, you don't have to tell me-"

    "She cheated on me." He plainly says. "I do want you to know about that. I want you to know many things about me Jimin."

    I sat there silently and he continued telling me about Mia. "She cheated on me a while back, we were in high school together and I loved her. She's the reason I'm not so open about my feelings anymore. I used to be very open with her, but she betrayed me and I haven't been well ever since then. She made me depressed. I felt lonely and forgotten because I caught her having sex with some random guy at a party." He chuckles. "Boy was that a sight to see."

    He stopped talking and then looked up at me to see my reaction. I felt bad. I never knew that about him. I never knew he was depressed and I never knew the reason that he was never open about feelings and now that I do, I want to be with him even more. He deserves love. He deserves happiness, and Mia is not going to be the one giving him those things.

    I am.

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