I'm starting to miss all the people that use to be in my life. Not the one I always talk about but more of them. Like Jazmine. I don't like her now but back in 7th grade she was my only friend. We sat together on the bus and talked about every little thing. I still have a selfie of us on the bus that we sent to mom so she could save it for me. I guess you can say we stopped being friends back when she moved. We still went to the same school but she had to start riding a new bus...I think that was in 9th grade. In 9th grade we were still friends but we just slowly fell apart. And then this year she started hating me all of a sudden. Like we went from old friends to pure enemies. She went around talking about me and the only thing I could do was go talk about her. I don't know...I looked at her Instagram today and that's what got me thinking about her.

Then there's my friend A. She was there for me in 8th grade when my brother died. She was my only friend that I could talk to for a while. But then I met J (the one I always talk about) and I started talking to him about all my stuff and me and A started fighting a lot. We don't fight anymore but we don't talk either. She's moving to another state this summer....she said that we would still keep in touch but we have yet to talk on the phone since school was over. I guess some things just aren't meant to be.

Then there's my other friend Ash which is A's twin sister...Ash is the one that told on me about my depression. We were obviously close friends in 9th grade (the year she told) but she changed this year...She kinda pushed me out. She went from telling me everything to telling me nothing.

I miss those days when I had all my friends around me..it sucks that things have to change so damn much. Me, Jazmine,A,Ash,J, and others use to be a whole group of people that would hang out and have fun and now we're all split up. And it seems like I'm the only one who hasn't moved on....

Till Next Time...

-R