So I Uh...I lost my earing but not just an earing a real one and my mom got mad at me and she said that she will confiscate my gadgets and yeah....also that happened last night I just found my phone from where she hid it and that's lucky since it's hard to find it. And when she scolded me I felt depressed again...Yeah last night I was crying and of course I didn't show them that I was crying because my siblings might tease me they didn't know I was sensitive and I mean very. So I felt depressed again and I know that the wattpad will make my depression go away but she confiscated my gadgets ;-; and yeah...I messed up and I am starting to think negative again and I am also started thinking doing a suicide too. I do use my nails as for doing some cuts and my arm is filled with some of it but now I think I wanna cut myself using a knife...And last night I just hit my head onto the wall harder than I usually do and not that very hard ok not like it's bleeding or something.

And here is the cuts I did using my nails.

If you see the cuts then those cuts...I did them last night and yeah my nails are long.

See.

Anyway That's all I guess.