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"There is something so weird about you.."-- Wang Yibo.

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3rd Person Pov
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After watching that show. Xiao Zhan packed Wang Yibo and his clothes in different bags. He didn't pack their clothes in same bag. Because what if Wang Yibo get angry after seeing their clothes in one bag. They are going out of country for the first time. So he don't want anything get mess up. After packing everything he went to bed and start waiting for Wang Yibo.

It's almost 3am. Xiao Zhan was waiting for Wang Yibo's arrival till 1am. But Wang Yibo didn't come home. Xiao Zhan couldn't wait anymore. While waiting he didn't even know when he fell asleep after 1:30am.

Currently Xiao Zhan is sleeping on bed peacefully now. Suddenly he heard noises. He didn't wake up fully. But he knows someone inside his room. And that someone is Wang Yibo.

Wang Yibo open only his coat and climb on Xiao Zhan's bed. He didn't take off his shoes or open his suit fully. He just take off coat and go near to Xiao Zhan.

Wang Yibo cuddle Xiao Zhan's from back. Xiao Zhan move little bit because of uncomfortable hug. Xiao Zhan turn back to Wang Yibo and cuddle him too. Wang Yibo hide his face on Xiao Zhan's chest. Xiao Zhan in between his sleep start caressing Wang Yibo's head.

"Didn't I always said climb on bed after changing clothes and freshing up?" Xiao Zhan asked in between his sleep while caressing his head.

Wang Yibo didn't reply. Xiao Zhan go back to his sleep in seconds. Wang Yibo hug Xiao Zhan tightly and fell asleep fast.

*It's time to wake up, it's 5am now*It's time to wake up, it's 5am now*

Xiao Zhan's phone alarm start at 5am. Anyhow Xiao Zhan wake up and turn off the alarm. Xiao Zhan sit on bed. Wang Yibo still beside him and holding his waist. Xiao Zhan look at him and become confused.

"It's still dark outside.. Why alarm start this much early today?" Xiao Zhan mumbled.

"Get up.. We have to leave fast..." Wang Yibo said while getting up from bed.

"......"

Xiao Zhan's eyes become wide open when he realise Wang Yibo didn't sleep. There is no sleepiness or tiredness in Wang Yibo's voice. Moreover Wang Yibo don't wake up early.

"Yibo.. You didn't sleep whole night?" Xiao Zhan immediately asked while holding his hand.

Xiao Zhan is currently sitting on his knees on bed. Wang Yibo is standing beside bed. Xiao Zhan make him turn back. Wang Yibo is looking down after turning back.

"What happened?" Xiao Zhan asked while holding his face.

Xiao Zhan make Wang Yibo to look at him. His eyes are red. Xiao Zhan gulp down after seeing his face. There is dark circles around his eyes and also his eyes are red.

"Did you cried?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"......."

"What happened? Tell me.. Did you cried?" Xiao Zhan asked again.

"......."

"Yibo.. How will I understand, if you don't answer me..." Xiao Zhan said.

"......"

"Come...." Before Xiao Zhan could continue Wang Yibo cut him.

"If you don't want to go.. Then we will cancel the flight..." Wang Yibo said coldly.

"No no.. I want to go.. But you first tell me what...." Before Xiao Zhan could continue Wang Yibo come out from his grip.

Wang Yibo start leaving from there. "Get ready fast.. We will leave soon.." Wang Yibo said and leave from there.

"Ok.. Ok..." Xiao Zhan said.

"I will ask him after reaching to airport.. Otherwise flight might get cancel..." Xiao Zhan mumble and leave for bathroom first.

After getting ready Xiao Zhan come out from his room while adjusting his backpack on his back. He takes few peanuts before leaving the room. He don't know why he wanted eat something. No dry food was inside his room. So he take peanuts and start munching them. He start going towards the main living room.

"Yibo.. I am here..." Xiao Zhan shout while fixing his clothes.

"Yibo...." Xiao Zhan stop shouting when he looks at sofa side.

Wang Yibo is sitting there quietly. He's in normal clothes. His backpack on floor. Xiao Zhan come near to him and kiss his cheek while standing beside him.

"Good morning fiancé... I love you..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.

"......"

"Ok.. Let's go..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo get up from there. Xiao Zhan take Wang Yibo's backpack from floor. Then he put his backpack on his other shoulder. Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan come out from the mansion.

Xiao Zhan is walking with Wang Yibo. They are going near to the car. Xiao Zhan is still munching those peanuts. Li Bo Wen is standing beside the car and waiting for them. He is yawning. Xiao Zhan saw him. Invisibly his devil's honk come out. He point his one peanut towards Li Bo Wen's mouth and throw it inside.

Li Bo Wen immediately stop taking yawn. He becomes so irritated. He start munching the peanut. Then he walk little bit towards Xiao Zhan, but stop. Because Xiao Zhan immediately hide behind Wang Yibo. Li Bo Wen didn't say anything. He open the car's door with an irritate face. Xiao Zhan laugh loudly.

"Whatever..." Li Bo Wen mumble irritatedly.

Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan go inside the car. Then then Xiao Zhan hold Wang Yibo's hand and put his head on his shoulder. Li Bo Wen start the car. They leave from there for the airport.

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In Airport
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Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan arrive to the airport 30 minutes later. Xiao Zhan was sleeping while putting his head on Wang Yibo's shoulder. Wang Yibo also sleeping while putting his head on Xiao Zhan's head. They both wake up after Li Bo Wen stop the car. Xiao Zhan start rubbing his eyes. Then he look outside after.

"We are going by your personal jet?" Xiao Zhan asked surprisingly.

"......"

First Wang Yibo didn't reply. "Yo...." Wang Yibo said something while opening the door.

But Xiao Zhan couldn't hear what Wang Yibo said. Xiao Zhan come out from the car too. Li Bo Wen take their backpack and come out from the car.

"Wow.. This jet is so big and beautiful..." Xiao Zhan mumble with his open mouth.

"Closed your mouth.. Otherwise flies will enter your mouth..." Li Bo Wen said.

Xiao Zhan immediately closed his mouth. He looks at Li Bo Wen with his dangerous eyes. Before Xiao Zhan could say anything. Li Bo Wen run from there immediately.

"Then why did we wake up this much early?" Xiao Zhan said irritatedly while looking at Wang Yibo.

There is a red carpet on the way going inside the jet. From their car to till private jet's stair, staffs place the red carpet perfectly. And Xiao Zhan exactly standing on the red carpet. Xiao Zhan make a face.

"Extra boss and his extra employees..." Xiao Zhan mumble irritatedly again.

For the first time Xiao Zhan is travelling through Wang Yibo's jet. Since ten years he was into Wang Yibo this much, he never went out of country with his parents. After when he started living with Wang Yibo. He didn't have this money for travel by air.

When Wang Yibo bought his private jet it was by Xiao Zhan's choice. But Xiao Zhan didn't travel with this jet ever. He didn't even see it in real. That's why Xiao Zhan is feeling everything so unreal. He still standing in front the jet.

"Let's experience it for the first time..." Xiao Zhan mumble excitedly.

Wang Yibo start going towards the jet. Xiao Zhan's trance break. He immediately follow Wang Yibo. They go inside the jet.

"Wow..." Xiao Zhan said while looking around inside the jet.

Wang Yibo sit on seat. Xiao Zhan follow him. He sit in front Wang Yibo. Xiao Zhan take his seatbelt. But he couldn't lock it. Because of travelling less Xiao Zhan forgot how to lock the seatbelt. Wang Yibo get up from seat and go near to him. Wang Yibo lock his seatbelt. Xiao Zhan look at him and smile. He caress Wang Yibo's hair little bit. When Wang Yibo was doing it. After locking the seatbelt Wang Yibo go back to his seat.

"Good morning everyone.. I am pilot Jing Ling. Nice to meet you sir..." Pilot Jing Ling announced.

"Please take your seats everyone.. The jet is about to take off..." Pilot Jing Ling announced again.

Xiao Zhan become confused. As far as Xiao Zhan know Wang Yibo didn't change his pilot after buying this jet. But just now the way pilot was talking feel like he was introducing himself.

"Whatever..." Xiao Zhan said and shake his head.

"Hello Sir.. My name is Zei Yi.. I am fourth hostess here.. Your backpacks are inside overhead..." Hostess Zei Yi said politely while bowing her head.

Xiao Zhan become confused again with the introduction. But he didn't say anything. He just nod his head. In few minutes that jet start taking off. Xiao Zhan closed his eyes tightly and hold his seat's handle tightly. After going in the sky Wang Yibo get up from seat.

"I am sleepy..." Wang Yibo said.

Xiao Zhan get up from his seat too. He follow Wang Yibo. They go inside one cabin. Wang Yibo go towards the bed and lay down there. Xiao Zhan take *Sigh*. He go near to Wang Yibo and open his shoes. Then keep them on floor. Xiao Zhan open his shoes too and climb on bed. Wang Yibo cuddle Xiao Zhan tightly.

"Why did you cried last night?" Xiao Zhan asked.

*Few minutes later*

"You said, you love me..." Wang Yibo answer.

"I am still saying I love you..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Then understand it by yourself..." Wang Yibo said.

"Yibo...." Before Xiao Zhan could say anything Wang Yibo cut him.

"I am sleepy..." Wang Yibo said.

Xiao Zhan didn't say anything more. He take deep breath and start caressing Wang Yibo's head. Wang Yibo start falling asleep in minutes. Xiao Zhan also fell asleep while caressing Wang Yibo's head.

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In Greenland
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Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan still sleeping. Wang Yibo holding him tightly. Xiao Zhan's head on pillow. But Wang Yibo's head on Xiao Zhan's chest. He is hiding his head in Xiao Zhan's chest.

"Good afternoon everyone.. We have reach to Greenland after 8 hours later... We are about to land in ten minutes. Please sit on your seats and put your seatbelt..." Pilot Jing Ling announced.

Xiao Zhan wake up first after hearing the announcement. He open his eyes and start moving Wang Yibo slowly.

"Wake up.. Wake up... We are about to land..." Xiao Zhan said in sleepy voice.

Wang Yibo wake up slowly. Then he looks around. He makes an annoyed face. Xiao Zhan notice it.

"Stop making that face.. You have sleep enough..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. He get up from bed. Xiao Zhan also get up from bed. They come out from the cabin. Then sit on seats and put their seatbelts. That private jet start landing. In few minutes they land on Greenland airport.

"Have a good day everyone.. We are here in Greenland..." Pilot Jing Ling said again.

Xiao Zhan take out Wang Yibo and his backpacks from jet's overhead bin. Then take out their warm clothes. Xiao Zhan give Wang Yibo his warm clothes. Xiao Zhan start wearing his warm clothes. Wang Yibo wait patiently. After wearing his clothes, Xiao Zhan help Wang Yibo to wear warm clothes.

"Let's go..." Xiao Zhan said.

They start going out after wearing warm clothes. They come down from the jet. And they see everywhere just white. Because too much snow is falling. Li Bo Wen come in front them with car. Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan immediately go inside the car fast.

"Sir.. The resort is ready... We are leaving for resort now..." Li Bo Wen said.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. Li Bo Wen start the car. They leave for the resort.

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On Road
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Inside car Xiao Zhan open his hands gloves. Then start rubbing his hands together. Because of too much cold. Xiao Zhan hold Wang Yibo's warm hands and start trying to warm his hands too. Li Bo Wen see this through mirror. He shake his head with invisible facepalm.

Wang Yibo is different kind of person. That kind of person he don't tolerate anything nonsense. Humans don't try to go near him. Even bugs or animals fly different way when they see Wang Yibo. Then there come Xiao Zhan....

Xiao Zhan is unique kind of person. When Wang Yibo look at Xiao Zhan coldly. Xiao Zhan go near to Wang Yibo while dancing and sit on his lap. Then he can kiss him lip kiss or cheek kiss. Depend on Xiao Zhan's mood.

That's why Li Bo Wen get surprised whenever he see this kind of behaviour. Xiao Zhan is still trying warming his hands. Sometimes he is putting Wang Yibo's hand on his face and mouth.

"Why your hands are always warm..." Xiao Zhan mumble.

After warming up Xiao Zhan leave his hand. Then he put his head on Wang Yibo's shoulder. He start typing his phone.

[Guys we just reach now.]-- Xiao Zhan to everyone.

Xiao Zhan already talked with his two mangers before leaving China. He took three days off. But he knows his friends are in work. Still he message them.

Wang Yibo can clearly see what Xiao Zhan is doing. He just quietly see it. But didn't say anything. Few minutes later Xiao Zhan's phone buzz three times. His friends send him messages. Xiao Zhan open his messages.

[Take care yourself.]-- Yang Li Zi.

[Eat on time]-- Zhang Yi Lin.

[Enjoy yourself.]-- Chen Wen Hao.

Xiao Zhan smile after seeing their messages. He put his phone inside his pocket. Wang Yibo read those messages too.

"Your friends don't know you have come here with me?" Wang Yibo asked coldly.

"Yes they know.. I am here with my fiancé... Why?" Xiao Zhan asked cluelessly.

"Seem like they don't like...." Before Wang Yibo could continue Li Bo Wen stop the car.

"We are here sir..." Li Bo Wen said after reaching in front the resort.

Wang Yibo didn't complete his sentence. Quietly he come out from the car first. Xiao Zhan come out from the car too.

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In Paradise Resorts
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The resort name is Paradise Resorts. Its a truly beautiful place. Its a cottage system resorts. With 50 cottage it's called Paradise Resorts. Couples only stay here. Xiao Zhan forgot about what Wang Yibo was saying. He start seeing the view.

"Wow..." Xiao Zhan said while looking around.

Snow fall stop already when they were coming here. One resorts staff come near to them while running.

"Good afternoon sir.. This way sir..." That staff said while bowing his head.

Xiao Zhan become confused. Because this staff isn't Chinese. Still why he bow his head? Xiao Zhan shake his head again. Maybe he is thinking extra. Maybe that person bow his head because they are Chinese.

Wang Yibo start going that way which way that staff show. Xiao Zhan start following him. Xiao Zhan start looking at all those resorts. Those resorts are quite beautiful. They reach in front their resort.

"Wow..." Xiao Zhan mumble after looking at their resort.

Because this is the best and beautiful resort Xiao Zhan see among all the cottage resorts. That staff hold the door opening card in front him. Xiao Zhan trance break. He take the card from the staff.

"Sir.. Lunch will be serve in few minutes..." That staff said and leave from there while bowing his head.

Xiao Zhan excitedly go near to the door. He open the resort door. Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan go inside the resort. Its so beautiful inside more than outside. Xiao Zhan start mesmerising inside this resort. It looks so cozy.

"Wow.. Its so beautiful inside..." Xiao Zhan said while looking around.

Xiao Zhan go near to the window. The outside view is beautiful. Its slowly snow is falling again. But seems like it will stop anytime. Because of snow it seems like night time. Though it's not night time.

Wang Yibo already start opening his warm clothes. Xiao Zhan turn back and see this. He immediately go near to him.

"What are you doing? Let's go outside..." Xiao Zhan whine.

"Hungry..." Wang Yibo said shortly. Because they didn't eat anything yet.

"Ok.. Ok.. After eating we will go outside..." Xiao Zhan said excitedly.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. They open their warm clothes. They fresh up together and come out from bathroom. Xiao Zhan start looking outside from window again. Wang Yibo start typing his phone. Suddenly they hear knock on door.

"Come in..." Xiao Zhan said.

Three staffs come inside while taking all foods. They bow their heads. All Greenland special foods items are there. They place all foods on dining table.

"Enjoy your foods.. Sir..." One staff said.

Three staffs bow their heads again. They leave from there after closing the door. Wang Yibo get up from bed and start going dining table.

"Start eating..." Wang Yibo said.

"I don't...." Wang Yibo cut him before Xiao Zhan could continue.

"No eating.. No going outside..." Wang Yibo said.

"Evil Lion..." Xiao Zhan mumble while pouting.

Unwillingly Xiao Zhan sit on chair. Then he start serving Wang Yibo and himself. They start eating. Xiao Zhan start eating slowly. Wang Yibo usually eat fast but he start eating slowly too today.

Like this eating slowly. They done with eating after two hours later. Xiao Zhan immediately get up from chair.

"Let's go now... I want to go outside..." Xiao Zhan excitedly said.

"........"

Wang Yibo as usual didn't answer. He knows even if he deny to go outside. Xiao Zhan won't listen. Its already 5pm. They wear their warm clothes again. Xiao Zhan hold Wang Yibo's hand rightly with a smile. Then they go out from the resort.

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Outside Random Places
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After coming out from the resort Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan start roaming here and there. They are not going any specific place. They start roaming around. Currently they are on mountain. It's not a big mountain. Its easy to climb on it. Not too much people are on this mountain.

Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan also standing far away from people too. Wang Yibo standing little bit near to the edge of mountain. Behind him Xiao Zhan is taking pictures of Wang Yibo.

"Yibo... Yibo.. Look at me.. Smile..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo turn round and look at Xiao Zhan. Xiao Zhan call him to make him to look at the phone. Xiao Zhan take Wang Yibo's many photos. Then he go near to Wang Yibo.

"Let's take pictures together..." Xiao Zhan said excitedly.

Xiao Zhan take their few pictures together. Then Xiao Zhan give his phone to Wang Yibo.

"Take my pictures too..." Xiao Zhan give said excitedly.

Wang Yibo take Xiao Zhan's pictures but without any concentration. But Xiao Zhan is keep posing happily. Xiao Zhan take his phone few minutes later. He start seeing those pictures.

"They come out really good..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.

Wang Yibo go to other side. Few seconds later one snow ball land on Wang Yibo's back. Wang Yibo turn back. Xiao Zhan laugh at him and throw another snow ball again.

"Let's play snow fight..." Xiao Zhan excitedly said.

"......"

"Come on.. Its fun..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Not interested..." Wang Yibo said quietly and start leaving other side.

"You are no fun..." Xiao Zhan said while pouting.

Xiao Zhan look other side. Suddenly one snow ball land on his face. Wang Yibo quietly throw it on Xiao Zhan. He looks at Wang Yibo irritatedly. His full face is filled with snow.

"Wang Yibo..." Xiao Zhan irritatedly said.

"Not on my face..." Xiao Zhan said.

They start snow fight. Xiao Zhan was giggling and shouting. Wang Yibo was quietly playing with him. Xiao Zhan's giggling sounds start echoing the mountain. Wang Yibo is truly enjoying the sounds. After playing there few minutes. They come down from the mountain while holding each other's hand.

Currently they are walking on road. Too much people are there. Xiao Zhan is holding Wang Yibo's hand. He is looking here and there. Wang Yibo's grip become more tighter on Xiao Zhan's hand. Though Xiao Zhan is looking here and there. Still Xiao Zhan rub his another hand on Wang Yibo's hand assuredly.

*I am here* though Xiao Zhan didn't say this. But the assurance touch was saying this. Wang Yibo start feeling reckless in between all people. After few minutes they finally come out from the crowd. They start walking on empty road.

"Yibo.. Let's go near to the lake side..." Xiao Zhan said excitedly while pointing there.

Xiao Zhan notice the lake suddenly. Wang Yibo didn't say anything. But he gulp down after hearing the *Lake* word. Because its already getting night. He didn't look at the lake directly. Xiao Zhan start going towards the lake while holding Wang Yibo's hand.

Lake side. They come near to the lake side. Actually not they only Xiao Zhan come near to the lake.

It's not like Wang Yibo didn't come near to lake before. Even Xiao Zhan took him to lake's side once too. It just... Its already dark and the lake water seem dark. For some reason Wang Yibo isn't looking at the lake.

"Wow.. Its so beautiful...." Xiao Zhan said while looking up at the sky.

Because those aura light start showing up on the sky. Its already night here now. Xiao Zhan start taking pictures. This lake side is completely empty. Wang Yibo standing little bit way from the lake.

Wang Yibo still didn't look at lake. He only look at the sky. Suddenly from nowhere they hear loud scream. Xiao Zhan stop taking pictures and look around.

"Someone just scream..." Xiao Zhan mumble.

"What happened?" Xiao Zhan mumble again while looking around.

Suddenly few firecrackers start bowling in the sky. Then Xiao Zhan understand maybe because of these firecrackers someone scream.

"Idiot people..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Aah..."

Xiao Zhan suddenly hear one painful noise. He frown and look around. Then he looks back.

"Aaah..." Behind Xiao Zhan, Wang Yibo still making painful noises.

Xiao Zhan's heart sank when he see this. He don't understand what's going on. But Wang Yibo is panting there while holding his head. He is holding his chest too by other hand. Seem like he is having breathing problem.

"Aah.. Urgh..." Wang Yibo make noises and sit on ground.

Xiao Zhan come back to his senses. He immediately run near to Wang Yibo. Xiao Zhan hold him.

"What's going on? What's going on? What's happening? What's happening with you? Why you are behaving like this? Yibo? Yibo..." Xiao Zhan said in panic voice.

Wang Yibo didn't stop panting. He start panting more. Xiao Zhan understand now. Wang Yibo is having panic attacks. Xiao Zhan's head become mess. But why he is having panic attacks? How? Xiao Zhan don't understand. He becomes numb after seeing his Wang Yibo like this.

Xiao Zhan is verge of crying. He somehow hold his tears back. Xiao Zhan hold Wang Yibo's face suddenly.

"Look at me..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo still panting. But he looks at him. Xiao Zhan start caressing Wang Yibo's cheek.

"It's ok. Its ok... Focus on my voice... Its ok..." Xiao Zhan said.

"You are ok.. Please start trying to breath properly..." Xiao Zhan said again.

"Think about your family.. Think about your mom.. Try to breath..." Xiao Zhan said in loving tone.

"It's ok.. Come back to me.. Don't do this.. Forget about everything.. I am here with you.. I will be always here with you..." Xiao Zhan said again.

"I.. I.. I can't.. Breath..." Somehow Wang Yibo said it.

Whatever Wang Yibo said with so much pain. Xiao Zhan's heart break after hearing this. He is feeling so much helpless. He don't know what to do. But he heard during panic attacks. People need to divert the other person mind. But how?

"I... I...." Before Wang Yibo could continue Xiao Zhan smash his lip on Wang Yibo's lip.

Wang Yibo couldn't complete his word. Xiao Zhan start kissing him passionately. Because of sudden kiss Wang Yibo's situation become normal. Because it was sudden attacks. Xiao Zhan push Wang Yibo on snow. Wang Yibo lay down. Then Xiao Zhan sit on his tummy. He didn't stop kissing. He push his tongue inside mouth. Wang Yibo start sucking his tongue.

Suddenly Xiao Zhan hear car's horns. Xiao Zhan immediately break the kiss. Wang Yibo want to kiss him more. He try to kiss him. But Xiao Zhan cover his mouth. Their foreheads are touching with each other's foreheads. Li Bo Wen come out from car and immediately start going towards them.

"Sir.. Are you ok?" Li Bo Wen asked while coming towards them.

Li Bo Wen didn't notice the situation. When he reach little bit near to them. He immediately stop walking towards them. Because Xiao Zhan is still sitting on Wang Yibo's tummy. Their nose and forehead are touching each others. Li Bo Wen turn back immediately. He clear his voice.

"I am waiting near the car... Please come fast.. Snow fall is about to start again..." Li Bo Wen said and bow his head.

Li Bo Wen leave from there without turning back. Wang Yibo get up. Xiao Zhan is still sitting on Wang Yibo's lap while spreading his legs. Wang Yibo start looking at Xiao Zhan intensely with his red eyes weird gaze.

(Xiao Zhan's sitting position)

Wang Yibo touch Xiao Zhan's lip. He looks down. He is looking at Xiao Zhan's lip.

Then he looks at Xiao Zhan's eyes. Xiao Zhan become confused. He try to get up from there. But Wang Yibo make him sit beside him.

"How do you do that?" Wang Yibo asked.

"Do what?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Stop my panic...." Before Wang Yibo could continue Xiao Zhan cut him.

"Since when you have panic attacks?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"......."

"And you never told me..." Xiao Zhan said.

"......."

*Sigh*... "I didn't know what to do when you were having... Having... *Crack voice*.. I.. Don't...." Xiao Zhan stop talking.

*Take deep breath*.. "So I kissed you to divert your mind..." Xiao Zhan said while clearing his voice.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. He get up from there. Xiao Zhan hold his hand and get up from there too. Xiao Zhan can't explain how he is feeling right now. But he control himself. But didn't cry in front Wang Yibo.

"Don't hide anything from me from now.. Please..." Xiao Zhan said quietly.

Wang Yibo didn't answer as usual. They start walking towards their car. Li Bo Wen open car's door for them. They go inside the car. Xiao Zhan put his head on Wang Yibo's shoulder. Li Bo Wen go inside and start the car. They leave for resort.

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Back To Paradise Resorts
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Li Bo Wen stop the car in front resorts. Wang Yibo come out from the car first. He start going towards their resort. Xiao Zhan come out from the car few minutes later.

"How do you know he was having panic attacks?" Xiao Zhan asked to Li Bo Wen.

"Alert alarm set here..." Li Bo Wen said while showing his watch.

"Ohh..." Xiao Zhan said quietly.

"Y-you.. You knew from the beginning?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Hmm..." Li Bo Wen answer while looking down.

Xiao Zhan didn't say anything more. He take deep breath. Then start going behind Wang Yibo. They come in front their resort. Xiao Zhan open the door. They go inside.

"Do you want to eat something?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"No.. Just want to sleep..." Wang Yibo answer.

Xiao Zhan nod his head. Wang Yibo open his warm clothes and shoes. Then lay on bed without freshing. Xiao Zhan also open his warm clothes and lay beside him. Xiao Zhan hold Wang Yibo from back. Wang Yibo turn back. Without saying anything, he hug Xiao Zhan tightly. Xiao Zhan hug him tightly too.

In few minutes Xiao Zhan hear soft snore from Wang Yibo. He couldn't control anymore. Tears start rolling down from Xiao Zhan's eyes. Silently he start crying while holding Wang Yibo tightly.

"How many things I don't know about you Wang Yibo?" Xiao Zhan thought in his mind.

"After coming this much close to you.. Why I am realising, we are near yet so far from each other..." Xiao Zhan thought in his mind.

"Why I get a feeling, I am missing many things about you..." Xiao Zhan mumble slowly.

While crying and thinking about Wang Yibo, Xiao Zhan start falling asleep. Few minutes pass Xiao Zhan is in deep slumber.

Suddenly Wang Yibo open his eyes. He wipe Xiao Zhan's tears. Then hold Xiao Zhan's tightly and fall asleep again in between few minutes.

It's 5am now. Xiao Zhan's phone alarm start buzzing again. Somehow he turn off the alarm. He wake up first. He didn't get up yet. He start looking at the ceiling and start thinking about yesterday's incident.

"Everyday is a new day.. One day he will be only mine and I will know everything about him too..." Xiao Zhan mumble with a smile.

"I can wait for you till the end..." Xiao Zhan said while touching Wang Yibo's face.

"Wake up.. Wake up fiancé..." Xiao Zhan said while little bit tickling Wang Yibo.

"Aah.. Stop doing that..." Wang Yibo said in between his sleep irritatedly.

Wang Yibo turn around. Currently he is in sleep. He don't want to wake up. Xiao Zhan take deep breath.

"I said wake up.. You idiot.. Otherwise we will be late..." Xiao Zhan said irritatedly.

Unwillingly Wang Yibo open his eyes with grumpy face. Xiao Zhan give a sloppy kiss on Wang Yibo's cheek.

"It's ok.. Sleep in jet.. Now let's fresh up first..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo nod his head. They get up from bed. Wang Yibo start freshing up first. Xiao Zhan start gathering their stuffs. Wang Yibo come out from bathroom.

"Yibo.. Call resort staff and give the card..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo nod his head. Then Xiao Zhan go inside bathroom. He start freshing up. Few minutes Xiao Zhan come out from bathroom.

"Li Bo Wen is here..." Wang Yibo said.

"Hmm... Let's go..." Xiao Zhan said.

They come out from the resort. Li Bo Wen is standing on the main gate with the car.

"Good morning sir..." Li Bo Wen said while bowing his head.

Wang Yibo's grumpy face become more grumpy. Xiao Zhan laugh and pull Wang Yibo's cheek.

"Why you are wishing him good morning? It's not morning yet.. He will sleep for 8 hours.. Then say good morning..." Xiao Zhan said while laughing.

Li Bo Wen didn't say anything. Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan go near to him. Wang Yibo go inside the car. Xiao Zhan look at Li Bo Wen.

"He didn't eat anything last night..." Xiao Zhan said to Li Bo Wen.

"Everything will be in jet..." Li Bo Wen said.

Xiao Zhan nod his head and go inside the car. Li Bo Wen bow his head. Xiao Zhan didn't see that. Li Bo Wen closed the door. Then he go inside the car and start driving. They left for the airport from there.

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In Airport
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They reach to airport in 20 minutes. Because its near to resort. Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan come out from the car. They go inside the jet. Xiao Zhan sit on sofa. Wang Yibo start opening his clothes.

"I want to sleep..." Wang Yibo said.

"After the jet take off.. You have to eat first..." Xiao Zhan said.

"No.. I want...." Before Wang Yibo could continue Xiao Zhan cut him.

"No eating.. Then no sleeping..." Xiao Zhan said while start reading one magazine.

Of course Xiao Zhan know perfectly Wang Yibo can't sleep without him. He won't sleep without him. So he has to eat now before sleeping.

"Please take your seat everyone.. Jet is ready to take off..." Pilot Jing Ling said.

"Let's go..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan sit on their seats and put seatbelts. In between two minutes the jet start taking off. Fe minutes later Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan unlock his seatbelt.

"Good morning sir.. Here is the breakfast..." Hostess Zei Yi said while placing foods on table.

"Enjoy your breakfast sir..." That hostess said and leave from there while bowing her head.

"Start eating..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo take *Sigh*. But he wants to sleep too. Unwillingly Wang Yibo start eating. Wang Yibo take few bites. Then get up from his seat.

"Let's go.. Done.. I won't eat anymore..." Wang Yibo said.

Now Xiao Zhan take *Sigh*. He nod his head. Then get up from seat. They go inside cabin. Wang Yibo immediately hop on bed. Xiao Zhan lay beside him. Wang Yibo hug Xiao Zhan tightly. Xiao Zhan start caressing his head. Few minutes later both of them fell asleep.

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In London(UK Hospital)
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Lu Jian Min get mini heart attack three days ago. He is still in hospital. Though there is no risk anymore. Still he didn't regain his conscious yet. He unconsciously laying on bed it's been three days now. His full family still in hospital with him. Crystal Zhang, Zhou Cheng and Xuan Lu keep coming inside his ward. They are telling him to wake up. Still there is no response. Doctor said its a temporary coma.

It's 9pm now there. Crystal Zhang send everyone home. Because they didn't leave from here till now. Also they were too much tired. Only Lu Jian Min's assistant and Crystal Zhang is here now. Lu Jian Min's assistant is sitting outside.

Crystal Zhang enter Lu Jian Min's ward. She come near to Lu Jian Min and sit beside him on chair. Crystal Zhang hold his hand.

"I sent everyone back..." Crystal Zhang said.

*Take deep breath*

"It's ok now.. Wake up.. You should wake up now..." Crystal Zhang said while holding his hand.

"If you become stubborn this much.. How it will work? You still have to find our son... Wake up..." Crystal Zhang said and start crying while putting her face on his hand.

"You have to wake up.. You have to find our son..." Crystal Zhang again said while crying.

Few minutes pass. Crystal Zhang still crying. Suddenly Lu Jian Min's hand move little bit. Crystal Zhang immediately get up. She wipe her tears fast while looking other side. Then she looks at her husband. Who is trying to open his eyes slowly. Lu Jian Min remove his oxygen mask.

"W... W..." Lu Jian Min is trying to say something.

Crystal Zhang understand what Lu Jian Min trying to say. She immediately pour some water in glass. Then make the bed up little bit. She start making him drink the water.

"Wait here... Let me called the doctor..." Crystal Zhang said.

Crystal Zhang go outside to call the doctor. "Called doctor.. Jian Min is awake..." Crystal Zhang said to the assistant.

"Yes ma'am.." Lu Jian Min's assistant reply immediately while bowing his head.

Crystal Zhang wait outside for few minutes. Because she herself know. If she go inside the ward. She won't able to control herself. She will cry again. Because she is guilty for whatever she did two days ago. Suddenly see hear doctor is coming. Then she go inside the ward with doctor.

"Good evening sir..." Dr. David Wilson said.

Lu Jian Min only nod his head. Nurse make higher Lu Jian Min's bed little bit more. Then Dr. David Wilson start checking him for few minutes.

"He is alright ma'am.. You can take him from here tomorrow..." Dr. David Wilson said to Crystal Zhang.

Crystal Zhang nod her head. Dr. David Wilson and that one nurse leave from there. Now only Crystal Zhang and Lu Jian Min is here.

"I will make cupcakes and meatbun everyday from now.. You should bring back my son fast.. Or take me to China.." Crystal Zhang said quietly.

"Go home. You must be feeling tired.." Lu Jian Min said while looking down.

"Oh.. I am going home.. Don't worry.. You don't have to tell me what to do..." Crystal Zhang irritatedly said.

Crystal Zhang stomp her feet and come out from the ward. She only sit on chair. She didn't leave from there. Lu Jian Min's assistant bow his head to Crystal Zhang and go inside.

"Good evening sir..." 51 years old, Jake Smith said while bowing his head.

"Good evening Smith..." Lu Jian Min said.

"You can leave now..." Lu Jian Min said.

"But sir...."Lu Jian Min cut him before Jake Smith could continue.

"Crystal is here.. So don't worry..." Lu Jian Min said.

Jake Smith smile when Lu Jian Min said it. Because as a husband and wife. Lu Jian Min and Crystal Zhang know each other perfectly. Jake Smith nod his head.

"Do you have my diary here?" Lu Jian Min asked.

"Yes sir..." Jake Smith said and take out Lu Jian Min's diary from his bag. He give it to Lu Jian Min that diary.

"Sir.. Here is your diary.. Take care.. I am leaving now..." Jake Smith said and bow his head. Lu Jian Min nod his head.

*Diary*.. Diary is a big thing for Lu Jian Min now. Since 5 years he is writing diary every single day. He keeps his diaries in his office. Otherwise Crystal Zhang will read his diary. Lu Jian Min open his diary. He take out the pen from diary's side place. Every page started by the words "Dear son*. Lu Jian Min caress those words. He open today's date and start writing.

Dear son

Your mom again scold me. Its not new. Since five years she is scolding me and accusing me for everything. I never tried to reply her. Not make her understand. Its not new anymore. Son.. Son.. Son (Feel like Lu Jian Min is calling Xiao Zhan). Xiao Zhan.. Xiao... A-Xian.. I won't scold you anymore.. Please come home (Tears start dropping on diary). Dad won't scold you. Don't be stubborn anymore. Called us wherever you are. I was scared people know about you. They will start asking questions to you. You will be laughing stock for everyone. I didn't want it. The reason wasn't because you were in love with a boy. The reason was something else... Something else... I heard that boy's(Wang Yibo) family is wealthy and good family too. I hope they know it already and take care of you. Don't get drench in rain. Eat on time. I won't call you by myself ever. If you still remember us.. Do call us someday son... In China currently too much hot weather there. If you go outside, then don't come out from car much. Keep open the car's AC on all the time. Don't roam around under hot weather.

Lu Jian Min stop writing. He closed his diary. He looks down and take *Sigh* loudly. He wipe his tears.

"Don't go out much.. You don't like hot weather..." Lu Jian Min mumble.

Slowly Lu Jian Min lay down on the bed. He keeps his diary inside his blanket and clutch it tightly on his chest. So that Crystal Zhang can't see the diary.

30 minutes later Crystal Zhang come inside the room. She go near to her husband and stand beside the bed. Then she slightly touch the diary above the blanket. Lu Jian Min fall asleep already. Crystal Zhang look outside and tears falling from her eyes silently.

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In China (In Airport)
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"Aiyaa.. Why today is this much hot?" Xiao Zhan asked irritatedly while putting his hand on above his forehead and look up the sky.

It's 2pm now. They just land in China. Wang Yibo come out from the jet first. Now Xiao Zhan start coming out from the jet. Then sunlight fell on his eyes directly and he becomes irritated. Xiao Zhan see Wang Yibo is talking with Li Bo Wen something.

Wang Yibo's face kinda seem tense. Though he never show his emotion. His face always like stone. Still Xiao Zhan can read Wang Yibo's face easily. He go near to them. Li Bo Wen look at him. He bow head his to Wang Yibo and leave for bringing car. Wang Yibo turn towards Xiao Zhan.

Wang Yibo is standing in front Xiao Zhan now. Xiao Zhan notice something ok Wang Yibo's chest. Their engagement ring is showing. Xiao Zhan smile after seeing the ring.

"I can go from here.. I will go to my restaurant's shift..." Xiao Zhan said while putting the chain inside Wang Yibo's t-shirt.

"But about lunch...." Before Xiao Zhan could say something Wang Yibo cut him.

"I am leaving for office now.. I will eat lunch outside today..." Wang Yibo said to Xiao Zhan.

"OK.. When you will come back?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"I will be late today..." Wang Yibo answer quietly.

Wang Yibo hug Xiao Zhan's suddenly. Xiao Zhan smile and start caressing Wang Yibo's hair.

"Oh.. There is a big deal going on?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"......"

Few minutes Xiao Zhan caress Wang Yibo's hair. Then Wang Yibo break the hug. Li Bo Wen come there with car. Wang Yibo start leaving from there. He go near to the car. He wants to go inside the car but seem like he is hesitating to go inside. Xiao Zhan is standing there few space way from them. He become confused.

"What happened?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Did you drop your phone over there?" Li Bo Wen asked while pointing Xiao Zhan's back.

Xiao Zhan look back. He start looking here and there. He suddenly touch his pocket. His phone still inside there. Xiao Zhan irritatedly turn back. Li Bo Wen stuck out his tongue. Xiao Zhan become more irritate. Wang Yibo still standing there. Without saying anything he open the car's door. Suddenly Xiao Zhan remember something.

"Wait.. Wait..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo turn back. Xiao Zhan immediately come in front him. Xiao Zhan hold Wang Yibo's hand.

"I will give you an address later.. Come there on time.. I will take you to date..." Xiao Zhan said excitedly.

"......."

"OK.. OK.. You don't have to say anything.. Just come on time..." Xiao Zhan said.

"......"

"I love you fiancé.. Have a good day..." Xiao Zhan said while kissing on Wang Yibo's cheek.

"......."

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. He knew Xiao Zhan will stop him for saying *I love you*. But date is something new here. Wang Yibo go inside the car. Li Bo Wen start the car. They start leaving from there. Though Wang Yibo didn't look at Xiao Zhan. But Xiao Zhan wave his hand at Wang Yibo happily.

Few minutes later Wang Yibo's car fully disappear from there. Xiao Zhan start walking while putting his backpack on his head. Because the weather is too much hot. He take out his phone and start messaging his friends.

[I just arrived in China. I will be in hotel soon. See you guys there.]-- Xiao Zhan to everyone.

His friends didn't reply. Xiao Zhan know his friends are busy with their work. After messaging them, he dialing someone's number.

Phone Conversation:

Xiao Zhan: Star Five Restaurant?

Receptionist: Yes sir. How may I help you?

Xiao Zhan: I want to booked one table for dinner.

Receptionist: Ok sir. When you want to come here? And by which name we should booked it?

Xiao Zhan: At 8pm. By Xiao Zhan's name.

Receptionist: OK sir. Table no 12. Your booking done. Do you want to pay through online or pay after coming here?

Xiao Zhan: I will pay after coming there.

Receptionist: OK sir. Have a good day.

Phone conversation end.

"Yayyyy... I hope this time I can take him to date.. Whenever I try something happened.. Everything goes wrong.. I hope this time nothing happens.. All my salaries and bonuses I am adding here.. I hope I can do it perfectly.. He will be happy..." Xiao Zhan thought in his mind.

"After yesterday's incident.. I want to know him from closely.. Anyhow..." Xiao Zhan said in determine tone while stop walking.

Xiao Zhan start thinking about yesterday's incident. He shake his head and take deep breath. He start walking again.

"Though its not that much expensive restaurant.. Still I hope.. He like it..." Xiao Zhan mumble with a smile.

Xiao Zhan was talking with receptionist and thinking all this while walking. By walking all the time. He finally reach to bus stop. He thought to sit bus stop for few minutes. But when he about to sit there. One bus arrive there. Xiao Zhan immediately go inside the bus and sit one seat. After everyone go inside the bus. That driver start the bus and start driving. Xiao Zhan take deep breath and start taking rest while leaning on the seat.

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On Road
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Wang Yibo is still in his car. He didn't reach his office yet. He is seeing some files. Suddenly his phone buzz. Its a message from Xiao Zhan. Wang Yibo take his phone and view the message.

[At 8pm in Star Five Restaurant. Please come on time fiancé.]-- Xiao Zhan.

Wang Yibo just see the message silently. But didn't reply him. He keep his phone beside him. Wang Yibo look outside from window.

Li Bo Wen is still driving the car. He notice it. He wants to say something but keep stopping and keep opening his mouth to say it.

"What do you want to say?" Wang Yibo asked finally.

"Sir.. He again spent his salaries and bonuses...." Before Li Bo Wen could continue Wang Yibo cut him.

"Stop.." Wang Yibo said coldly while closing the file.

Wang Yibo look at Li Bo Wen. Who look at Wang Yibo through mirror. Li Bo Wen bow his head.

"Sorry sir..." Li Bo Wen said.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. He just look outside again through window while clutching the file tightly. The cold face become more cold and dark after hearing Li Bo Wen's incomplete words. Because Wang Yibo knows what Li Bo Wen wanted to say.

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In Jinju Hotel and Restaurant
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Xiao Zhan reach to Jinju restaurant. He talked with his friends few minutes ago. They said they are standing in parking space and waiting for him. Xiao Zhan walk fast towards the parking space.

"Xiao Zhan..." Yang Li Zi shout.

"We are here.." Yang Li Zi shout again while waving her hand.

Three of them run towards Xiao Zhan and hug him tightly. Xiao Zhan hug them tightly too.

"We missed you a lot..." Yang Li Zi said.

"I missed you all too.." Xiao Zhan said somehow.

"I can't breath.." Xiao Zhan said again.

"Sorry.. Sorry.." Zhang Yi Lin said.

"How was Greenland?" Yang Li Zi asked.

"Really beautiful.. But I didn't look around much.. Too much snow was falling..." Xiao Zhan said sadly.

"Aww.. Its ok.. Next time travel there again..." Yang Li Zi said while poking his nose.

"Here you go..." Chen Wen Hao said while giving him one bag.

"What is it?" Xiao Zhan asked while taking it.

"Pastries..." Chen Wen Hao answer.

"Omg.. Thank you..." Xiao Zhan said excitedly and hug Chen Wen Hao.

"Of course. We know you didn't eat anything.. So we bought it for you..." Yang Li Zi said.

"Thank you..." Xiao Zhan said while breaking the hug.

"Because that person don't care about you.. If you have eaten or not..." Zhang Yi Lin mumble under his breath.

"What did you say?" Xiao Zhan asked.

Xiao Zhan didn't hear properly what Zhang Yi Lin said. But their friends did hear what Zhang Yi Lin said.

"Let's go.. We need to get ready.. Our shift about to start..." Chen Wen Hao said immediately.

"Eat this between work.. Let's go.." Zhang Yi Lin said.

"Yes.. Yes.. Let's go..." Xiao Zhan said.

Four of them start going inside the restaurant. Yang Li Zi and Chen Wen Hao are talking with each other. Xiao Zhan and Zhang Yi Lin are behind them. But they are walking silently.

"Are you ok?" Zhan Yi Lin asked.

Xiao Zhan was looking down. He immediately look at Zhang Yi Lin. He look at him for few seconds. Then he looks down again.

"I am ok..." Xiao Zhan answer.

Zhang Yi Lin nod his head. They go inside the restaurant. After changing their staff clothes. They start their work in restaurant.

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On Road
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Xiao Zhan and his friends are done with their shift. They are currently on road going home. Xiao Zhan is sitting behind Zhang Yi Lin's bicycle. Because he directly go to work from airport. Yang Li Zi and Chen Wen Hao on their own bicycles. Xiao Zhan is checking his phone again and again. Because he needs to go to the restaurant. Currently they are 40 minutes away from that four roads.

"Yi Lin.. You can drop me here.. I can go from here..." Xiao Zhan said nervously.

"Why? Don't you want to go home? Do you want to go somewhere?" Zhang Yi Lin asked immediately.

"N-no.. No... I am not going anywhere.. Keep going..." Xiao Zhan immediately answer.

"Ok.. Ok..." Zhang Yi Lin said while laughing.

Xiao Zhan didn't tell his friends this time that he spent his money on his fiancé again. He just didn't let them know about it. Because they wanted him to buy new clothes. But instead of buying he give all his money for this date in that restaurant.

"What are you guys talking about? Tell us too..." Yang Li Zi said while kicking lightly on Zhang Yi Lin's bicycle.

"You blonde.. How dare you..." Zhang Yi Lin shout and try to kick Yang Li Zi's bicycle.

"Wait.. Let me teach you a lesson..." Yang Li Zi shout while trying to kick his bicycle.

"Stop fighting.. We are on road.. You idiots..." Chen Wen Hao shout.

"Yes stop fighting guys.. We are on road.." Xiao Zhan agreed.

"Whatever..." Zhang Yi Lin and Yang Li Zi mumble together.

After 20 minutes later they finally reach to that four roads side. Zhang Yi Lin, Yang Li Zi and Chen Wen Hao stop their bicycles. Xiao Zhan finally release a relief breath. He immediately come down from bicycle.

"Bye guys.. See you all later..." Xiao Zhan immediately said.

"......"

"......"

"......"

"Sorry.. I am feeling so tired.. So I want to go home fast and take rest..." Xiao Zhan sheepishly while pointing back road.

"Yes.. Yes.. You must be feeling tired..." Yang Li Zi said.

"Go to bed early today..." Zhang Yi Lin said quietly.

"Y-yeah..." Xiao Zhan said while stuttering.

Xiao Zhan felt weird after hearing Zhang Yi Lin's voice. But he didn't say anything. Yang Li Zi wave her hand. Xiao Zhan smile and wave his hand too.

"Bye guys..." Xiao Zhan said and wave his hand.

Xiao Zhan's friends start leaving from there first. He becomes surprise little bit. Because his friends always stay there till he left. But today they leave first from here. Xiao Zhan shake his head.

"They are must be tired.. That's they leave first..." Xiao Zhan mumble.

Xiao Zhan start walking. Not towards the mansion side. But opposite side. After walking for 15 minutes he finally reach to bus stop. Xiao Zhan sit on bus stop. He start thinking about his friends. For some reason Xiao Zhan find them little bit weird.

First they never asked about his fiancé. Second they never asked him to show his fiancé's face. And today they didn't even asked what he and his fiancé did in Greenland. They only asked about him not about his fiancé. Moreover today they leave first. It was like they were giving Xiao Zhan way to go.

"Indeed they are so weird..." Xiao Zhan mumble.

Suddenly the bus come there. Everyone start going inside the bus fast. Xiao Zhan also go inside the bus somehow. After going inside Xiao Zhan see there is no seat left. Xiao Zhan take *Sigh*.

"I am already tired..." Xiao Zhan mumble.

That bus start. Xiao Zhan don't have any choice. He stand there. He has to go to the restaurant like this all the way.

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In Star Five Restaurant
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Xiao Zhan immediately come to this restaurant after go down from the bus. He go inside the restaurant. Indeed it's a quite big restaurant.

"I hope he likes it..." Xiao Zhan mumble while looking around.

Xiao Zhan go near to the reception. There is three women were working. One woman get up from chair.

"Hello sir.. How can I help you?" That woman asked.

"Hello.. I booked one table in the afternoon by the name of Xiao Zhan..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Oh.. Yes sir.. Now you have to pay first for the table.." That woman said.

"Oh.. Sure..." Xiao Zhan said.

Xiao Zhan pay for the table bill. One waiter come behind him. Xiao Zhan turn back.

"This way sir.. Please follow me..." That waiter said and show the way.

Xiao Zhan start following him. They reach at table no 12. Xiao Zhan sit on chair.

"Sir.. Do you like to order now?" That waiter asked.

"Yes please.. He will be here soon.. So I want to order first..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Ok sir.. Please choose your foods first.. I will be here in few minutes..." That waiter said and bow his head.

Xiao Zhan nod his head. That waiter leave from there. Xiao Zhan start seeing the menu. Its already 8:55pm now. He start checking everything fast. Because he thinks Wang Yibo will be here soon.

"Sir.. Are you done choosing?" That waiter come there and asked.

"Yes.. I want to have sushi, Japanese food, sweet potatoes curry with shrimp, less spicy noodles, pumpkin dessert, chicken soup and chocolate pastries..." Xiao Zhan order.

That waiter noted everything. "Ok sir... Your food will be here soon..." That waiter said and leave from there while bowing his head.

Xiao Zhan start waiting while looking here and there. 30 minutes later waiter comeback with foods. Two waiters serve everything.

"Enjoy your meals sir..." One waiter said.

They bow their heads. Xiao Zhan nod with a smile. Then those waiters leave from there.

"I hope he like everything..." Xiao Zhan mumble while touching the table and looking at the food.

Xiao Zhan start waiting for Wang Yibo patiently. Currently it's 10pm. But there is no sign of Wang Yibo.

"Where is he? Did he forget about our date?" Xiao Zhan mumble again.

Xiao Zhan is keep checking the time. He is keep taking his phone to call Wang Yibo. But without calling Wang Yibo, he is putting back phone on table again.

"What if he is meeting..." Xiao Zhan mumble.

Suddenly he couldn't wait anymore. He start dialling Wang Yibo's number. Wang Yibo immediately receive the call.

Phone Conversation:

Wang Yibo: What? (Whisper)

Xiao Zhan: Where (Whisper)... *Clear his throat*.. Where are you?

Wang Yibo: In meeting.

Xiao Zhan: Oh sorry. Sorry. Continue your meeting. Come fast. I am waiting.....

Phone conversation end.

Before Xiao Zhan could continue Wang Yibo cut the call. He only said he is waiting but where he is waiting he couldn't say it.

"Seriously? Why he is like this.." Xiao Zhan mumble.

"Anyway let's wait for him..." Xiao Zhan said again.

Xiao Zhan start waiting for Wang Yibo. Time start passing too. Because time don't wait for anyone right?

It's become 10:30pm. Then 10:30pm to 11pm. Xiao Zhan look at this restaurant's big wall clock. It's showing 11pm. Suddenly one waiter come there.

"Sir.. I am here to remind you this.. We closed our restaurant at 11:30pm. But you are our last customer.. We won't closed it before 12..." That waiter said.

"Don't worry.. He will be here before 12.." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.

"Ok sir..." That waiter reply and leave from there after bowing his head.

Xiao Zhan start waiting for Wang Yibo. More 35 minutes pass. It's nearly 12am now. Xiao Zhan take his phone and start calling Wang Yibo again. Wang Yibo receive the call after ringing four times.

"Where are...." Before Xiao Zhan could say anything he hear Wang Zi Xuan's voice.

"Yibo.. Come here.. I am about to cut the cake..." Wang Zi Xuan said from other side.

"I am in Zi Xuan's house.. Today is her birthday.. I almost forgot about this.. She came office to pick me..." Wang Yibo said.

"Oh.. Then come home early after ending party.. I am sleepy.. Talk to u later..." Xiao Zhan said and cut the call before Wang Yibo could say anything.

Xiao Zhan put his phone on table. He hide his face on his palms. His eyes become red and teary. But he didn't start crying. Because today he is feeling numb and tired.

"So tired..." Xiao Zhan mumble.

"It's so tiring..." Xiao Zhan mumble again.

Xiao Zhan put his head in table. He is still hiding his face on his palm. Wang Yibo forget about Wang Zi Xuan's birthday. Wang Zi Xuan went to pick him from office. But as far Xiao Zhan remember Wang Zi Xuan's birthday pass few months ago. Xiao Zhan don't want to think about anything for now. He stop thinking. That waiter come there again.

"Sir.. Are you ok?" That waiter asked awkwardly.

"Yes.. I am..." Xiao Zhan said while sniffing his nose and look at the waiter.

"I don't want these foods.. He won't come.. You can take all..." Xiao Zhan said while getting up.

"No sir.. Please wait a bit.. Let me pack your foods.. It won't take long..." That waiter said.

Before Xiao Zhan could say anything. That waiter start taking all foods inside. Xiao Zhan take *Sigh* and sit there again. Xiao Zhan smile but not happily not even sadly. He just smile.

In ten minutes that waiter come there with three foods bags. Xiao Zhan's trance break when the waiter come there.

"Here you go sir..." That waiter said.

"Thank you..." Xiao Zhan said while getting up.

"You are welcome sir..." That waiter said while bowing his head.

Xiao Zhan nod his head. Then come out from the restaurant. Xiao Zhan start walking slowly.

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On Road
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Xiao Zhan still walking slowly. He didn't take taxi or bus. He is walking it's been 30 minutes now. He is thinking about something and walking aimlessly.

"That's why Carman mom and Bai Jia didn't call me... They are in Zi Xuan's place too..." Xiao Zhan mumble.

Xiao Zhan gulp down. Currently his throat acting weird. He don't want to cry. Still his eyes, mind and heart want to cry badly. Because of this his throat becomes weird. Xiao Zhan still walking silently on road. He reach towards the mansion. He is 25 minutes away from there now.

Xiao Zhan couldn't walk anymore. He go near road side bench. He sit down on that nearby bench. He keep those food bags beside him. He is sitting under one red leaves tree. Suddenly few leaves start falling from tree. On Xiao Zhan's palm one leaf fell. Xiao Zhan start touching the leaf softly.

"Mom where are you?" Xiao Zhan asked in his mind.

"Ge.. Jiejie do you still remember my birthday?" Xiao Zhan again asked in his mind.

"Dad.. Do you still bring those huge cake for my birthday? I didn't cut cake it's been 5 years now..." Xiao Zhan said in his mind.

Xiao Zhan look left side. He start thinking about happy time with his family. Softly he smile when memories come in front his eyes.

"Dad.. Are you doing fine? I am sorry dad.." Xiao Zhan mumble in absence mind.

Xiao Zhan didn't know why he said that. After saying it, he become quiet. He sit there quietly after thinking all this. From that tree still leaves are falling.

"Aiyaa.. Why you are sitting here?" Zhang Yi Lin asked while putting his hands on Xiao Zhan's head.

Xiao Zhan look up. He see Zhang Yi Lin is standing behind him. He is not touching his head. Just covering his head like umbrella. Because those leaves are falling on Xiao Zhan's head. Zhang Yi Lin look up the tree. Then look at Xiao Zhan.

"Why you are here?" Zhang Yi Lin asked.

"I should be the one who should asked you this.. Why you are here? Didn't you leave for home many hours ago?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"I am here because I went to do some work.. It took longer to finish... I didn't take my bicycle with me or take bus.. I was walking slowly... That's why I am here..." Zhang Yi Lin answer.

"Wait a minute.. Are these are foods bags? There is really good smells are coming from it..." Zhang Yi Lin said.

Xiao Zhan think about something. "Do you want to join?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Here?" Zhang Yi Lin asked.

"Why not?" Xiao Zhan answer with question.

"Okkk. Let's do it.. Let's eat.. I am hungry too..." Zhang Yi Lin said with a smile.

Zhang Yi Lin come beside Xiao Zhan. Those leaves are stop falling already. Xiao Zhan start opening all bags. After opening them. Xiao Zhan give Zhang Yi Lin chopsticks.

"Here you go.. Let's start eating..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.

"Let's eat..." Zhang Yi Lin said.

Though Xiao Zhan was feeling nausea. Still he start eating. Zhang Yi Lin start eating with him. After 30 minutes. They are done with eating Xiao Zhan's throw all bags inside nearby dustbin.

"Let's go home together..." Zhang Yi Lin said while getting up.

"Home?" Xiao Zhan asked in absence mind.

"What happened?" Zhang Yi Lin asked.

"Nothing..." Xiao Zhan answer immediately.

"Let's go.." Xiao Zhan said.

Zhang Yi Lin and Xiao Zhan start walking together. While talking with each other, laughing sometimes, sometimes pushing each other. They came on the four roads.

"I am going.. See you tomorrow..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.

"Ok.. Go now..." Zhang Yi Lin said with a smile too.

Xiao Zhan start leaving first. Those lights are turn on by itself. Zhang Yi Lin still standing there and looking at Xiao Zhan. Slowly Xiao Zhan start going far and far. But he is still standing there.

It's kinda weird. Xiao Zhan's friends never asked him anything. Today Zhang Yi Lin eat with him dinner. But he didn't asked why those foods were with him. More like they know everything. Just pretend they don't know anything. That's why maybe they don't asked anything. Because Xiao Zhan will feel hurt more.

Xiao Zhan take deep breath. "Of course they don't know me fully.. How they will know about everything?" Xiao Zhan mumble.

Suddenly Xiao Zhan hear Zhang Yi Lin's voice. It's sounding low. Because Zhang Yi Lin is standing far away from him. Xiao Zhan turn back. And see Zhang Yi Lin is still standing there. Zhang Yi Lin smile and wave his hand. Xiao Zhan also smile and wave his hand. He turn back again and start leaving from there.

Standing there Zhang Yi Lin's smile fade away. He take down his hand. His face becomes cold. Those tree leaves start falling again.

"To the ten years I have love you most..." Zhang Yi Lin said while looking at the road.

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Hello guys 😍. I am here again 🙋. How are you all doing? I hope everyone is doing well ❤️.

Here is chapter 11. If anyone is thinking why Xiao Zhan isn't leaving Wang Yibo yet.. Well.... Xiao Zhan fell for Wang Yibo dramatically. Then he will understand everything dramatically too 🤣. But little bit later.

Anyway come to the chapter. How's the chapter? Do tell me. Do point out mistakes.

I am sorry for the grammatical error 🙏. Wherever you are all stay safe and healthy with your family ❤️. Stay warm.

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