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"Those pain I am bearing since long time. Those are only mine."--- ????

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3rd Person Pov
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In Spring Mansion
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It's 6am now. All lights turn on by itself. Xiao Zhan's phone's alarm start buzzing. Xiao Zhan somehow wake up while rubbing his right eye.

"Aah..." Xiao Zhan make noise and immediately hold his neck.

"Damn my neck..." Xiao Zhan said in pain.

"Why me?" Xiao Zhan whine.

Xiao Zhan get up from chair while holding his neck and waist. He make a grumpy face. Because his full body is aching. Specially his neck and waist.

"I hate my life... Why my full body is aching?" Xiao Zhan mumbled irritatedly.

Xiao Zhan look at the chair. He make more frustration face again. "All credit goes to the chair..." Xiao Zhan said irritatedly.

Xiao Zhan slowly start walking. In few minutes he start walking properly. Still there is pain left on his neck. He look at upstairs. Xiao Zhan start going upstairs slowly. He go in front Wang Yibo's room and open the door.

"Where were you been last night?" Xiao Zhan asked while going inside the room.

When Xiao Zhan go inside the room. He see no one is there. Also the bed is neat and clean. That's mean Wang Yibo didn't sleep here last night. Xiao Zhan go near to the bathroom and open the door. He didn't even knock the door because many times he has seen Wang Yibo naked. Xiao Zhan look around. Again there is no sign of Wang Yibo. Xiao Zhan narrow his eyes.

"Fiancé.. I guess you will get your breakfast with so much love today..." Xiao Zhan mumbled.

Xiao Zhan come out from bathroom. Then he go inside Wang Yibo's closest. He start selecting shirt, tie, coat, pants, shoes, hand watch, bronze and even underwear for Wang Yibo. When he lastly select underwear. He laugh loudly. Because few days ago Xiao Zhan bought this underwear to Wang Yibo. Which is angry bird underwear. He puts all things together inside closest table.

Then Xiao Zhan come out from Wang Yibo's room without closing the door. He left the door wide open purposely. When he starts walking down from stairs. He see Li Bo Wen standing downstairs. And Li Bo Wen is looking nervous. Li Bo Wen didn't notice Xiao Zhan yet. Xiao Zhan smirk at him evilly. Li Bo Wen look upstairs. Then he saw Xiao Zhan is standing there.

"G-Good morning(small voice)... *Clear throat*... Good morning young master..." Li Bo Wen said while bowing down.

"Why so polite?" Xiao Zhan asked while coming downstairs.

"Sir said he will come back in between one hour.. So you should prepare breakfast faster..." Li Bo Wen said while taking back step.

Xiao Zhan come downstairs. He stand beside one table. There is big flower vase. He didn't answer. He only look at Li Bo Wen and then look at the flower vase. Li No Wen also notice where Xiao Zhan is looking at.

"Have a good day..." Li Bo Wen said and start running from there immediately.

Xiao Zhan take that flower vase immediately then start running behind Li Bo Wen.

"You sir's dog.. Stop.. Stop fucking there.. I will kill you today..." Xiao Zhan said and thrown that big flower vase on Li Bo Wen.

But luckily that vase didn't hit Li Bo Wen's body. It fell somewhere else. Li Bo Wen turn around and stuck out his tongue.

"You crazy young master..." Li Bo Wen shout and immediately run from there more faster, before Xiao Zhan could hit him again or say anything to him.

Xiao Zhan start panting while putting his hands on his knees. Xiao Zhan wanted to curse Li Bo Wen so badly. But he don't even know to curse him. Because he don't know any furious slang. Xiao Zhan shake his head. Then start going to back side of the mansion.

It's not new. Sometimes Wang Yibo don't come back at night. Next day Xiao Zhan always behave like this. And passing Wang Yibo's information to Xiao Zhan is the tough work for Li Bo Wen. Because if Xiao Zhan caught him, he truly beat Li Bo Wen hardly. Though its not like even Xiao Zhan behave like this, Wang Yibo would come fast at night. He always come home whenever he want to.

"Psycho master and his psycho servant..." Xiao Zhan mumbled irritatedly.

Xiao Zhan take out his t-shirt and left his phone on bed. He go inside his closest. He take one black jeans and pink hoodie. Then go inside bathroom. He start brushing his teeth. After bushing his teeth, he start taking shower. In between 45 minute he is done with taking his normal shower. He come out from the bathroom.

Xiao Zhan start taking all stuff in his backpack. Suddenly his phone start buzzing. Xiao Zhan take his phone from bed. It's from his friends. Last night they sent messages too many messages. But Xiao Zhan fell asleep early. So he couldn't check it. They are in one group in WeChat. Xiao Zhan open those messages.

Message conversation Start:
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[Good morning. Should we eat breakfast outside today?]-- Zhang Yi Lin.

[Good morning. Good idea.]-- Yang Li Zi.

[Good morning. Xiao Zhan?]-- Chen Wen Hao.

[Good morning everyone. Not outside. I am coming with those rice cakes. We will eat those rice cakes in breakfast]-- Xiao Zhan.

[Wasn't it for your fiancé?]-- Yang Li Zi.

*Two minutes later*

[He left for overtime yesterday night]-- Xiao Zhan.

[Oh.]-- Yang Li Zi.

*Three members online*

[Ok.]-- Chen Wen Hao.

[Yi Lin left?]-- Xiao Zhan.

[Must be went to bathroom.]-- Chen Wen Hao.

[Ok. See you all at 9:30]-- Xiao Zhan said.

Message conversation END.

"Lets go.. Let's make fiancé's breakfast with love..." Xiao Zhan mumbled sarcastically.

Xiao Zhan come out from his room. Then he start going towards the front side of the mansion. Xiao Zhan stop in front kitchen and look upstairs. The door still not closed.

"He didn't come yet?" Xiao Zhan mumbled while looking wall clock.

It's 7:30am already. Xiao Zhan take *Sigh*. He left his backpack on dining table. He take all last night dishes inside kitchen from dining table. Then he put them all inside fridge. Then Xiao Zhan start making breakfast.

After one hour later he is done making breakfast for Wang Yibo. He put all breakfast on dining table. Then he take out those rice cakes from last night. He put them inside microwave. After warming those rice cakes. He come out from the kitchen. Xiao Zhan put those rice cakes box beside his backpack.

Xiao Zhan look at Wang Yibo's room door again. That door still not closed. Because closed door means Wang Yibo is back and inside his bedroom now. But seem like Wang Yibo didn't come yet. Xiao Zhan take *Sigh*.

Xiao Zhan come out from the mansion and go inside garden. He start giving water to his huge rose garden. In between this four years. Xiao Zhan made a huge rose garden beside this mansion.

(Xiao Zhan's Rose Garden)

For one year Wang Yibo and Xiao Zhan lived in one small one room, kitchen and one bathroom apartment. Now they are living in 20 rooms mansion. Xiao Zhan start humming and start putting water on roses.

While putting water Xiao Zhan suddenly hear car's horn. "He is here..." Xiao Zhan mumbled with a smile.

Xiao Zhan left the water kettle there on ground. Then he start going inside the mansion. He see Wang Yibo is coming inside the living room fastly. Xiao Zhan smile and start going near to him.

From other side Wang Yibo see one boy is coming towards him. Seem like all morning sunshine fell on Xiao Zhan today and he is glowing with all sunshine.

"Where you were you been? Why you didn't come home last night? I was....." Before Xiao Zhan could continue Wang Yibo come near to him and hug him tightly.

Xiao Zhan smile and he hug him tightly too. Xiao Zhan start caressing Wang Yibo's back. Few minutes later Wang Yibo break the hug.

"Don't try to...." Before Xiao Zhan could continue Wang Yibo hold his face tightly with his both hands.

Wang Yibo start kissing him without any warning. Xiao Zhan become surprised. But its not new too. In the morning Wang Yibo always kiss him after waking up from sleep or after coming home. But it was so sudden that's why Xiao Zhan become surprised.

Wang Yibo start kissing him aggressively while holding his face tightly. Xiao Zhan hold Wang Yibo's waist lightly. Wang Yibo bite his lip. Xiao Zhan immediately hold him tightly. After kissing him for 7 minutes. Wang Yibo break the kiss slowly. Without saying anything Wang Yibo start going upstairs.

"........"

"Yeaaa(Korean slang)....." Xiao Zhan about to say something but Wang Yibo cut him.

"Stop..." Wang Yibo said coldly.

"Shut up.. Who scared of your cold tone? I don't scared from you.. Your cold face make me laugh..." Xiao Zhan said while laughing sarcastically.

"Now tell me why did you went to racing again?" Xiao Zhan asked.

*Wang Yibo start walking more faster from there.*

"Yibo.. Stop.. I know you were there. You went to do race again.. From your body I can smell patrol..." Xiao Zhan said.

Without saying anything Wang Yibo immediately left for his bedroom and closed the door. Standing there Xiao Zhan make a grumpy face. Xiao Zhan go back to the garden. He start watering on roses again.

Wang Yibo go inside his room. He throws his coat somewhere. Then he left for bathroom. After taking shower in 10 minutes Wang Yibo come out from bathroom. He go inside closest while wiping his hair. His all matching clothes are on table. Wang Yibo start wearing them. While wearing his clothes Wang Yibo notice there is angry bird underwear. He didn't react. Without reacting Wang Yibo wear that angry bird underwear too.

20 minutes later Wang Yibo done with wearing his clothes. He take his tie and bronze with him. Then he go out from the room.

20 minutes later Xiao Zhan go inside the mansion again. Wang Yibo come downstairs with bronze and his tie. He come in front Xiao Zhan and hold those things in front him. Xiao Zhan take that white bronze and put it on his coat. Then he take that tie. Wang Yibo bend down Xiao Zhan start tying his tie.

"Done..." Xiao Zhan said while fixing his coat with a smile after few minutes later.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. They start going towards the dining table. Wang Yibo sit on chair. Xiao Zhan is about to start serving him breakfast but he stop. Because all these breakfast aren't made by him. He made meat bun, porridge, rice cakes, toast with butter, cold milk and handmade mango juice. But currently on table foods are sandwiches, egg, beacon, hotdogs, beans and wine.

"Who changed all breakfast?" Xiao Zhan asked while turning back towards the kitchen.

Because all servants are already arrived at 8:30am. The head of servant Mrs. Chang come out from the kitchen.

"I did it. Is there any problem?" Mrs. Chang asked kinda in harsh tone.

In this house every servants are appointed by Wang Zi Xuan. Securities and bodyguards are appointed by Wang Yibo. Few days later, later Wang Zi Xuan change the food items through to servants. So Xiao Zhan can't say anything here. He didn't say anything.

"Sorry young master. But young ma'am asked us to change today's breakfast..." Mrs. Chang reply.

"Oh ok.." Xiao Zhan said quietly.

Xiao Zhan turn around about to take his backpack and rice cakes. He stop because there is only backpack but no rice cakes box.

"Where is my rice cakes box now?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"I throw it away.. It was smelling stingy..." Mrs. Chang answer while making face.

"Oh..." Xiao Zhan said.

Mrs. Chang bow her head down and go back inside the kitchen. Xiao Zhan take bus backpack and come near to Wang Yibo. Who is still typing his phone.

"Why didn't you start eating?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"......."

*Few minutes pass*

"Ok.. Ok.. I am leaving.. Eat your phone instead breakfast..." Xiao Zhan irritatedly said.

Xiao Zhan kiss Wang Yibo's lip lightly. "I love you fiancé.. Eat properly.. Come home on time..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile and start leaving from there.

Xiao Zhan leave from the mansion with his bicycle. He left from home today fast. Wang Yibo look at the main door coldly. Then he stop using his phone and put down his phone on table.

"Mrs. Chang..." Wang Yibo shout.

Mrs. Chang immediately come outside from the kitchen. "Yes si...." Before Mrs Chang could continue Wang Yibo cut him.

"Take pervious breakfast here.." Wang Yibo said.

"I can't do it sir.. Young ma'am said...." Before Mrs. Chang could continue Wang Yibo look at her coldly.

Mrs Chang feel like chill spin through her body. She could faint anytime. She immediately bow her head down.

"Yes sir.. Pervious breakfast are coming..." Mrs. Chang said.

Mrs. Chang immediately go inside kitchen. "Take pervious breakfast on dining table immediately..." Mrs. Chang said to other servants.

Servant immediately start taking back those foods on table again. They didn't throw those foods yet. Because even they change foods with Xiao Zhan foods. Wang Yibo don't eat others handmade foods ever. Once few servants throw away Xiao Zhan's handmade foods. Wang Yibo fired half of servants that time. That's why servants don't throw Xiao Zhan's foods early. They wait for Wang Yibo's reaction.

Servants put all pervious food on table. They leave from there after bowing their heads. Wang Yibo start eating his breakfast. He eat porridge first. After eating porridge, he is about to start eating meat bun. When he bite meat bun. It was filled with chilli. More like it was made by chilli. Wang Yibo didn't stop eating. He start eating normally. Though his full face becomes red. Still he is eating it those three meat buns. After eating those three meat buns. He immediately drink cold milk fast.

Because Xiao Zhan knew Wang Yibo won't throw foods away. After eating chilli meat buns Wang Yibo will need cold milk. 20 minutes later Wang Yibo done with eating breakfast. He take his phone and come out from the mansion. Li Bo Wen open car's door for Wang Yibo. Then he look at Wang Yibo's face. It was still red.

"Sir.. Did you eat spicy food again?" Li Bo Wen asked slowly.

Wang Yibo nod his head but didn't say anything. He go inside the car. Li Bo Wen closed the door.

"Indeed he(Xiao Zhan) is scary..." Li Bo Wen mumbled.

Li Bo Wen go inside the car. Then he start the car. Wang Yibo start checking his messages. They leave from there.

Inside kitchen Mrs. Chang dialed Wang Zi Xuan's number. From other side Wang Zi Xuan receive the call immediately after one ring.

Phone conversation:

Wang Zi Xuan: He.. He.. He eat my breakfast right? (In hypocrisy tone)

Mrs. Chang: No young ma'am. Sir again eat that trash's made breakfast.

*Silence*

Mrs. Chang: Young ma'am? Young ma'am?

*Suddenly Wang Zi Xuan start laughing hysterically*

Mrs. Chang: Young.. Young ma'am. I am hanging up now. Take your medicine on time young ma'am.

Phone conversation End.

Wang Zi Xuan was still laughing Mrs. Chang immediately cut the phone after saying everything. Mrs. Chang release a relief breath.

"Everyone work fast.. We will send lunch for Sir.. Let's see what happens today..." Mrs. Chang said loudly.

"Yes ma'am..." Everyone shout loudly.

Mrs. Chang also start working with them. They start making lunch for Wang Yibo fastly.

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On Road
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Xiao Zhan come out from mansion 15 minutes earlier today. Because he needs to buy rice cakes again from that Bakery. As he told his friends about rice cakes. So they will probably come there without eating breakfast. That's why Xiao Zhan start searching for the Bakery again.

Few minutes later Xiao Zhan finally found that Bakery again. He park his bicycle there and go inside the Bakery fast.

"Welcome.. How can I help you?" Last night's that lady asked him with a smile.

"I want 8 vanilla flavour rice cakes..." Xiao Zhan answer.

"Ok.. It will be 200RMB..." That lady said after taking order.

"Oh ok..." Xiao Zhan said while taking out his wallet.

When he take his wallet out. Xiao Zhan notice there is only 300RMB left. He start thinking about something.

"Is everything ok?" That lady asked.

"Yes.. Yes everything is ok.. Here you go..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile and give that lady 200RMB.

"Please wait a bit..." That lady said.

"Ok..." Xiao Zhan said. He sit one chair and start waiting for rice cakes.

"Still three days left to salary... How I will...." Before Xiao Zhan could think more, suddenly his phone start ringing.

Xiao Zhan take out his phone. Its a conference call. His three friends call him together.

Phone conversation:

Zhang Yi Lin, Yang Li Zi, Chen Wen Hao: WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? (Shout together)

Xiao Zhan: Aah. Stop shouting guys. I am near to that Bakery. I came out from home today fast. I forgot to inform you all.

Zhang Yi Lin: Why you are in that Bakery again?

Xiao Zhan: I am not inside of it. Come fast. Where are you all now?

Yang Li Zi: On four roads.

Xiao Zhan: Ok then come here fast now.

Chen Wen Hao: We are coming. Stay there.

Xiao Zhan: OK.

Phone conversation End.

Xiao Zhan cut call. That lady suddenly come there with rice cakes packet. Xiao Zhan get up from chair.

"Here you go..." That lady said.

"Thank you ma'am.." Xiao Zhan said while bowing his head. He start going out from the Bakery.

"Come again..." That lady shout with a smile.

Xiao Zhan come out from the Bakery. He start go on his bicycle again. Before he could start his bicycle. He heard his friends are shouting.

"Wait..." Zhang Yi Lin shout.

"Wait for us..." Yang Li Zi shout.

Xiao Zhan stop and turn back. They are already here. All of them come near to Xiao Zhan.

"How did all of you come this much fast?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Magic..." Three of them said together.

Xiao Zhan make a face. He gives them that bag of rice cakes. All them take two rice cakes from the bag. Xiao Zhan take two rice cakes too and throw that bag inside nearby dustbin.

"Let's go..." Xiao Zhan said.

"How these rice cakes were still inside bag? Also its so warm.. You didn't put them in any box last night?" Zhang Yi Lin asked while eating.

"You are all not that much qualify... Bag is enough for you..." Xiao Zhan in high pitch tone while laughing.

"I... I... You brat.. Stop.." Zhang Yi Lin shout and start going behind Xiao Zhan.

Xiao Zhan already started his bicycle. More like he start running from there. His friends are start chasing him.

"You monkey.. Just stop there... I will beat your ass up today..." Yang Li Zi shout.

"Language.. You young woman..." Xiao Zhan shout with a laugh.

"You better stop there.. You rude punk..." Chen Wen Hao shout.

Xiao Zhan turn around and stuck out his tongue. His friends become more furious. They speed their bicycle. Xiao Zhan speed his bicycle too. Like this they start going near to their first job. Which is 10am to 1pm.

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In Beijing Super Shop
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Xiao Zhan and his friends reach to the Beijing super shop. Its a huge super shop in Beijing. They all immediately park their bicycles. Then start going inside the super shop. Chen Wen Hao go inside the super shop first. He see their convenience store side manager is standing on the door.

"Good morning..." Chen Wen Hao said while bowing his head.

Chen Wen Hao start going towards staff changing room. That manager nod his head.

Zhang Yi Lin and Yang Li Zi come inside together. They see their manager standing there.

"What's up bro?" Yang Li Zi asked.

"What's up shorty?" Zhang Yi Lin asked.

That manager make a face. But didn't reply. They leave for staff changing while laughing after seeing their manager face.

"Good morning... Manager Chen Wen..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile while coming inside.

"Good morning.. Xiao Zhan.." 25 years old Chen Wen answer while giving one burger packet.

Xiao Zhan smile and take it. Because Chen Wen always do this, from the beginning. Chen Wen told Xiao Zhan that he looks like his younger brother. His younger brother love to snacks. So every morning he give snacks to Xiao Zhan. And Xiao Zhan can't even say no. Because even if he said no Chen Wen will make him to take those snacks forcefully. That's why Xiao Zhan don't try to say no these days.

"Thank you manager Chen Wen..." Xiao Zhan said while bowing his head.

"You are welcome..." Chen Wen said.

Xiao Zhan start leaving for staff changing room. Chen Wen take out his phone and start leaving from there while typing his phone.

All of them change their clothes. Xiao Zhan eat that burger first. His friends to used to tease him for this. But they don't tease him anymore. Xiao Zhan wanted to share his burger with his friends. But his friends already run from there. After eating burger Xiao Zhan start working inside convenience store side with others.

"Welcome ma'am.. How can I help you?" Xiao Zhan asked to a woman. Who is looking confused after entering there.

"Please help me to search for these items..." That woman said.

"Yes ma'am sure..." Xiao Zhan take the list and start searching for those items.

*Three hours pass*

Xiao Zhan already become tired because of working three hours nonstop. They are currently inside the staff changing room. After everyone left the changing room. Xiao Zhan, Zhang Yi Lin and Yang Li Zi start changing their clothes.

"Tired already?" Zhang Yi Lin asked.

"Kinda.. Let's go..." Xiao Zhan answer with a smile.

They come out from the room. Yang Li Zi come out from female changing room too.

"Let's go guys..." Yang Li Zi said.

All of them come out from super shop. They start unlocking their bicycles. After unlocking their bicycles. They get on the bicycles and then they leave from there.

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On Road
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Four of them come near to that four road again. Xiao Zhan stop his bicycle there. Xiao Zhan start panting. Because they were on high speed.

"Guys let's meet two hours later..." Xiao Zhan said after few minutes.

"Ok.. Let's meet here two hours later..." Yang Li Zi said.

"Eat properly..." Zhang Yi Lin said immediately.

Xiao Zhan nod his head with a smile. Then he start leaving from there. Three of them start seeing that Xiao Zhan is leaving from there.

After doing their first job. Four of them get two hours break. After two hours later they leave for Jinju hotel and restaurant which is start from 3:30 to 8pm. Xiao Zhan always leave for home during his break. Because he wants to cook lunch for Wang Yibo. But his friends don't know about it. Xiao Zhan's all friends leave for home too during this break.

"Do you think he will forget to eat lunch again?" Yang Li Zi asked.

"Hmm..." Chen Wen Hao answer.

Zhang Yi Lin didn't say anything. He start his bicycle and start leaving from there first. Chen Wen Hao follow him. Yang Li Zi leave for another direction.

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In Spring Mansion
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Xiao Zhan come back from super shop to mansion. He immediately left his bicycle near to the mansion. Because he has to leave immediately from there after making lunch.

Xiao Zhan go inside the kitchen. He see only Mrs. Chang is there. No one else inside the kitchen now.

(Kitchen)

"Where is others?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Cook lunch fast... Sir send our cooking lunch back..." Mrs. Chang irritatedly said.

"Why even you are trying?" Xiao Zhan mumbled slowly.

"What did you say?" Mrs. Chang immediately asked with a furious tone.

"Nothing.. Nothing.. You can leave now..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.

Xiao Zhan go near to kitchen cabinets. He put his backpack beside one empty place and start working.

"Stop fucking ordering.. This mansion it's not even...." Before Mrs. Chang could continue Xiao Zhan turn back. Mrs. Chang immediately stop talking.

"Stop talking.. I don't like it when someone blubber when I am cooking..." Xiao Zhan said quietly. Then he smile little bit.

Mrs. Chang gulp down. "Do you think... I... I..." Before Mrs. Chang could continue she stop by herself.

Because Xiao Zhan's indifferent smile face is getting cold again. Mrs. Chang gulp down and immediately left the kitchen without saying anything.

"As if I am scared from him..." Mrs. Chang mumbled irritatedly.

"These people..." Xiao Zhan mumbled while shaking his head.

Xiao Zhan turn back and he start thinking what he should make. He select some vegetables. He start cutting those vegetables. Then he start cooking.

It took one and half to cooking lunch. After making lunch Xiao Zhan start put them in big lunch box. From every lunch boxes Xiao Zhan take one bite. He use one spoon and chopsticks. Then he put all boxes inside the bag with that same spoon and chopsticks.

"I will always take one one spoon food from your all food... So that you can understand that I am your fiancé and I am still here. And I have rights on you.. Only I have the rights..." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.

Xiao Zhan come out from the kitchen with the lunch box and his backpack. Li Bo Wen come to living room same time. Li Bo Wen bow his head little bit(As if he did it forcefully). He is still scared because whatever happened in the morning. Xiao Zhan smirk.

"Come here..." Xiao Zhan said while signing him.

Li Bo Wen gulp down. "Dude... Sir is not here.. I will beat you hard if you try to hit me..." Li Bo Wen said angrily.

Xiao Zhan immediately make innocent face. "Ge..." Xiao Zhan called Li Bo Wen.

Li Bo Wen flinch when he called him Ge. He immediately run to the near the dining table and take that lunch bag. Then he run from there in a minute. Xiao Zhan also start running behind Li Bo Wen but couldn't catch him.

"Idiot.." Xiao Zhan mumbled while stopping there.

Xiao Zhan come back to dining table. Then take his backpack. Xiao Zhan take his phone and start messaging Wang Yibo.

[Eat on time. I have sent lunch already.]-- Xiao Zhan to Wang Yibo.

Wang Yibo seen his message in second. But didn't reply him. Xiao Zhan is about to put his phone back inside his pocket. But stop, he start sending message to his friends.

[Are guys done? I am coming.]-- Xiao Zhan.

After messaging his friends. Xiao Zhan come out from the mansion. His phone start buzzing with messages. He knows his friends reply him. He didn't check any messages.

Because Xiao Zhan know his friends already waiting on road. His friends always come between those four roads first. He don't even know how they always come first there.

Xiao Zhan fix his backpack and get on his bicycle. Then he start his bicycle. And leave for his another job.

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In Wang Yibo Industry
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Wang Yibo industry is total 54 floor. Every floor are divided into every department. On 53 there is huge meeting hall. On 54 full floor is Wang Yibo's office.

Currently Wang Yibo is in meeting. There is 14 types of different different businessman. This meeting start since three hours ago. Few minutes left with final decision. Wang Yibo is checking his phone but while holding it under the table.

(Meeting Room)

Wang Yibo isn't concentrating in this meeting because his father is here. He wanted to cancel the meeting but he couldn't do it. Because all businessman already came on time.

"I think we should go with Mr. Wang Yibo's decision.." One man said.

"I think you are right.." Another man agree.

"Congratulations everyone. This gathering project is final now..." Third man said.

Everyone get up from chair. Wang Yibo get up from chair too while putting his phone inside pocket. They start doing handshake with Wang Yibo. After doing handshake one by one everyone start leaving from there. Wang Yibo is about to go near to his personal lift to go up his office. But stop when his father start speaking.

"Xiao Zhan didn't leave you yet?" Shen Xiao Hai asked.

"That innocent boy should leave you long time ago.. Otherwise if he get to know...." Before Shen Xiao Hai could continue Wang Yibo cut him.

"Exiting door is other side..." Wang Yibo quietly said and go inside the lift.

Shen Xiao Hai look at the closed lift door. He shake his head. Then come out from the meeting hall and leave from there.

Wang Yibo come inside his office. He go near to his table. He see lunch bag already there. Wang Yibo sit on chair. Then start taking out all boxes from the bag. Because no one is allowed to open his lunch bag expect him. Not even his five assistants allowed to touch the bag.

(Wang Yibo's Office)

Wang Yibo open all boxes and see from every boxes one spoon food are missing. Wang Yibo take that spoon and chopsticks. Few foods are still left there on spoon and chopsticks. Because Xiao Zhan use those to take foods from lunch boxes.

Wang Yibo know Xiao Zhan is doing this since five years. He didn't react. His face is still expressionless. Wang Yibo start eating his food with this same spoon and chopstick quietly.

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On The Way Airport
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Its 11am now. Zhou Cheng and his bodyguards are on road inside cars now. Currently they are going towards the airport. Because from the airport, they will leave for Shanghai.

Zhou Cheng switch on his phone few minutes ago. His wife immediately called him. He still is talking with his wife Zoey Meng. Suddenly his phone start making sounds *Beep*Beep*. Zhou Cheng remove his phone from his ear and look at his phone's screen.

Zhou Cheng's face become cold. "Zoey.. I will call you in few minutes..." Zhou Cheng said and cut the call.

That call is still ringing. Zhou Cheng is about to put his thumb on decline option. But he didn't do it. He take deep breath. Then he receive that call.

Phone Conversation:

Zhou Cheng: Yes dad.

Lu Jian Min: Get on jet and come back right now.

Zhou Cheng: I won't leave until I find him.

Lu Jian Min: I don't want you to find him. How dare you to go China without my permission? Come back immediately Cheng.

Zhou Cheng: Dad. I need him to find him. I will take him with me and then I will come back to London. He needs.....

Lu Jian Min: He don't need us. He don't. Remember it. He left house five years ago. But he never called us because he don't need us. So come back right now. Its between me and him. Don't interrupt. I won't say anything anymore. Just come back right now.

Zhou Cheng: It's not just between you and him. He is my younger brother. Dad try to understand. He probably needs us. Maybe he is in prob.....

Lu Jian Min: He didn't even call for one time Cheng. He don't need us. You will come back now. Otherwise I am leaving the house.

*Silence*

Zhou Cheng: Coming. (Dry voice)

Lu Jian Min: He don't need us. (Mumbled)

Phone conversation End.

Lu Jian Min cut the call after mumbling that line. Zhou Cheng hide his face on his palm. His throat start becoming weird. He wants to cry. He can't. Somehow he clear his voice.

"Leaving for London..." Zhou Cheng said somehow to his one bodyguard, who is sitting beside the driver.

"Yes sir..." That bodyguard reply.

Zhou Cheng's phone start ringing. First call is from his sister Xuan Lu. Zoey Meng and Xuan Lu knew that Zhou Cheng came to China. Zhou didn't receive the call. Second time his phone start ringing again. Its from his wife Zoey Meng. Zhou Cheng again didn't receive the call. Because he don't have answer to give them.

After going to London. Zhou Cheng get married with Zoey Meng. Xuan Lu get married with Cao Yu Chen. James Huang family also shift in London. Though Ann Wang is Cao Yu Chen and Zoey Meng's sister who is married with Hai Kuan. But they don't have connection with Ann Wang anymore. Because James Huang have personal problem with Shen Xiao Hai. Because of their family problem James Huang and others cut his tie with Ann Wang.

In between 15 minutes they reach to airport. Zhou Cheng didn't come out from his car. They go inside the airport with their two cars. Then they go inside the jet directly. Zhou Cheng immediately come out from the car. He go inside private jet's cabin. He lock the door and sit on bed. His phone again start ringing. Its from Zoey Meng. Zhou Cheng receive the call.

"I again couldn't find my brother, Zoey.. I am so near yet so far from him, Zoey... I again couldn't take him with me.. *Start crying silently*.. I am coming back but alone.. Why dad don't understand? He might be in problem.. He didn't even called us probably because of his problem... Zoey I am leaving from here again.. But my brother isn't with me..." Zhou Cheng said while crying.

Zoey Meng didn't say anything from other side. Because. She don't know how console him. She don't know what to say. While crying Zhou Cheng suddenly hear his sister Xuan Lu also crying from other side. Xuan Lu is sitting with Zoey Meng there. Without saying anything more Zhou Cheng cut the call. He start crying more.

"He might be in problem... Dad why don't you understand? He was always been fool.. Yet he was mature.. He won't call us by himself.." Zhou Cheng mumbled.

*Knock*Knock*

"Sir.. The flight is ready to fly.. Please sit properly inside on chair and wear your belt..." One air hostess said from outside.

Zhou Cheng wipe his tears. Then he get up from bed and sit on chair. He wear the belt and rest his head on chair.

"Be safe wherever you are.. I will take you away from here someday.. But maybe not today..." Zhou Cheng thought in his mind.

Zhou Cheng closed his eyes. His tears roll down from his eyes again. His private jet start going up slowly.

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In London (LJM Mansion)
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(Lu Jian Min's Mansion in London)

Crystal Zhang was still standing outside of the room of Zhou Cheng. She heard everything when Zhou Cheng was talking with Zoey Meng. Because Zoey Meng put her phone on speaker while talking with Zhou Cheng. Xuan Lu is there too. She is still crying after hearing Zhou Cheng's words.

Crystal Zhang slowly start crying too. Its not first she is crying for Xiao Zhan. Its been five years. She is crying everyday for her younger son Xiao Zhan. They don't even know where is he.

Crystal Zhang wipe her tears. She leave for her bedroom. When she enter her bedroom. She see inside dark room Lu Jian Min sitting on couch while looking outside. Its already night now.

"Are you happy? Cheng is coming back..." Crystal Zhang said.

"Don't you even feel a little bit sad for your son? Don't your heart ache for your son? Did you ever love your son?" Crystal Zhang asked.

"Don't you want to see your son ever? Its been five years.. Why you are still angry with him? Why?" Crystal Zhang asked again while rising her voice.

"What's his fault? Tell me.. He just...." Before Crystal Zhang could continue Lu Jian Min cut her.

"You are a mother... You can tell or express how much sad you are, how much you are happy, how much your heart is aching for you son, how much you love your son..." Lu Jian Min said while getting up from couch.

"Why can't a father express his feelings like this too?" Lu Jian Min asked.

Crystal Zhang stop talking. She start looking at Lu Jian Min quietly. Because in between this five years. She has accused or scold Lu Jian Min many times. He never answer her back. But today he is answering her.

"Tell why he never called? Tell me why he never said, he needs us? Tell me when I asked him to choose, why did he choose that boy?" Lu Jian Min asked.

"Because his father taught him to stay with happiness.. And his happiness is...." Before Crystal Zhang could complete Lu Jian Min cut her again.

"So you mean a family can't be children's happiness? A family isn't important for anyone? After giving birth children can leave parents this much easily? Parents... *Crack voice*... Parents can't be important to children? Parents... Parents... A mother can't be important to children? You have him in your womb... His birth was complicated... Day or night I was in hospital.. I have many sleepless night, without blinking my eyes I keep stare his ward.. Standing in front his ward without even sitting..." Lu Jian Min said in one go. He takes deep breath.

"You and me aren't important too? His siblings... They took him as their baby... They are not important too? In thunder night we used stay in his room all night or day.. I used to ditch my work for him.. So... I.. You.. His siblings aren't important to him... He lives with us for 18 years after his birth... But after one day love everything change?" Lu Jian Min said.

"Crystal Zhang... I am asking you now.. Why this always happen? Why parents always have to take back steps when their children try to find their happiness? Parents are also care about their children's happiness right? Parents can't think bad for their children right?" Lu Jian Min asked.

"Why a father can't say loudly that... That... That...." Lu Jian Min couldn't talk anymore. He stop talking.

Crystal Zhang start crying there silently. She didn't say anything. Lu Jian Min start walking away from there. Crystal Zhang sit on floor. Lu Jian Min go out from the mansion and leave from there while driving his car.

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In Jinju Hotel and Restaurant
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It was a fun day. Xiao Zhan was tired since morning. But he isn't feeling that much tired now. While coming towards here, his friends bought him mango juice, banana and bread. He don't even know how did they made him eat all while coming here.

After coming here their third manager of this Jinju Hotel and Restaurant gave every staff one packet of chowmein. Every one day later later they do it. It was so delicious. While eating and talking with friends, Xiao Zhan eat those chowmein too.

Currently their working shift is over. It's 8:20pm now. Xiao Zhan, Zhang Yi Lin and Chen Wen Hao come out from the changing room after changing their clothes. Yang Li Zi come there while typing her phone.

"To whom you are texting? Your lover?" Zhang Yi Lin asked.

"Shut up..." Yang Li Zi answer irritatedly.

"You look like monkey.. No one will love you for sure..." Zhang Yi Lin said.

Yang Li Zi look at Zhang Yi Lin irritatedly and punch him lightly on his chest.

"Aah... Zhang Yi Lin make noise dramatically while holding his chest.

"You witch.. Show me your phone..." Zhang Yi Lin said and snatch Yang Li Zi's phone.

Zhang Yi Lin already start running from there. Yang Li Zi become furious. She start running behind him.

"You brat.. Come back here..." Yang Li Zi shout.

"Stop right there..." Yang Li Zi again shout.

"Don't fight..." Xiao Zhan said with a *Sigh*.

"Stop.. Don't fight..." Chen Wen Hao said and run behind them.

Xiao Zhan start walking from there lazily. He take out his phone and start typing message.

[I am going home now.]-- Xiao Zhan to Wang Yibo.

While going outside that third manager of this hotel and restaurant come in front Xiao Zhan. He looks at the manager.

"Manager Fengsong Lin.. Can I do anything for you?" Xiao Zhan asked while bowing his head.

"No.. No.. Nothing.. I was just passing by.. I saw you. So I come to talk with you... Do you think it will rain?" Fengsong Lin asked casually.

"I guess no sir.. It won't.. Why sir?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Do you need umbrella?" Fengsong Lin asked.

"No sir.. It won't rain don't worry.. My house isn't that much far away from here.." Xiao Zhan said with a smile.

"But thank you for the concern.." Xiao Zhan said while bowing his head again with a smile.

"Ok.. If you are saying that(Slowly)... Go home quickly.. What if its start raining. Go home fast..." Fengsong Lin said with a smile.

"Yes sir..." Xiao Zhan said and bow his head again before leaving.

Xiao Zhan come out from the hotel and restaurant. His friends are already waiting for him in parking space. Zhang Yi Lin and Yang Li Zi also stopped fighting. Xiao Zhan immediately go near to them and get on his bicycle.

"Let's go guys.." Xiao Zhan said.

"Let's go.." Zhang Yi Lin said.

Xiao Zhan, Zhang Yi Lin, Chen Wen Hao and Yang Li Zi start their bicycles. Then all of them leave from there.

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On Road
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Xiao Zhan is going towards the mansion currently. His friends are already left from there. Those lights are turn on by itself two sides of the road. Xiao Zhan is humming and going towards the mansion slowly. Suddenly without any noises or thunders sounds, rain starts.

"Why now?" Xiao Zhan mumbled frustratedly while stopping there.

Xiao Zhan is about to speed up his bicycle. But stop because someone run towards him and hold one umbrella above his head. Xiao Zhan look up first. There is an umbrella. Then he look at person. Zhang Yi Lin smile at him sheepishly while standing in rain.

"Why are you here?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Didn't you left few minutes ago?" Xiao Zhan asked again.

"Because I come back to save you from rain..." Zhang Yi Lin answer while making Xiao Zhan hold that umbrella.

"Why?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"Because I love you..." Zhang Yi Lin said with a smile.

The rain suddenly start heavily. Xiao Zhan and Zhang Yi Lin are still standing there. Xiao Zhan look at him different gaze with confusion.

"Hahaha... You idiot.. Go home.. I am just kidding.. I am leaving now..." Zhang Yi Lin said and start running from there to opposite direction. Xiao Zhan still looking at the way while holding that umbrella.

Which way Zhang Yi Lin just leave from there. Zhang Yi Lin always joke around. Even he joke about *I love you*. But whenever Zhang Yi Lin said *I love you* to him. Xiao Zhan always feel confused.Xiao Zhan take deep breath and shake his head.

"It's nothing.. He is an idiot.." Xiao Zhan mumbled and start leaving from there.

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In Spring Mansion
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Xiao Zhan come to Spring Mansion immediately. Gate open by itself. Xiao Zhan park his bicycle and start going inside. While going inside he see Wang Yibo's car already there. Xiao Zhan smile.

"He is here..." Xiao Zhan mumbled.

Xiao Zhan start walking again. He go inside the living room after folding that umbrella. Luckily he didn't get drench that much. Xiao Zhan keep that umbrella on one table. He start walking towards stairs. Because he wants to see Wang Yibo first after a long time work.

"Yibo.. Are you home?" Xiao Zhan shout.

"Don't be shy baby? Your fiancé is here..." Xiao Zhan said while laughing. He is still walking.

"I know you are home.. Come...." Before Xiao Zhan could continue he stop talking.

Xiao Zhan stop walking. His smile face disappear. Because suddenly he notice something. Two things make Xiao Zhan's face cold. First there is a vase on sofa side table. Second there is a Wang Yibo's photo frame too. But this is not the main things.

That photo frame of Wang Yibo's, Xiao Zhan always keep left side. No one allowed to touch it. But currently it's on right side. And from that table Xiao Zhan took pervious vase and throw it towards Li Bo Wen in the morning. This is new vase, inside the vase there is some roses. Those roses are looking so fresh.

Xiao Zhan clench his fist tightly. Because no is allowed to touch roses or cut roses from his garden. If it was only about photo frame Xiao Zhan wouldn't react. Not even Wang Yibo is allowed to cut roses from his garden.

But inside the vase there is roses from his garden.

Xiao Zhan closed his eyes. Then take deep breath. He open his eyes and look upstairs.

"WANG ZI XUAN.. COME OUT RIGHT NOW..." Xiao Zhan shout.

Wang Zi Xuan come out from Wang Yibo's room immediately. Wang Yibo also come out with her. Xiao Zhan have seen them come out together from Wang Yibo's room many times. He used react about this but he don't react anymore. Xiao Zhan hold that vase.

"Don't you dare to thro...." Before Wang Zi Xuan could continue Xiao Zhan throw that flowers vase on floor.

It broke into pieces. Wang Zi Xuan immediately come downstairs. And come near to Xiao Zhan.

"How dare you to throw my flowers vase away? Do you even know how much cost it was? Do you even know how much expensive it is? If you even put your 10 years salary together you won't able to buy this vase..." Wang Zi Xuan said.

"Stop tal....." Before Xiao Zhan could continue Wang Zi Xuan cut him.

"It just roses.. I couldn't buy roses from Billionara(Expensive rose shop) while coming here.. So I take...." Before Wang Zi Xuan could continue Xiao Zhan cut her.

"I don't know what happened.. I don't care why did you do that.. I don't want to know what happened... I don't want to hear your explanation.. So STOP your explanation..." Xiao Zhan said while emphasis stop word.

"Don't you know no one is allowed to touch my garden? Then why did you cut my roses from garden? Its not just for one time.. You did this for 9 times.. Are you doing it purposely to pick fight with me? I am warning you for the last time don't cut roses from my garden..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Did you owe this garden?" Wang Zi Xuan asked while start crying.

"Did YOU owe this garden then?" Xiao Zhan asked while emphasis YOU word.

"Ok... That's enough now.. Go to your room..." Wang Yibo said to Xiao Zhan.

"Don't you understand.. She did wrong..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Xiao Zhan... You are just an unwanted person here... *Hiccups*.. I am Yibo's girlfriend.. Its been 15 years now.. *Hiccups*... Don't you feel ashamed? Why you are still here?" Wang Zi Xuan asked while crying.

"Go to your room..." Wang Yibo immediately said to Xiao Zhan again.

Xiao Zhan didn't move nor he looks at Wang Yibo. He is still looking at Wang Zi Xuan who is crying innocently.

"I am his fiancé.. Its been five years I am his fiancé. I love him for ten years.. I am still loving him..." Xiao Zhan said.

"And you weren't even here when he...." Before Xiao Zhan could continue Wang Yibo start talking.

"She just cut few roses from there. Roses can be grow again.. Now go to your room.." Wang Yibo said quietly to Xiao Zhan.

For the first time Wang Yibo said something between their fight. And it was simple line. Xiao Zhan look at him with so much sadness. He is not feeling even disappointed.

"Yibo...." Xiao Zhan stop talking.

Xiao Zhan don't even know why he couldn't continue anymore. He looks down and take deep breath.

"Mrs. Chang.. Mrs. Chang..." Xiao Zhan shout.

"Mrs. Chang..." Xiao Zhan shout again.

"What?" Mrs. Chang answer irritatedly while coming there.

"You always wanted to cut my garden right? Go ahead... All yours.. Cut it all.. Clear it..." Xiao Zhan said and start walking from there.

"Xiao Zhan don't do that.. I am so sorry..." Wang Zi Xuan said.

"Nah.. Don't say sorry... You don't have to be sorry... I am sorry..." Xiao Zhan said while turning back.

Xiao Zhan didn't wait for answers. He start walking away from there. Wang Zi Xuan start crying loudly and hug Wang Yibo.

"I just wanted to make him happy... He always work hard.. With tiredness he return home always... *Hiccups*... Though he is not anything to you.. But he helped you once.. That's why I am kind towards him. *Hiccup*... So I wanted to give him fresh roses fragrances..." Wang Zi Xuan said.

"Why he always have to be mean like this?" Wang Zi Xuan asked.

"Why he always fight with me?" Wang Zi Xuan asked again.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. Wang Zi Xuan still standing there while holding Wang Yibo.

Xiao Zhan come inside his room. He lay down on bed after throwing his backpack somewhere. He lay there for few minutes. He didn't even cry. His sad face also gone. He just stare his white ceiling blankly. Then he chuckle loudly and closed his eyes.

Few minutes later Xiao Zhan get up from bed. He go inside his bathroom and freshen up and change his clothes. Xiao Zhan come out from bathroom. He go near to the bed. Then he sit on bed. He take one book from his bedside table.

This book name is *The Lessons Of Life*. He took this book from Wang Yibo's home library few days ago. He take his glasses from the table. He sit on bed while leaning on bed board. Then put his blanket only on his legs. Xiao Zhan start reading the book.

*One hour later*

Xiao Zhan hear footsteps sounds. He looks towards the door. He understands who is coming there. But didn't react. He start reading his book. Suddenly his door open with a thud sound. He is still reading the book. Wang Yibo come inside the room.

"She just....." Before Wang Yibo could continue Xiao Zhan cut him.

"You are here to defend her?" Xiao Zhan asked while looking at Wang Yibo for few seconds.

Xiao Zhan just take glance at Wang Yibo. Then he start reading that book again.

"I respect her..." Wang Yibo said.

"Isn't it supposed to *I love her*?" Xiao Zhan asked sarcastically.

"I respect and....." Xiao Zhan cut Wang Yibo again.

"Get out..." Xiao Zhan said.

"Smile at me..." Wang Yibo said impatiently.

"Get out..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo go on Xiao Zhan's bed. He go near to Xiao Zhan's face. He try to kiss him. But Xiao Zhan look other side.

"Get. Out..." Xiao Zhan said while gritting his teeth.

"Let me kiss...." Before Wang Yibo could continue Xiao Zhan cut him.

"I said get out.. No kiss for tonight..." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything more. His face is ice cold now. His nerves are popping out because of anger. Wang Yibo get up from the bed.

"Xiao Zhan..." Wang Yibo called Xiao Zhan.

"Hmm?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"More than you.. She knows me better..." Wang Yibo said coldly.

*Silence*

Wang Yibo know very well Xiao Zhan don't like this line *she knows me better*. This line can make Xiao Zhan's heart bleed. Xiao Zhan hold his book tightly. Anytime he will start crying. But Xiao Zhan clear his throat.

"Good for both of you..." Xiao Zhan said while flipping another page of the book.

"Don't act like jealous wife.. When you are not even a woman.." Wang Yibo said coldly.

"Fiancé.. I am a man. And I am your fiancé.." Xiao Zhan correct him.

"Yibo.. Aren't you getting tired?" Xiao Zhan asked while putting that book on his lap.

"I didn't asked you to follow me everywhere..." Wang Yibo answer.

"What did you asked or said to me exactly ten years ago? Can you tell me?" Xiao Zhan asked.

That's the question Xiao Zhan start thinking these days. What exactly Wang Yibo told him to do ten years ago? Wang Yibo stare at him quietly with his cold gaze.

"I said I love you many times.. I am still saying it... But...." Before Xiao Zhan could continue Wang Yibo cut him.

"Love.. Love.. Love.. Do you think love is enough?" Wang Yibo asked loudly.

"Then what do you want more?" Xiao Zhan asked. Now his eyes are getting teary.

Xiao Zhan didn't cry when he see his roses in living room. But suddenly he start feeling tired. He start crying now.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. He start leaving from there. But he stop when he go near to the door. Wang Yibo turn back. Xiao Zhan is still looking at him.

"Do you even know me? What things you know about me?" Wang Yibo asked quietly.

*Silence*

Xiao Zhan's mind become blank. He look down slowly. He start fidgeting with his fingers.

Wang Yibo wait for few minutes. Xiao Zhan didn't answer. Wang Yibo start leaving after shaking his head.

"Wait." Xiao Zhan said.

Wang Yibo stop and turn around. He looks at Xiao Zhan again. Xiao Zhan get up from the bed.

"You never told me anything about you, Yibo..." Xiao Zhan said while standing little bit away from Wang Yibo.

"I only know you have birthday on 5th August... I only know you don't like spicy food... I only know your throat start burning if you eat spicy food... I only know you like to sleep while cuddling me... I only know every night you come to my room at 2:30am... I only know when you get nightmare at night, if I caress your head, you can go back to sleep immediately... I only know you like black colour... I only know you don't like anyone's handmade food nor even restaurant's food... I only know you like my handmade food... I only know you like Rose fragrances, so I made rose garden for you... I only know without my selection about your clothes you can't dress up... I only know you love your mom and sister so much... I only know whenever you don't come back at night, you go to do racing.. I only know without my handmade tea you can't concentrate in late night work... I only know you don't like to talk with your father much... I only know you respect and love your elder brother... I only know at night, day time or anytime without kissing me you feel restless... I only know you don't like when I try break hug or break the kiss first... I only only know even you put gucci perfume in your body, your body smell is like fresh wood... I only know whenever you get angry you look at everyone with your cold gaze... I only know when you get too much angry, your nerves start showing up.. And lastly... I only know I love you much..." Xiao Zhan said without pausing. His tears are rolling down from his eyes uncontrollably.

"Because of you... I.. I.. I left everything... I only know that.." Xiao Zhan said while crying.

Xiao Zhan's eyes become red. His nose becomes red too. He is still wearing his glasses.

"I don't know what to say here more... The world knows Wang Zi Xuan is your girlfriend.. I don't exist anywhere.. I don't know these days... These days... These days...." Xiao Zhan stop talking.

"I am start feeling tired..." Xiao Zhan said while sniffing his nose with a smile.

"Yibo..." Xiao Zhan called.

"I only know I love you.. I love Wang Yibo... You only know this.. So is my love enough for you?" Xiao Zhan asked.

"I love you... I love you so much.. I am still saying I love you.. Is my love enough for you?" Xiao Zhan asked again.

Wang Yibo didn't say anything. He stare at Xiao Zhan for few minutes.

Then he turn back and quietly go out from the room. He closed the door with a thud sound. Xiao Zhan slowly go near to his bed. From bedside table's drawer Xiao Zhan take out his family photo frame. He clutch it on his chest and start crying more.

"I love you all so much.. I love you... I miss you mom.. I miss you dad... I miss you Ge.. I miss you Jijie..." Xiao Zhan said while crying.

"I am sorry.. I am so sorry..." Xiao Zhan mumbled.

Xiao Zhan don't even know why he is saying sorry. But he start crying more loudly while laying on bed.

Fastly or slowly people do get tired one day.

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Heyyoo guys. I am here again 🙋. How are you all doing? I hope everyone is doing well ❤️. I am came fast again. Aren't I?? I won't answer who is saying that quote today 😂.

Well now here is the bomb. My sister and my niece are coming. I will update slowly till they stay here. That's why update I was updating fast. In between one month maybe I will update chapter 9. Because I will be so busy that time.

I want to ask you all about something. During My First Love I once asked in note *Who is who's Shadow in My Shadow?*. Now I am asking who is poor here? Wang Yibo or Xiao Zhan?😂

Now come to the chapter. How's the chapter? Do tell me. Do point out mistakes.

I am sorry for the grammatical error 🙏. Wherever you all please stay safe and healthy ❤️.

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