My life sucks. I miss my mom. I hate my dad's punches and everything! I hate my life! I cut! I'm suicidal! I hate life! My brother can't protect me from the cold world anymore. No one can help me! The scream wants to but won't! The tears can't! The sobs don't speak! The monster roams free. People look at it and it blends in. No one can see past the shell. The shell I have formed so I blend in. But the monster is a raging phsyco and it wants out! Leave me alone and stop reading this! Ur putting yourself in danger! Leave me alone....the monster is me.....

-jacob-