So me and Jaz have been hanging out during class lately and she seems pretty cool now. Me and G are still hanging out by ourselves out of class. Me and j? I talked to a few of my online friends and a lot of them have said that maybe it's best just to let go. I guess you have to let go of the ones you love at some point, whether it's death or not. There's a song that I would like to dedicate to all the people who have hurt me. Thanks

Wiser by Madilyn Bailey

And this is my favorite version

You know I used to rely on him for EVERYTHING! He was the only one I cared about. I didn't care about my family, I didn't care about how my friends felt just as long as me and j were still friends...I didn't care. And i know that's kinda fucked up in a way, but I never realized it until now. I changed myself for him. And i tried so hard to keep us as friends. SO FUCKING HARD and it never did any good. I don't even think he knew how hard I tried. I Hate You, I Love You by Gnash explains exactly how I felt. And now that I think about it...maybe that was part of the reason I got depressed to. During my depression, there was always this thing that just made me sad. It was there...but I had no idea what it was and I just figured it out. It was the stress of having to be someone I'm not and trying to keep me and j together and just making sure everything was alright for everybody while ignoring myself.
But today I'm a completely different person becuase I want to be. I like who I am, yea I have my flaws but don't we all?

Till Next Time...
-R
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