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"You are my salvation, you are my revolution, you are my home, you are my every second, you are my everything..."-- Wang Yibo.

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In Lu Jian Min mansion
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Currently Xiao Zhan is laying on bed. Lu Jian Min and Zhou Cheng are standing beside the bed. Crystal Zhang, Xuan Lu, Zoey Meng sitting beside Xiao Zhan on bed. Xiu Qing, Cao Yu Chen and Zhang Lin Ran are standing other side of Xiao Zhan's bed. Dr. Wang Han is checking him while sitting in front him. Everyone focused are on only Xiao Zhan. They want him wake up fast. But he didn't wake up yet.

It's been 40 minutes he fainted. After fainting in front Wang Yibo's house. They immediately brought him in home. But Xiao Zhan still didn't wake up yet. Wang Han almost done with checking him. He find nothing serious in his health. He suddenly hold Xiao Zhan's hand to check his pulse. Wang Han look at Lu Jian Min.

"Everything seem ok.. He might faint because of wea...." Wang Han immediately stop talking and look at Xiao Zhan.

"What happened?" Lu Jian Min asked in panic voice.

"Sir..." Wang Han said quietly.

"What?" Lu Jian Min asked again.

"I think.. I need to check him again... Umm.. Sir... I need to test him again..." Wang Han said.

Lu Jian Min gulp down. He knows what Wang Han is talking about but he don't want to hear it. Crystal Zhang slowly look at her husband.

"Check him what?" Lu Jian Min still asked him.

"His.. His pregnancy test..." Wang Han slowly answer.

"Oh... Do it..." Lu Jian Min said.

Standing there no one get shocked. Because everyone knows this about Xiao Zhan. But an unknown tension slowly rise inside them. Even Cao Yu Chen start sweating. Because Xiao Zhan is alone now. And that boy already left him. Wang Han take out one syringe. He start taking blood from Xiao Zhan's hand.

"He will be wake up in few minutes.. Don't give him tension.. If you can just clear the room.. Just one person stay with him and make him eat something.. He seem really weak... His report will be out by tomorrow..." Wang Han said.

Lu Jian Min and Zhou Cheng nod their head. Wang Han done with taking blood. He get up from bed and take his belongings. Then leave from there after bowing his head.

"I will stay here.. Everyone leave and take rest..." Crystal Zhang said.

"If he wake up.. I will bring food for him..." Crystal Zhang said again.

Lu Jian Min didn't say anything. He go out from the room first. Zhou Cheng only see his father left the room. He looks at Xiao Zhan for few seconds. Then he left from there too.

"Mom, call me if you need anything..." Zoey Meng said.

(Crystal Zhang nod her head)

"Mom... After A-Xian wake up call me.. I will bring food..." Xuan Lu said.

"No you go back now.. I will inform you after he wake up.. You look pale since yesterday.. Now go to your home and take rest..." Crystal Zhang said.

"Yu Chen take her home..." Crystal Zhang said again.

Cao Yu Chen nod his head. "Call us mom.. If you need anything..." Cao Yu Chen said.

(Crystal Zhang nod her head)

"Inform us about his health..." Zhang Lin Ran said.

"I will..." Crystal Zhang answer with an assured smile.

Xuan Lu kiss Xiao Zhan's forehead and hug her mother. Then she get up from the bed. One by one everyone leaves the room.

Now only Crystal Zhang sitting beside Xiao Zhan on bed. She place her head on bed board. She slowly start caressing Xiao Zhan's head.

*15 Minutes Pass*

Sitting there quietly Crystal Zhang almost fell asleep. She was caressing her son's head. But her hand stop too, because she is falling asleep. She is already tired and didn't even eat since morning.

"Go back to your home..."

"Get out.."

"Get out of my lif..."

"Leave..."

"That's enough..."

"I am leaving you.. You are free now..."

"You always wanted to be free.. Right? Now you are free..."

"It won't hurt anymore.. That's why you need to leave..."

"Take your son home..."

Xiao Zhan immediately wake up with a jerk. Each of words was echoing in his mind in between his sleep. He sit on bed. Then he start looking here and there.

Crystal Zhang also immediately get up with him. She hold Xiao Zhan's shoulders.

"Baby.. You ok?" Crystal Zhang asked in soft voice.

Xiao Zhan didn't find what he was looking for. He was looking for him. He look down slowly.

Xiao Zhan start panting while looking down. After hearing his mother's voice. He slowly look at her and nod his head.

"Wait..." Crystal Zhang said.

Crystal Zhang get up from bed. She take Xiao Zhan's mug from table. Water was already in that mug. Crystal Zhang give him water. Xiao Zhan drink it slowly.

"Let me...." Before Crystal Zhang could continue Xiao Zhan cut her.

"Mom.. Sit here with me please..." Xiao Zhan said while taking deep breath.

Crystal Zhang didn't understand Xiao Zhan's voice. It seems calm. After a long madness, he is seem quiet now. Crystal Zhang didn't ask anything. She sit down with her son. Both of them lean on bed board. Xiao Zhan put his head on Crystal Zhang's shoulder and hold her hand.

*Silent*

Both of them sit in silent. No one start speaking yet. Crystal Zhang kiss her son's head. Xiao Zhan suddenly start speaking first.

"Mom.. Did I act like crazy few minutes ago?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"No honey.. Why?" Crystal Zhang answer and asked.

"Dadda and you must be feeling ashamed of me now.. I am so sorry mom..." Xiao Zhan said again.

"No honey.. Never.. Why you are saying this? Don't say like this.. We never felt like this baby.. Its ok baby.. Just don't feel guilty..." Crystal Zhang softly said.

*Silent*

"Mom.. Did I begged him like pathetic person?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"....."

Crystal Zhang become silent for few minutes. She can sense her son isn't crying anymore while talking. Finally his mind is calm now. Crystal Zhang hold Xiao Zhan's hand tightly.

"Xiao Zhan... Baby.. Its your first love.. You grow up with my stories... With those fairytales.. I told you many fairytales baby.. You start taking them as reality.. You accept it as a reality.. A beautiful Prince Charming, you met him and take him as your everything... You were only 13.. I don't blame you... People never ever want to lose their first love.. Its natural.. You begged him.. Because he is your first love... When it comes to losing someone you love, only then you can act like this... The first boy you ever take as a Prince Charming, it was Wang Yibo... It wasn't pathetic, honey... It wasn't..." Crystal Zhang said everything in soft voice.

Xiao Zhan didn't say anything nor he cried. He quietly listen his mother's each of words. They start sitting in silence again. Few minutes pass again.

"Wait here... Let me bring your food.. You have to eat now..." Crystal Zhang said and get up from bed.

"Mom..." Xiao Zhan called his mother.

"You have to eat.. No excuse anymore..." Crystal Zhang said sternly.

*Sigh*... "Ok.. Send Jun Jun in my room..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Ok.. I will send him here.. And I will be back soon with food..." Crystal Zhang said while kissing Xiao Zhan's forehead.

Xiao Zhan nod his head. Crystal Zhang left from there. He sits there quietly and start waiting for Cao Jun Xiang. He also start thinking about his life.

*Knock*Knock*

Cao Jun Xiang come in front his room few minutes later. He knock the door. Xiao Zhan's trance break. He look at the door.

"Come in..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Young Master.. You called me?" Cao Jun Xiang asked.

"How's Carman mom and Bai Jia?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"They... *Pause*... They are...." Before Cao Jun Xiang could continue Xiao Zhan cut him.

"Don't need to lie.. Tell me.. How are they?" Xiao Zhan asked.

Xiao Zhan look calm. Cao Jun Xiang relieve now. Because there is no crazy behaviour anymore in Xiao Zhan's now. Still he is having hesitation to tell him about them.

"Carman ma'am is in critical condition.. Bai Jia ma'am is in temporary coma..." Cao Jun Xiang said after thinking little bit.

*Silent*

"Oh..." Xiao Zhan said after few minutes silent.

"You can leave now Jun Jun..." Xiao Zhan said calmly while looking down.

"Young master... Are you ok?" Cao Jun Xiang asked suddenly.

"I am ok..." Xiao Zhan answer while looking at Cao Jun Xiang with a small smile.

The smile look hundred percent fake. But Cao Jun Xiang didn't say anything anymore. He nod his head and start leaving from there. Because he understands Xiao Zhan need some times alone.

Xiao Zhan left alone in his bedroom now. When he was in Spring mansion. He was always with Wang Yibo. Few times he left alone in that mansion. But most of the times he was with him. Now his own bedroom is giving him too much loneliness. Xiao Zhan look outside from the window.

"Why after ten years later, you have finally realised I need to be freed?" Xiao Zhan mumbled with a smile.

Humans faces and smiles describes them, how they feel or how they are feeling. Currently Xiao Zhan's smile seem broken.

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In Unknown Mansion
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Jason Gu is sitting peacefully and wiping his gun. He made a face when he notice, he missed one spot to wipe.

*Muffle Sounds*

"These days I can't even wipe a gun properly... Is it true?" Jason Gu asked someone.

*Muffle Sounds*

"Of course not sir.. You can't missed a spot..." Someone answer politely.

"You are...." Before Jason Gu answer he stop because of sounds.

*Muffle Sounds*

"Aiyaa... Why you are not shutting your mouth?" Jason Gu asked a person.

Currently Jason Gu sitting on one person's back. There is too many bodyguards are standing around him. And three peoples are laying on floor with tying their hands and legs. Blood are everywhere.

There is one man and two women laying on floor. That man is around 50 years old, there is 45 years old woman and around 20-22 years old one girl. Their body's each of parts are broken. Their faces are cover by tape. From the beginning they are making sounds for help.

"Why? What? What you are trying to say?" Jason Gu asked and pretend to hear while bending down little bit with his ear.

"Aah.. You can't speak..." Jason Gu said.

Jason Gu remove the tape from that man's lips. That man start coughing too much.

"W-who.. Who are you? Why... Why you ate doing this?" That man asked while coughing blood.

"Ah.. This much simple question.. I am your dead..." Jason Gu answer.

Jason Gu get up from that man's back. He kick that man's stomach hardly. That man start winching in pain. Jason Gu start walking around with his gun.

"There was a woman.. She was a beautiful young girl.. Fell in love with a poor bastard... But because of that boy was poor, her family didn't accept their relationship... So she left her luxury life.. And start living with her lover.. They get married.. Have two children... One girl another boy... Time start changing.. They start getting rich.. She thought they are getting rich together.. But it wasn't like this... Her husband start whoring around.. Then he finally found a mastermind whore..." Jason Gu said while stepping on that 45 years old woman's hand.

"Ummmmm..." That woman make pain sound.

"They made plan.. They killed that beautiful girl... Then that whore killed that little boy... But the little girl somehow ran away from there..." Jason Gu said while gritting his teeth and stand on that hand fully.

"Umm.. Umm..." That woman start winching in pain loudly.

That 50 years old man already stop coughing. He quietly listen everything. He immediately realise something.

"W-who are you?" That man asked.

"Me?" Jason Gu asked and point finger on himself.

"Me.. I can't deny the bloodline.. Then it's mean I am your son-in-law..." Jason Gu said darkly.

Realisation stuck. That man's eyes become bigger. He immediately start crying. That woman start crying too.

"Forgive...." That man is about to say something while crying but Jason Gu immediately shot him.

Jason Gu shot directly on that man's head. Blood start coming out from there. That woman and girl start squirming. They start making noises more. But because of tape no one can hear it. Jason Gu in a blink he shot that woman and girl's head too. Blood start coming out from there too.

*Ring*Ring*Ring*

Jason Gu's phone start ringing. He take out his phone. It's from Zhao Lusi. He looks at those bodyguards.

"Throw them away..." Jason Gu said.

"Yes sir..." One bodyguard said.

Jason Gu nod his head. He put his gun behind and start walking away from there. Then he receive the call.

Phone Conversation:

Jason Gu: What?

Zhao Lusi: Where are you?

Jason Gu: I told you in the morning. I am leaving for Ji Jyun VIP hotel meeting as you don't want to attend it. (Walking near to car)

Zhao Lusi: Whatever.

Jason Gu: There is one news.

Zhao Lusi: What?

Jason Gu: Those bastards (ZL's family) leaving Beijing. (Opening car's door)

Zhao Lusi: Good for them.

Phone Conversation End.

After listening it Zhao Lusi cut the call. Jason Gu look at phone screen. There Zhao Lusi's photo on the screen. Jason Gu smile slightly and look at the mansion. Then he start his car and left from there.

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In Nyle Wang Mansion
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Since early morning Xu Weizhou is having fever. But he didn't call anyone for help. Huang Jingyu was waiting for him in living room. But Xu Weizhou didn't come out from his cottage. He only sent Huang Jingyu message to go to the office without him. So Huang Jingyu didn't go to the office. He run to Xu Weizhou's cottage to check everything by himself.

When he comes here. He see Xu Weizhou is coughing and laying on bed while covering himself with a blanket. But he didn't call anyone for help even he is in bad condition.

"Did you had plan to stay like this without telling anyone?" Huang Jingyu asked while taking out thermometer from Xu Weizhou's mouth.

"Shut up and go away..." Xu Weizhou said irritatedly while coughing.

It's been 10 minutes now Huang Jingyu came inside Xu Weizhou's cottage. He throws his coat somewhere and start checking Xu Weizhou's fever.

"You better shut your mouth.. If you don't want to get punch..." Huang Jingyu said while looking at the thermometer.

"It's freaking 103° Weizhou.. Why you are like this?" Huang Jingyu asked while getting up.

"None of your business..." Xu Weizhou mumbled.

Huang Jingyu go inside bathroom. He fold his shirt's sleeves. He drench one small towel with water. Then he come out from the bathroom and put that towel on Xu Weizhou's forehead.

"Cold..." Xu Weizhou mumbled.

Huang Jingyu didn't say anything. He takes out his phone from his pocket and start calling mansion's servants. Any of their servant receive the call immediately.

"Send chicken soup inside Weizhou's cottage..." Huang Jingyu said and cut the call.

"I don't want to eat anything.. Leave Jingyu.. Don't irritate me anymore..." Xu Weizhou said while coughing again.

"You have to eat and take medicines.. Now stop talking..." Huang Jingyu said while going near to one table.

Huang Jingyu open one drawer. He take out medicines box from there. Huang Jingyu open the box and take out two medicines. Then he kept the box on same place.

"Soup will be here soon.. I will make you eat and take medicine... Wait...." Huang Jingyu is about to continue but his phone start ringing.

Huang Jingyu look at his phone. Its from Zhao Lusi. "Wait a little bit..." Huang Jingyu said to Xu Weizhou and take the call.

Huang Jingyu come out from Xu Weizhou's bedroom and stand in balcony. He receive the call.

Phone Conversation:

Huang Jingyu: What happened?

Zhao Lusi: Yibo's mother and sister had accident yesterday. Now it's headline now. They fell from one restaurant. Its not only things. I.. I finally called Xiao Zhan few minutes ago. But his phone switched off now.

Huang Jingyu: .......

Zhao Lusi: Hello?

Huang Jingyu: Do you want me to go to his house? (Look at Xu Weizhou through window)

Zhao Lusi: Let's go together. Where is Weizhou?

(Huang Jingyu quietly looking at Xu Weizhou all the time while holding his phone on ear. Xu Weizhou didn't notice it)

Huang Jingyu: Wei.. Weizhou is sick.

Zhao Lusi: Take care of him. (Immediately)

(For the first time Zhao Lusi hear this kind of situation from Huang Jingyu. Huang Jingyu run behind Xiao Zhan all the time. But today seem situation isn't same anymore. She knows everything. So she immediately answered to take care of Xu Weizhou.)

Huang Jingyu: I am taking care of him now. After feeding him and giving him medicines. I will go with you.

Zhao Lusi: OK.

Phone Conversation End.

Zhao Lusi cut the call. Huang Jingyu go inside the room again. Exactly that time one servant arrive. She bow down her head.

"Young master.. Here is the soup..." That servant said.

Huang Jingyu nod his head. That servant put the soup bowl on bedside table. Then she left from there while bowing her head again.

"Let me feed you.. Wait..." Huang Jingyu said.

Huang Jingyu remove the towel from Xu Weizhou's forehead. He hold Xu Weizhou's elbows and start making him sit on bed. He put one pillow behind Xu Weizhou.

While putting pillow behind Xu Weizhou. Their faces accidentally come closer. Huang Jingyu notice Xu Weizhou's face. Maybe because of fever his face is looking more soft today. Because of messy hair his face is looking more cute too.

Huang Jingyu was looking at Xu Weizhou for two minutes. But Xu Weizhou didn't notice it. Huang Jingyu's trance break somehow. He immediately clear his throat and sit on bed. Huang Jingyu take the soup bowl on his hand and start feeding Xu Weizhou slowly.

Xu Weizhou didn't stop him anymore. Because he knows it's no use to stop him. Xu Weizhou eat little bit. After making Xu Weizhou eat the soup. Huang Jingyu make him take those two medicines. Then he make Xu Weizhou lay down on bed.

"Leave..." Xu Weizhou said slowly.

Huang Jingyu didn't answer. He slowly go near to one couch and sit there. Xu Weizhou fell asleep in few minutes because of those medicine. Huang Jingyu start seeing Xu Weizhou quietly while sitting there.

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In Spring Mansion
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The mansion become so quiet. Wang Yibo order everyone to closed all doors and windows. After closing everything he already made those servants leave from there. Then he make every bodyguards leave the mansion. That's why everything is too much quiet now.

(Mini bar)

Currently Wang Yibo is sitting in dark. Inside his mini bar and drinking wine continuously.

Wang Yibo is twirling his glass slowly and drinking wine nonstop. He feels like something is burning in his heart and he needs calm it by wind.

Wang Yibo already finished 5 bottles. Suddenly Li Bo Wen come there and bow his head.

"Sir..." Li Bo Wen called.

"Did you turn off the electricity power of the mansion?" Wang Yibo asked while drinking wine.

"Yes sir.. It will be on by itself for few minutes.. Then it will turn off by itself fast.." Li Bo Wen answer.

"Then why you didn't leave yet?" Wang Yibo asked.

"Sir.. Why you are...." Before Li Bo Wen say anything Wang Yibo cut him.

"Leave Bo Wen leave..." Wang Yibo said while drinking.

"Before leaving closed the main door..." Wang Yibo said again.

"Y-yes sir..." Li Bo Wen said while bowing his head.

Li Bo Wen closed the door and come out from the mansion. Then he start walking. He come out from the mansion. For the main road Li Bo Wen supposed to walk straight. But he start walking towards left side.

After reaching one place. There is many people are staying in cars. They are all Wang Yibo's bodyguards. Though Wang Yibo tell them to leave the mansion. But they didn't leave the place yet. Li Bo Wen tell everyone to stay left of the mansion. Because they won't leave the place until Wang Yibo permanently fired them.

"Bo Wen.. Is he ok? Sir will be ok inside alone?" One of bodyguard asked.

"He will be fine..." Li Bo Wen answer.

Though Li Bo Wen even don't know why Wang Yibo send them and everyone out. Still he don't want to give bad vibe to anyone.

"I hope you are doing well inside sir..." Li Bo Wen mumbled while looking at the alert device on his hand.

Inside the mansion Wang Yibo slowly get up from the chair. He takes one big wine bottle.

Now he start walking clumsily as he is drunk now. Step by step, it takes many times to reach towards Xiao Zhan's room.

Wang Yibo open the door and go inside Xiao Zhan's bedroom. He look around. There is no sign of Xiao Zhan.

"Heh.. Here is no Xiao Zhan..." Wang Yibo sneer sarcastically.

Wang Yibo slowly walk towards the window. He sit beside the window on floor and start seeing the cherry blossom tree.

[Wang Yibo's Pov:
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"I was supposed to go with them for America.. Leave with Zi Xuan and Yu Bin.. I wanted to leave the city as much fast as I can.. But I never left.. I couldn't left..."

Wang Yibo become silent. Past memories start awaking inside him again. He never thought he will remember everything like this way. But he didn't stop himself from remembering those memories. Maybe for the last time he wants to remember everything.

"I couldn't left.. Because the day before leaving.. I saw a dream.. In that dream I met.. I met with my Ge.. Ge asked me to stay here.. In that dream I saw... I saw many cherry blossom trees around him... Ge asked me to stay.. I didn't know what was the purpose of that dream.. But I couldn't leave after that dream..."

Wang Yibo put his head on the glass window. Outside still sunlight are everywhere. There is still times left to getting dark. But seem like he is seeing darkness everywhere.

"Did you ever know I didn't wanted to things like this way? I can't express myself... I thought you will understand me.. You do understand me.. But why you never understand me fully? I never wanted things like this way..."

"Oh... *Pause*... You never know about this..."

*Sip wine*

"My brother Bo Wang when died, he made me promised to take care of Zi Xuan.. I still don't know why he do that... Because of that incident and everything I start relying on her so much... She was there with me when my brother died... We become girlfriend and boyfriend to take care of each other for whole life... But I never get the care from her from the beginning... I thought she was depressed for that accident.. But she wasn't depressed... Though she started saying I love you.. But later she didn't want to say it anymore... If it wasn't for my brother's promise.. I would never go near to her... Because of my promise to my brother... My parents arrange our wedding in our childhood..."

*Pause*

"I wanted to convince myself every way and every day that I love her.. We have to take care of each other in the future.. But I couldn't do that in the end.. I couldn't concentrate... Though I repeat I love you all the time with her but I never felt love.. I thought maybe repeating I love you I will make myself to love her.. In the end I started feeling disgust with myself for saying I love you to her every day..."

*Sip wine*

"The first day you gave me rose.. I love it.. I never liked flowers before.. But since that day I started loving roses... Not just one rose.. Later you gave me a huge rose garden.. I love the garden so much because you made it for me.. I also don't like it when someone take flowers from there..."

Wang Yibo thought and look at the garden from the window. He slightly smile after looking at it.

"That time when you said, your name is Xiao Zhan.. Your name engraved in my heart.. You were so bold.. Still you are so bold.. At first sight you said I love you..."

*Chuckle and sip wine*

"You are the first person who ever kissed me and made me freeze on the spot.. It was my first kiss.. On my cheek..."

"I still remember that day... Clearly..."

*Smile*

"While everything was going on like that way.. Forcing myself to be with her.. But in the end I couldn't... I wanted to take break... And my break was you.. You are still my break.. You are my that kind of break who made me feel everything again..."

"On our first date during school time.. You were waiting for me.. I was late.. Because I got my panic attack before coming school... I wanted to go school fast so badly.. Because I knew you were waiting for me... When I reach to school, you weren't looking back... I asked to Li Bo Wen start car's horns.. He make sounds again and again.. Then you finally turn back... I asked Li Bo Wen to drive slowly from there.. He did it... Finally you noticed I was here... What if you didn't notice.. We might not have our first date that day..."

"After making me come out from my car.. You took my hand and start running away from there.. I like it when we run together from the school..."

*Chuckle*

"When we were walking on road between cherry blossom trees... You were talking so much... I don't like noises or I don't like those persons who talk too much.. But your soft voice was giving me a pure music to my ears..."

"When you took me to that date.. You took me near to a.. A lake side.. It was day time.. Thankfully... We were sitting beside that lake.. Our lips touch..."

*Touching his lips*

"Our lips touch... I got goosebumps... I wanted hold your face tightly then start kissing you senselessly... But you were underage.. So I was.. I couldn't do anything..."

*Pause and sip wine*

"We get in college.. We were in same college... And you still didn't leave me.. You always used to run behind me.. Even you escape your classes and run behind me.. I didn't like it... But love it when you accompany me everywhere..."

"And till that time I already gave up on Zi Xuan about love and care... I couldn't say anything directly because of that promise.. I thought she will maintain her distance too from me after my behaviour... But she didn't do it..."

"And all this happened because you were giving me everything what I always wanted.. You were giving me love..."

"When my mom saw you first.. She immediately understood.. You are my remedy.. You are my medicine... As a mother she can sense everything.. She was the first one who was ok with my relationship with you.. But my first supporter isn't ok now....."

*Sip wine*

"You know Xiao Zhan... The first time I kissed you senselessly... I love your lips so much.. Its like there is many sugar on your lips and I love to suck them again and again.. Do you know it wasn't drunk kissed.. I wasn't drunk a slight bit..."

Wang Yibo chuckle after remembering that moment. Because he knows Xiao Zhan thought he was drunk. But suddenly his face becomes cold.

"Everything was ok... But you broke everything... When you said you took my naked picture... You asked me to date you... I immediately agreed.. I never stopped you.. Because I knew you never took my naked pictures.. And that day you made my pride crush down.. You were my pride.. Why did you do that? You were my tiger.. Because you had courage on that age to confess your love first and chase your lover... You made everything mess.. But... *Pause*... Still you are my pride.. And I don't blame you for anything..."

"After I agreed dating with you... I became more cold with you.. Because whenever I am with you, I remembered that blackmail... I never forget it... Even I spend time with you.. Still I used to remembered that blackmail.. I always wished you could tell me truth... You did tell me truth... But I didn't wanted that truth come out in your anger or sadness.. When you confessed, you were angry..."

*Sigh*

"You become so happy when I agreed for dating you... Li Bo Wen took you home that time.. He was waiting outside of your house until you go inside... Because I was watching everything through video call... I wanted to see you reach home safely..."

*Sip wine*

"After going inside you were about to call me.. You didn't even notice I received the call.. Because Zhou Cheng slap you.. I didn't like the sound.. That slapping sound on your cheek.. After hearing it punch my hand on wall.. I didn't feel any pain for punching the wall... I still feel like I can hear the slapping sound..."

Wang Yibo's eyes become red after remembering that incident. He clutch the wine bottle tightly in anger. But he took breath to calm himself down.

"Do you still remember when we spend time together in my mother's farmhouse.. It was best moments for me.. I cherish our each of minutes together.. After you fell asleep I kissed your lips for long time.. I always love to kiss on your lips after you fell asleep.. It gives me best feeling..."

*Smile*

"When your father took you away from farmhouse.. From me... I didn't like the feeling... You were slowly fading away from my sight.. I was having fear.. I was scared... That I am losing you slowly from there..."

*Sip wine*

"When you left your house for me.. I didn't stop you... Because I wanted to be with you.. I wanted to be freed with you.. I wanted to run away from that city... And you were my way to run from everything.. You were my sanity in those insane situations..."

"Whenever I used to get best businessman award.. For me you are the real winner.. You deserve to hold those award first... No one ever allowed to touch those awards until you touch them... It was always you... You have my respect.. Even you have bodyguards high respect.. I always bow my head in front you before any work.. Because of you.. I am here... I didn't forget it.. I will never forget it..."

*Proud smile*

"You never liked darkness.. So I had to lighten this whole mansion and outside road for you.. And you thought it was government.. Hahaha..."

"Zi Xuan.. Ah.. That woman.. When she hired servants for this mansion.. It was like she was the owner here... I thought you will declined it.. Because you had the power here.. I couldn't do anything because I was tied with the promise.. But you didn't even do anything..."

*Disappointed face*

"When she took your garden's roses.. I never wanted you to fight with her like that way.. You never stood for your rights when it was needed.. But that time if she called her family and said bad things to you, I couldn't stop her... Because I was stuck with my brother's promise..."

*Sip wine*

"I never liked it whenever you used to say you don't want to smile at me nor you don't want give me kiss.. Its used to hurt me deeply..."

"Whenever I used to reply her with I love you.. And you used to seen it... I wonder why you never stop me.. I wonder why you never put rights or pressure on me.. Though you said we were fiancé.. But you never put any rights on me..."

"Sometimes I used to came home with my red eyes.. You never know why I cried.. But because of my eyes and my voice.. You immediately get to understand I cried.. I never told you why I cried.. Because it was always dad's accusations... I never wanted to explained to you anything.. Because I don't wanted you think me as murde.... *Pause*... You might wonder why my father behaved like that with me... I couldn't explain you.. Maybe in future I can't explain you too..."

*Sip wine sadly*

"In this huge mansion.. Every single things, products, design, office design, cars and private jets was bought by your choice.. But you never ever asked me to take you away from this city with jets or cars... I just wanted you to asked me everything.. I just wanted you to whine to me like you used to whine to your parents... I wanted you to demand every single things from me.. I wanted you to do everything to me.. From my times to money all was yours.. All are still yours... I still wonder why you never did this kind of things with me..."

"Greenland trip... You always knew I don't like crowds and noises.. And even in between crowds.. You hold my hand tightly always..."

"I never wanted you get to know anything about my past.. But finally that day arrive, when you see me in my panic attacks... My brother died while falling from second floor at night.. He fall in a lake.. It was dark night... *Pause*... For the first time you saw my panic attack that day.. Because of that dark lake we were standing.. You finally understand that day, you only know me half..."

*Sip wine*

"That shop and restaurant was on your name.. But you never knew.. I still wonder why there was any reasons to work? Why you still wanted to continue your part time jobs? I never understand.. Whenever I gave bonuses to everyone.. But you never used it for yourself.. I wanted you to buy anything for yourself.. Because you never checked anything what I used to bought for you... With those bonuses, you never used to buy anything for yourself.. you used to buy me gifts or take me date with it.. And it's always made me so much angry..."

*Sip wine*

"After coming back from Greenland.. We were supposed to go on a date... You again decided to waste those money by taking me on a date... I was angry.. I remembered our date.. But I didn't reach there.. Zi Xuan called me for her birthday party.. I went there.. When you called me.. And you sound so hurt... That time I immediately run from there without waiting for anything..."

"I asked Li Bo Wen to drive fast... Li Bo Wen was driving fast.. But in the middle of the road.. Car broke down.. I had to run from there.. Because there was no auto... While running I get hit by one car which was coming other side.. With my bloody body somehow I run to the restaurant... But you already left the restaurant.. When I run towards our home.. I see you were eating with that bastard beside road while sitting that bench..."

*Sneer and sip wine aggressively*

"Maybe you will never understand how much it makes me feel angry and hurt when someone go near to you... Yes actually... You will never understand this..."

*Pause with red eyes*

"I still remember that day... *Sigh*.. After becoming youngest billionaire in China.. In that conference.. Reporter asked me about my lover.. Before you Zi Xuan reach to me and announced she is my girlfriend... I wonder (angry face) why you never reach to me and said in front everyone that you were my fiancé..."

"You never moved from that place.. After leaving home with you.. I never contacted with her.. You also knew it.. But that day she just arrived and claimed that she was my girlfriend... But you didn't even say a single word... You were quiet.. We were fiancé, weren't we?? Then why you were quiet?"

Wang Yibo start crying slowly. His tears start rolling down uncontrollably. He is feeling so hurt in his heart. Because he wanted things differently which Xiao Zhan never understand. Wang Yibo wipe his tears harshly and sip the wine again.

"From the beginning I knew who was your all friends... Huang Jingyu.. He was behind you since your childhood.. But you never notice him... Because you were always busy with me and I am happy about this.. I always get angry whenever you talked with him.. No matter what happened when you talk with him.. It makes my blood boil..."

*Sip wine*

"I never liked it whenever you left me for few minutes... Because it makes my heart hurt.. But I never express it..."

"I still remember that day.. When Zi Xuan take me in our house party... She framed everything.. But you never protest.. You didn't say a things.. You never open that suit box.. You didn't do anything.. I wanted you to arrive that party while wearing that suit and tell in front everyone that I am your fiancé... But you never do anything.. I wonder why did you even blackmailed me.. When you never claim me as yours..."

*Disappointed sneer*

"Zi Xuan... Wang Zi Xuan... She is something... That something no one witness ever.. No one knows it... Even her parents and brother don't even know what she is exactly.. Her mother can sense it.. But she can't expose her... She is wearing a heavy mask.. Which isn't easy to take off... Every night she spent with different different boys who look like me.. And all this started when she went to America.. I still wonder why my brother made me that promise.. Though he also used don't like her.. Her parents and mine parents were only family friends.. Nothing more.. As a friends me and siblings never liked her..."

"After reaching our home party... Journalists start taking pictures... And then there was that journalist... That journalist said.. He see you... In different way...."

*Clutch the bottle and sip wine aggressively*

"I didn't like it.. I fucking didn't like it... So I take out his eyes with my own hands..."

Wang Yibo remember that incident and become angry so much. But few minutes later he calm down himself. Then take deep breath.

"Things were getting messy after cancelling the party.. My father start shouting at me.. And you... You reach there and took slap for me... I become so angry that time.. I always asked you.. Do you regret for loving me? But in the answer.. You always declined.. You always answer you never regret for loving me... I am grateful this you never regret for loving me..."

*Sip wine*

"That day when I asked you to leave me.. When you said you will leave me.. Its pierce my heart.. And you never understand it.. I was angry.. How can you listen my all wish? Never leave me, Xiao Zhan.. I don't like it when you say like this... Even if I die stay alone with my memories.. I know I am selfish.. But I can't let you go..."

*Smile sadly*

"Maybe you never know even in your sweating condition.. Your body smell to me like rose.. And love it..."

"I always wanted you to stay home all the time.. Wait for me.. You do always wait for me.. Whenever I come home and find you are waiting for me.. I used to feel so happy.. I always wanted to you bring me lunch.. So that I can see you face to face all the time.. But you used to rarely do it..."

*Sip wine*

"I always wanted to see you face to face.. Even if you sit in front me like a doll... I can see you all the time without blinking my eyes.. Because you are beautiful..." (Smile)

"My bodyguards always follow you everywhere.. They always recorded you so that I can see you all the time... With all CCTV cameras in that restaurant and shop show me your all updates.. Also managers used to gave me your all updates and they used to give you foods as I order them.. Still I wasn't satisfied.. I wanted to see you more... Because your face give me peace.. So that I can control my anger.. Even I used to do video call in my any bodyguard's phone.. With the call they always went inside those restaurants or shop so that I can see you all time..."

"I don't like that bastard.. Huang Jingyu.. I don't like your all friends.. I don't like when you watch Pikachu and ignore me.. I don't like it when look at the ceiling first after opening your eyes from sleep.. I don't like when you smile at anyone.. I don't like it.. I don't like when anyone touch you.. I don't like it.. It makes my blood boiled.. I just want to lock you somewhere that no one can see you expect me..."

"Even in my deep sleep I always hear your peaceful voice and you always say that I love you.. I never missed this line.. Before falling asleep.. I always hear this from you..."

*Smile and sip wine*

"I didn't wanted you to go with them that day.. I didn't like it when you went outside with them.. I knew that girl wanted to take out for talking with you about me.. I didn't like it.. That bastard knew I was seeing everything from car.. Still he made you wear those socks.. I was angry.. So I tear them apart..."

"Whenever you used to get fever.. It was punishment for me.. Hahaha.. Because all the beating I had to tolerate by myself.. After hearing your sickness no matter how much I am busy I immediately used to run to you.. Because after your parents I only can take care of you..."

"I never know my hate would be like this for you... I always used to say you made a trap for me.. But I never knew I love this kind of trap.. Someday you will become my addiction..."

"For the first time.. When you said *I.. I love you fiancé*... It made my heart trembling... Because I didn't like the tone..."

"You said I don't want anyone knows about you.. But you made yourself hide from everyone.. When Zi Xuan was coming near to the door.. I had to lock it.. Because I never want anyone to see you like in that condition.. No boys nor even girls allowed to see you like this.. Not even normally no one allowed to see you..." (Angry eyes)

*Sip wine*

"You never understand why I was angry that day when you left with your friends.. I was angry because you left with them while leaving me alone in home..."

"That car accident...." *Sigh*

"How much I wanted you to scream at her.. How much I wanted you to say no on her face.. How much I wanted you to kick her out from our lives.. But you never did it... I couldn't do anything Xiao Zhan.. Because of promise... But why you couldn't do it?"

"After that accident... What I felt is.. I want to tear her apart alive.. If someday I can come out from this promise before I die.. I promise you Xiao Zhan.. I will kill her alive.. And her death will be worse.. She has done many things.. Her payment won't be easy..." Wang Yibo said everything darkly while gritting his teeth.

*Take deep breath*

"You know I always wanted to pamper you.. I always wanted to make you feel like you are my little Prince.. But I wonder why you always neglected yourself? Why you never put rights on me? Why you never try to make that woman away from me? Where you did everything for me.. I did everything for you.. Then why you never claim your rights? Why? I wonder why?"

"When I saw you in that condition.. There was many bandages.. It makes my heart cut into pieces.. There was blood in my heart and you couldn't see it.. But you never understand my pain.. I wanted to provoke you.. But you took everything wrong..."

"You left me for 5 hours and 25 minutes that day.. I don't even know when I can see you next time.. Even I will be alive till that time or not.. But I don't know when I can see your face..."

*Sip wine*

"I wish I knew how to express my feelings.. I never could express anything.. My facial expression was always same.. But you always know and understand what I feel..."

"Our engagement night... I never wanted to hide our engagement ring.. But I don't even know why you made me wear my engagement ring on my neck..."

"Your wish, your order, your words were, are and will be command for me.. Whenever you used to order me something I feel like I need to complete that with my full life..."

*Smile*

"Everyone thinks I am extra.. I don't even like when doctors touch you for checkup.. It makes me angry..."

"I wonder why my mother always understand about my plans.. I always get caught to her.. That time she also understands that I was trying to provoke you about Zi Xuan.. She is a clever woman you know, Xiao Zhan..."

*Chuckle and sip wine*

"I wonder you never understand why I love to kiss you every single minutes.. Your face, body, smile and smell.. Give me a reason to get addicted with you..." (Smile)

"You asked once.. Where do you see ourselves ten years later... Maybe ten years later I won't be anywhere with you.. You might living your life happily without me..."

*Thoughts pause*

Tears roll down slowly from Wang Yibo's eyes. He sip the wine again with his angry and hurt eyes. He wipe his tears harshly again.

"But you are not allowed to go with anyone even after my death not allowed.. I am selfish I know but I can't let you go..."

*Take deep breath*

"I love to pass my nights without sleeping while looking at you.. I felt so happy when I used to do this at night..." (Smile)

"I love to hear your whine.. Your talk.. Without no points, when we used to talk in phone for many minutes or hours.. I love those moments.. I cherish them..." (Smile)

"That day.. When my mom published about Zi Xuan and my marriage.. It wasn't even fixed.. The marriage date wasn't even fixed.. She wanted me to take decision.. She don't know what happened there in that night.. She only wanted me to choose I know... But still she shouldn't do that.. I knew her intention.. But it was wrong way.. I really got scared that time.. I felt I like I was losing you..."

*Sip wine*

"My mother knows what kind of human I am.. I don't have any patience.. I don't tolerate nonsense.. But she always asked me never disrespect women.. I never did it.. But when that woman (Mrs Chang) about to say that news in front you.. I couldn't hold back anymore..." (Unexplained expression)

"You have always neglected yourself, Xiao Zhan... *Sigh*... When you called yourself mistress.. I didn't know what to do.. Even I injured myself but it wasn't enough for me to calm my heart.. You made me so hurt that day by calling yourself mistress..."

"Because of you I was ready to get beaten by your brother.. But I wanted to punch him so badly.. Because during fight I suddenly remembered he slap you five years ago... I wanted to punch him.. But you asked me not to lay fingers on him.. I didn't do it.. I will never hurt someone who is near to you expect that bastard (Huang Jingyu)..."

*Sip wine*

"I never understand.. Why you choose this room as your bedroom (look around)... We were fiancé and we were supposed to live together in one bedroom.. I made a huge bedroom for us.. But you choose this.. I never understand why..."

"Whenever you asked me to whom I belong.. I always answer its you... Because I am always belongs to you.. Wang Yibo always belong to Xiao Zhan.. And Xiao Zhan always belong to you Wang Yibo.. Forever..." (Indifferent look)

"For the first time I asked you something.. Not to mention my brother name in front my mom.. But you did it the very next day..."

*Disappointed chuckle and sip wine*

"I was in that restaurant to take you with me... I didn't want you to go home that time.. Because my bodyguard informed me that your brother already searching for someone else for you.. I become so angry... So I immediately leave my office and went to the restaurant to take you home with me..."

"It was a simple plan.. But everything changed after reaching there..."

*Sip wine*

"Because of your reckless behaviour and careless actions.. That accident happened.. But no matter what you do.. I always want you and I will always want you ..."

*Tears roll down more silently*

"You felt like I don't trust you.. But the thing is... I always trust you.. I will always trust you.. Because I know you can't be wrong ever..."

"When you broke engagement with me and left me.. Actually it wasn't you.. But it was me.. Who let you go that time..."

"The cheerful voice still buzzing in my head.. One hour later you come back to me while running.. I knew you will come back.. And your father knew I will give you back to him.. He is a clever man I guess..."

*Chuckle while crying*

"I... I will be good.. I.. I love you..."

Wang Yibo place the wine bottle on floor. He clutch his both ears tightly when he remember this line.

"YOU WERE ALWAYS GOOD.. YOU ARE ALWAYS GOOD.. YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH MORE THAN ANYTHING.. I KNOW... BUT I AM WORTHLESS FOR YOUR LOVE..." Wang Yibo shout loudly.

"You never understand what you are for me.. You will never understand.. You are my precious gift.. You are mine.. Forever mine.. You are my wife..." Wang Yibo shout loudly again.

*Silent and in daze*

"And you never know about this, my wifey...." Wang Yibo mumbled slowly while uncovering his ears.

[Flashback:

Everything is silent now. It was hustle and bustle few minutes ago. But currently it's silent now. Because Hai Kuan and Ann Wang is getting married. They already get married one year ago. But it was only registered marriage. Now Shen Xiao Hai family giving them official permission to get married.

Hai Kuan and Ann Wang are currently standing on alter while holding each other hands. They are getting married in Maldives beside sea beach.

(Hai Kuan and Ann Wang wedding alter)

Only few relatives and family members are present there. Ann Wang's family members didn't come. Because they already cut ties with Ann Wang. Also they aren't in country currently. Wang Yi Zhou family also couldn't attend the marriage ceremony because they were out of country too.

On the first raw of chairs Shen Xiao Hai, Carman Lee, Zhang Bai Jia, Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan are sitting. As usual Xiao Zhan is sitting beside Wang Yibo. They are wearing couple suites which are made by Zhang Bai Jia. Its her most expensive design.

"We are here to witness Hai Kuan and Ann Wang's wedding..." That Priest said to everyone.

"Please say your vows..." That Priest said to Hai Kuan and Ann Wang.

Hai Kuan and Ann Wang nod heads. Then they smile to each other. They start saying their vows.

Wang Yibo was seeing and listening every words from the beginning. When Hai Kuan and Ann Wang start saying vows.

Wang Yibo start listening them more carefully. In the end they said something different.

"I Hai Kuan, take Ann Wang as my lawfully wedded wife..." Hai Kuan said with a smile.

"I Ann Wang, take Hai Kuan as my lawfully wedded husband..." Ann Wang said with a smile.

Suddenly Xiao Zhan hold Wang Yibo's hand. Wang Yibo's eyes divert. He looks down and see Xiao Zhan's hand. Wang Yibo look at Hai Kuan and Ann Wang again. There is Hai Kuan and Ann Wang are still standing while holding each other hands.

Slowly everything start fading away. Wang Yibo see, there is he and Xiao Zhan are standing. They are standing in black and white suits. Wang Yibo is wearing black suit and Xiao Zhan is wearing white suit. They are about to say their wedding vows.

"I Wang Yibo, take Xiao Zhan as my lawfully wedded husband..." Wang Yibo said.

Xiao Zhan smile brightly. Before he could say anything, Suddenly everything becomes normal again. Wang Yibo titled his head little bit and hold Xiao Zhan's hand tightly without even looking at him.

"I Wang Yibo, take Xiao Zhan as my lawfully wedded husband..." Wang Yibo mumbled under his breath.

Wang Yibo look at Xiao Zhan now, who is still looking at Hai Kuan and Ann Wang with a smile. Wang Yibo slowly look in front again.

Flashback End]

"Why you never know anything?"
(Chuckle)

Wang Yibo start thinking in daze while drinking wine. His big bottle of wine nearly over. He wants to drink more but he don't have any strength to go front side of mansion now.

[Scene change in LJM mansion: Xiao Zhan is quietly sitting on bed. His mother made him eat little bit. Though he didn't wanted to eat because he was feeling nauseas. He even vomit after eating little bit. But his mother made him eat again.

Now its nearly evening. Xiao Zhan is sitting on bed while looking outside of the window. He is quiet since morning. He didn't talk much. His family wanted to give him some times to set his mind. They didn't force him to do or say anything.

"Why you never know anything?" Xiao Zhan mumbled while looking down.

"You weren't just my fiancé but you are my husband..." Xiao Zhan said.

"I Xiao Zhan, take Wang Yibo as my lawfully wedded husband..." [Xiao Zhan also start thinking about Hai Kuan and Ann Wang's wedding. He took this vow during Hai Kuan and Ann Wang's wedding]

"How come.. You never know anything.. You never know.. You never try to understand..." Xiao Zhan said and mumbled last part while tears roll down from his eyes.

LJM mansion Scene End]

"You never know... You never know anything..."

"Because of you our mansions names are Spring and Cherry Blossom mansion.. You don't even know what's the meaning of that password 56119. You never try to know me... Nor you try to understand.. What you are for me.. You never know..." Wang Yibo mumbled.

*Sip wine*

"But you will be free from now... There won't be any me in your life from now.. There won't be any pain in your life from now... But you are not allowed to move on even after my death..." Wang Yibo mumbled while getting up from floor.

Wang Yibo start walking clumsily. He is walking here and there. He go near to the bed. Then he land on bed in messy way.

"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..." Wang Yibo start laughing like crazily.

"I am a mess.. I will be a mess.. I am like this.. I was always like this... Live your life now happily without pain..."

"I am bad for you.. I knew from the beginning.. I am the reason for your pains too.. I know.. I know... Still I became selfish because of your love and attention.. But you gave me something.. You made me feel alive..."

"You made me feel something.. Feel something for you... I don't know what is.. But you made me feel something for you... You give me way to come out from darkness.. Now you are gone.. Everything is dark now for me again.. I feel so lost without you..."

"I have experience something.. That any children shouldn't experience.. My brother's death.. My father's blame.. My mother's coldness for one year when my brother gone.. I don't know what kind of human I have become... But without you I am nothing... But now I don't even have you..."

"After my brother's death.. My borderline personality disorder started... I still hear my brother's voices in my head... Since that time I started fearing of losing people to whom I love... And my most precious things are my family, mother, sister and you... Though my mother used to say for you my disorder work differently... I still don't understand what she meant... But the fear of losing you cause my panic attack more... At midnight I used to get panic attacks most of the time after you fall asleep.. But now you are gone... What to do? How to leave? I can't live anymore..."

*Silent for five minutes*

"Aah.... My Spring is finally over... You are not here for me anymore... You are not here anymore... Its not Spring anymore... Its... Not Spring anymore.. My heart is empty without you... You are the reason why I was still alive... Now there is no reason to live for me... Its not... Not Spring anymore..." Wang Yibo mumbled slowly.

Because of evening lights turn on for few minutes by itself. But in seconds one by one all lights turn off. Mansion's inside lights, outside lights, road's lights and Wang Yibo's bedroom's light too.

Wang Yibo close his eyes. Tears rolled down from his eyes. It's all dark but slowly it start becoming white.

Seem like it's a Spring season. Wang Yibo is sitting inside his car. He is going inside his new school. Suddenly he saw... A boy looking up at cherry blossom trees.

Those leaves are falling on his face. That boy is smiling brightly... Wang Yibo never seen this kind of smile. He is still looking at the boy. The boy is looking beautiful. 5th June 2011 at 9am Wang Yibo first saw that boy, name Xiao Zhan.

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*Where did we go wrong?

We were silent when we needed to speak most with each other*

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Heyyoo everyone ❤️. I am here again 🙋. How are you all doing? I hope everyone is doing well ❤️.

I won't say I was excited to update this chapter. Because I get lots of very good feedback from previous chapter 😂😂.

Anyway come back to chapter. It wasn't easy to find every point and explain. I didn't wrote all this points before in note. It was hard for me to read all chapters and point them out. Now how's the chapter? Do tell me. Do point out mistakes. If anyone didn't notice, password meaning in the end of the chapter's last line.

I am sorry for the grammatical error 🙏. Wherever you all please stay safe and healthy ❤️.

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