Loving Myself
It is a large process to love yourself, to be confident & all that, right? I have been straggling of self-love since I was on Elemantary School, I remember people calling me, fat & ugly (still do but now is like whatever), & like any child you believe it. Plus I cried for anything, it was horrible, I got this idea is if I cry, I would get attention, which it was fail 😆. When I was on Middle School, I didn't have any friends, in that time I got the chance to know Michael more, & he was such a blessing to have him with me around that time, he make me love myself more. Tbh I was about to cut myself, but I didn't just because of him. I was thinking, he got worst than me, people criticized him for everything (& lonely) & he was strong until the last minute (minus when he actually got addicted to drugs), but the thing is that his situation was worst than mine, & I was gonna waste my life just because some bitches didn't wanna be friends with me, oh hell nah! So I decided to stay strong & knowing that I am going to get out of this mess.
In 8th grade, I moved schools so I was happy about it & was the best decision ever! I got friends & people, who actually love me of who I am, people that I can trust & have a good time, that gave me more confidence in myself. 😊
Now when I was in 10 grade (this year) I gained so much weight that I looked like I was pregnant, tbh. So that made me loose my self-love again. Until April, I did a diet & get into a gym which I loose a lot of weight, & now look better. But what I am trying to work right now is to actually love myself. Is one of my biggest struggle, but I know that it's something that I can accomplish. I might do my
challenges in here . ❤️😊
-My babe:
-Me: (the only thing I cut was my hair 😝)
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