Early morning, Naina wakes up as per her daily schedule... coming out from washroom she finds Sameer not on his bed... she recalled there last night discussion leaving a soft smile on her lips... whatever be their relation is, the way he always supports her, she cannot let him think dejected about himself... he is best, and no one can deny the truth... at least she got the chance to clarify the doubts and doesn't let any other misunderstanding comes in between them...

Taking a deep sigh, she muttered thinking, "kaash hamari shaadi in galat halaaton mein nahin huyi hoti toh aaj hamara rishta bhi kitna alag hota... Sameerji kitne supportive aur caring hai... gussa bhi karte hai par dil mein chhupi feelings ko dabane ke liye... unke saath aur chaahe kuchh bhi hota par zindagi mein kabhi pyaar ki kami nahin hoti..."

She turned to go downstairs to visit temple when stop hearing his voice, "aren't we supposed to go together?"

She looked at him coming inside the room from balcony... she remained silent as its very unusual for him to be in balcony at this time... is this means he was awaked and waiting for her to go together... was he really serious and will daily accompanied her to temple...

He came towards her asking softly, "why you always forget me... or you don't want to be with me... am I really bothering you so much..." he said with a questioning look in his eyes, seems somewhere he was hurt...

She shook her head and said slowly, "sorry, I didn't mean it... I thought you must be in study or busy in some morning meeting... but promise, I will not forget in future..." she said with an utmost honesty in her eyes to be believed immediately...

She smiled seeing him smiling finally said, "can we go now... it's getting late..." he nodded slightly, and they left for the temple...

Reaching there Naina quickly cleaned the place and lit the diya with the help of Chinni... later, on her request she happily sing a bhajan in her melodious voice... the morning was blissful for them in a peace... they both were engrossed with so many blooming emotions towards each other... but still confused how to express...

Sameer was thankful to her how she cleared his doubts and doesn't let him feel bad last night... her eyes showing the confidence and trust she has on him... he always has a doubt on himself if he is able to justify and handle this relation but the way Naina beliefs him boost his confidence on himself... he has faith that even if he failed somewhere, she will always be there with him as his strength...

Soon Chinni saying a quick goodbye left for school, leaving them alone whereas Sameer was still lost seeing her, admiring her simplicity, her innocence which makes her eternally beautiful... even she was in her daily simple wear but that still added lot of charm in her glowing face...

Naina came to him offering prasad, "aaj maine kuchh nahin banaya... toh..." he forwards his hand taking mishri and keep it in his mouth saying, "no doubts... tumhare haath ka halwa iss mishri se bhi jyaada meetha tha..." her cheeks flushed with deep red color hearing him praising her openly...

Seeing her so quiet he asked, "Naina, tum roj yahaan pooja karti ho... do you want me to do some arrangement for you...? I mean hum iss mandir ko bada banwa sakte hai aur if you want you can ask for some helping hands jo iss jagah ki dekh bhaal kare... tumhein yeh sab akele karna padta hai... tum thak jaati hogi na..." knowing her physical condition he extends his help to lessen her burden...

Naina smiled contentedly, "iski koi jarurat nahin.... mujhe yeh sab khud apne haathon se karna achchha lagta hai... I mean yeh koi kaam nahin hai mere liye... mein yeh sab apne man ki shaanti ke liye karti hoon aur apne Kanhaji ke liye kuchh bhi karke mujhe sukh milta hai... lagta hai kisi apne ke liye kar rahi hoon..."

Sameer smiled seeing her selfless nature, "Naina tum roj pooja karti ho... aisa kya maangati ho jo abhi tak nahin mila... kuchh toh hoga na tumhare dil mein... koi mannat, ki khwahish jo abhi tak poori nahin huyi ho..." he wants to know what is there in her heart... any wish which he can fulfill...

She laughed on his thoughts, "aapko lagta hai mein yeh sab kisi lalach mein karti hoon... jee nahin... maine aaj tak bhagwan se kabhi kuchh nahin maanga... haan jab pareshaan hoti hoon toh inse jee bhar ke sabki shikayat jaroor karti hoon kyunki ek yahi hai jo meri baat bina kisi sawaal jawaab ke sunate hai... mujhe pata hai aap mujhe paagal samjhoge par inse apne dil ki baat kah ke mujhe bohot sukoon milta hai... aakhir koi toh hai jo mujhe judge nahin karta... log kehte hai yeh patthar ki murat hai par yeh un sab insaano se jyaada behtar hai jo sirf apne faayde ke liye kisi ko bhi nuksaan pahuncha sakte hai..."

Naina's 💗

Teri Mohabbat Ki Talab Thi, Isliye Haath Faila Diye,

Varna Humne Toh Kabhi Apni, Zindagi Ki Bhi Duaa Nahin Maangi...

Sameer hearing her generous words, felt more ashamed on his own wrong doings with her in initial days to hurt her... he always blamed her and questioned on her character without knowing the full truth... though he was always in love with her deeply but just to keep her away from him he tortured her... now he can feel her pain that how much lonely she is... she has no one around with whom she can share her pain and sorrows... except her Kanhaji...

He determined thinking, "aaj tak tum akeli thi, koi nahin tha jo tumhare dil ki baat sunta, usey samajhta... par yakeen maano ab kabhi tumhein akela nahin chhodunga... tumhare dil ki har baat, har khwahish tumhare hothon par aayegi... mein wada karta hoon Naina, ek din jaroor aayega jab tum bina kisi hichak ke mujhse apne dil ki har baat kah sakogi, jaise apne kanhaji se kehti ho... hamare beech koi duriyaan, koi deewar nahin hogi... mein insaan hoon aur shayad galtiyaan bhi karunga par koshish karunga ki tumhara dil kabhi na dukhe... aur aisa hua toh wada karta hoon us par marham bhi mein hi lagaunga... par apne se kabhi dur nahin jaane dunga... yeh mera waada hai tumse aur tumhare Kanhaji se bhi..."

Seeing him so lost Naina jerked his hand slightly asking, "aap kahaan kho gaye... lagta hai aaj aap bhi mere Kanhaji se koi mannat maangana chahte ho..." she said laughing slowly to tease him...

Sameer lost in her cute smile replied, "nahin... mujhe bhi tumhari tarah inse kuchh nahin maangana... bas itna chahta hoon ki bina maange jo aashirwaad inhone mujhe diya hai, jaise meri har mannat poori huyi hai, usko zindagi bhar ke liye apne dil mein sambhal kar rakh sakoon... bas inka aashirwaad chahiye aur kuchh nahin taaki chah kar bhi koi galti na ho ab mujhse..."

Sameer's 💗

Baaki Hi Kya Raha Hai Tujhe Paane Ke Baad,

Bas Ek Duaa Mein Chhut Gaye, Har Duaa Se Hum...

Naina looked at him in daze as didn't get meaning of any of his words... she had never seen him coming temple or doing prayers but suddenly he is showing his firm faith in God and thanking him to fulfill his unsaid wishes... which he desires to shield and protected in his heart for lifetime...

Sameer doesn't want to go back but seeing time they moved inside when saw Kamya was coming towards them with a wide smile on her face.... she appears to be coming back from her morning jogging...

She smiled and greet him with a broad smile, "hey... good morning Sameer... I didn't know aap itani jaldi uth kar yeh pooja paath mein bhi believe karte hai... I mean... mein toh hamesha Naina ko hi mana karti hun in sab chakarron mein na pade... karna hai toh morning mein jogging ya exercise karni chahiye to keep yourself fit... right na...?" she said showing her curvy figure ignoring Naina's presence there...

Sameer looked at Naina who was still standing there looking at him with a scared look... he knew she is still upset with their discussion last night and he can't pressurize her too much...

"I think we should purify our mind and heart before body... aur yeh sab pooja path jo tumhein waste of time lagta hai, isko karne ke liye one should have pure heart and soul... which everyone doesn't have now days..." he said giving a sarcastic look to her...

Kamya smiled weakly hiding her emotions feeling embarrassed on his statement, "no... I didn't mean that... infact, mein toh bhagwan mein bohot maanti hoon... unke liye toh meri wishlist hamesha taiyaar rehti hai..." she laughed on her silly joke herself except others giving her an impossible look...

To avoid embarrassment for her she said, "but Sameer I was just concerned for you... I think ki aapko apni sehat ke liye bhi sochna chahiye na.... aakhir itni responsibilities hai aapke uppar as a CEO of Maheshwari Industries... I must say that you should have a healthy lifestyle... if don't mind I will suggest you a good trainer... you will feel more energetic..." she said in a flow of emotions without realizing his physical condition...

Pandit came there interrupting them... ignoring Kamya's presence and overlooking her suggestion, Sameer moved to go inside with Pandit... moving few steps ahead he halt and turned looking at Naina, "come fast, I don't want you to get late for office... we have so much work to do..." he doesn't want to leave Naina alone with Kamya but understood that he cannot force her either... she must learn to take stand for herself without his support...

Kamya looked at him going away when Naina hit slightly on her head, "tu paagal hai kya Kamya... kuchh bhi bolti hai... unhein kitna hurt hua hoga na... voh kaise exercise kar sakte hai... socha toh kar bolne se pehle..." she said feeling bad for Sameer as doesn't want him to feel down for anything...

Kamya suddenly realized that Sameer is wheelchair bound... most of the time she forgets the fact that he is disabled, probably because his presence was so strong... his energy is so much domineering than anyone else...

Kamya realized her folly saying, "shit yaar... subah subah gadbad kar di maine... I should apologize him..." she quickly moved to go after him when Naina hold her hand to stop... she knew how much Sameer dislikes her and doesn't want to increase more tension for any of them...

Naina said firmly, "nahin Kamya, tu rehne de... mein baat kar lungi Sameer ji se... vaise bhi as his wife, it's my responsibility to ensure he should not be uncomfortable for anything..."

She dragged her to garden area, "chal thodi der yahin baithate hai phir office bhi jaana hai na... kal bhi tu ne itani raat tak hamara intzaar kiya aur mujhe tujhse baat karne ka mauka hi nahin mila ..."

Kamya agreed reluctantly and they sit back in garden taking their tea and coffee... they talk randomly when Kamya asked, "tera phone kahaan hai... kal shaam se kitna phone kar rahi thi mein... tu ne ek baar bhi reply nahin kiya mere messages ka..."

Naina remembered that Sameer has taken her phone during meeting and didn't give it back till now... "voh kal meeting mein baar baar disturb ho raha tha mujhe, toh Sameerji ne apne paas rakh liya... aur baad mein kaam mein itna busy ho gaye ki yaad hi nahin raha... mein le lungi unse baad mein... vaise kuchh jaruri kaam tha kya tujhe..." she replied casually...

Kamya said shockingly, "kya matlab Sameer ne le liya tera phone... teri apni koi privacy nahin hai kya... aur vaise bhi kaun sa tumhara rishta normal husband wife jaisa hai jo tujh par itna haq jatata hai... kisi se milne nahin dena, baat nahin karne dena... phone le lena... itna possessive kyun hai tujhe lekar... aur tujhe kya padi hai yeh sab sehne ki... mana nahin kar sakti..." she said getting angry on her...

Naina stunned on her reaction but remain calm thinking she might be worried for her, "it's okay Kamya... vaise bhi kya farq padta hai agar phone unke paas hai toh... jab tak hum saath hai tab tak toh hum donon husband wife hi hai na... aur vaise bhi voh kabhi jabardasti nahin karte mujhse kisi bhi baat ke liye... voh toh kal meeting mein disturb ho raha tha aur uske baad mujhe bhi yaad nahin raha... vaise bhi aisa kaun hai jo mujhe phone kare ya miss kare..."

Kamya gets frustrated realizing how much comfortable she is now with Sameer... before she says anything further, Naina said with a faint smile on her face, "vaise bhi Kamya, mein jaanti hun sirf kuchh mahine ki baat hai, par mein poore dil se yeh kuchh mahine unke saath jeena chahti hun... yeh yaadein mere man mein hamesha mere saath rahengi... maine hamesha se vahi kiya, vahi sach maana jo Maa ne karne ko kaha... kabhi koi sapne nahin dekhe, kabhi koi faisla apne aap se nahin liya... ek pati, apna ghar kya hota hai maine kabhi mehsoos nahin kiya... maanti hun aaj bhi yeh sirf bharam hi hai par kuchh din agar sapno ki duniya mein jeena hai toh mujhe voh bhi manjoor hai... aur vaise..." she was all lost in his thoughts with a soft smile on her face...

Kamya clutched her hand tightly interrupting, "Naina... is it... I mean, is there something going on between you and Sameer... do you guys starts liking each other or...?" she asked with a questioning look showing a strange expression...

Naina shocked for a moment but lowered her eyes to hide her tears, "nahin Kamya... aisa kuchh nahin hai aur na hi hoga... tujhe toh sab pata hai na... par kya farq padta hai agar mein kuchh din issi jhuth ko sach samajhna chahti hun... vaise bhi jab tak saath hai duniya ki najaron mein hum pati patni hi hai... kam se kam mein kisi ko dhokha toh nahin de rahi... aur tu jaanti hai mein kabhi apne farz se pichhe nahin hati, chaahe voh phir ek sapna hi kyun na ho jo jald hi tootane wala hai... aankh khulane se pehle mein iss sapne ko jee bhar ke jeena chahti hoon... har ek pal ko mehsooss karna chahti hoon ki kisi ka saath kya hota... kaisa lagta hai jab aapki ek chhoti si koshish kisi apne ke chehre par muskaan le aati hai..." she stood to go inside avoiding her more questions...

She purposely hid their intimate moments from Kamya as doesn't feel like to share their personal matters with her anymore... she knew it was just for the moment to save her life but after that she feels lot of changes in their relation...

Her mind clouded with so many strange feelings, "kya sach mein jo aaj kal ek ajeeb sa ehsaas mujhe baar baar hota hai voh ... kya sach mein kuchh badal raha hai... nahin aisa kaise ho sakta hai... yeh sirf mera bharam hai... shayad har baar kuchh mahino ki shaadi ka naatak karte karte mein sach mein hi usey jeene lag jaati hun... Sharad ke saath kabhi ek pal bhi nahin bitaya toh koi sapne nahin the par Sameerji ke saath inn kuchh dinon ke saath ne hi mujhe sapne dekhne sikha diya... jo kisi bhi pal toot jayenge..."

Her eyes brimmed thinking more, "Sameerji ki najaron mein mera sach aaj bhi vahi hai jisne unhein dhokha diya hai, toh sabko aisa kyun lagane laga hai ki kuchh badal raha hai... hamesha Preeti bhi yahi kuchh kehti hai aur aaj Kamya bhi... kyun sab mujhe ek jhuthi ummid dikha rahe hai.. voh sapne jo mein dekhna bhi nahin chaahati... mein bas yeh kuchh din sukoon se jeena chahti hun aur kuchh nahin chahiye mujhe... phir mein sabse dur, kahin dur chali jaaungi... jahaan na koi sawaal honge na kisi ki najron mein mere liye nafarat..."

She walked ahead towards her room lost in her own thoughts and about to open the door when feel a sudden touch on her shoulder... she turned to see Kamya there... knowing Sameer must be inside the room, Naina turned back quickly closing the door behind...

Naina, "Kamya tu yahaan... kuchh kaam tha kya mujhse..." she was surprised to see her here as they were together outside few minutes back only...

Kamya handed her one packet, "arey mein kab se tere pichhe pichhe aa rahi thi par tu pata nahin kin khyaalon mein khoyi thi... garden se bhi aise hi uth kar aa gayi... tera dhyaan kahaan rehta hai aaj kal... vaise yeh le... tu ne toh meri baat nahin maani toh mein khud hi kal shopping par gayi aur tere liye yeh kuchh dresses laayi hun... tu aaj se inhein hi pehanana... dekhna kitni pyaari lagegi... aakhi Sameer ki reputation ka sawaal hai..."

Naina feels hurt recalling how she point out on her dressing a day before, "par Kamya, iski kya jarurat thi... mujhe nahin chahiye aur tujhe pata hai na ki mujhe kisi se gifts lena pasand nahin... aaj tak hamare beech kabhi aisa kuchh nahin hua toh achanak yeh sab kyun..." she still refused politely as doesn't want to hurt her....

Kamya smiled, "yaar ismein koi ehsaan nahin hai... bas mera man kiya toh mein le aayi... not a big deal yaar... tu inhein pehnegi toh jyaada presentable lagegi... aakhir Sameer ki assistant hi sahi par uske saath toh rehti hai na tu... log kya sochenge tere baare mein... aur soch mein khud ek fashion designer hun aur tera dressing sense..." she laughed mocking on her...

Naina feels dishearten but gain courage remembering Sameer's soothing words ... she smiled hiding her pain, "Kamya, Sameerji ko in sabse koi farq nahin padta... vaise bhi mein sirf unki assistant hun duniya ki najaron mein... biwi nahin... aur sach kahun toh jahaan tak maine unhein samjha hai, voh bhi meri tarah jhuthe dikhave mein believe nahin karte... he believes in honesty and purity... unke liye insaan ka dil saaf hona jyaada jaruri hai na ki branded clothes aur make-up..." saying this she returned the shopping bag to her and turned to go in her room... tears formed in her eyes ready to spilled out any moment... the more she is trying to hid her pain and behave normal, the more she gets hurt...

The moment she turned to go inside room, Sameer came out with Pandit seeing them both standing near door... he looked at Naina's teary eyes and left saying, "come fast... we have to leave early..." he wants to talk to her but prefers to remain silent seeing Kamya standing behind her...

Naina went inside her room followed by Kamya... to not to get late, she quickly pulled out one dress from her wardrobe and went to change....

Coming out she saw Kamya was sitting on Sameer's bed waiting for her... she said, "sorry Naina, mujhe tujhe yun force nahin karna chahiye tha... mein toh bas tere liye soch rahi thi... vaise tu theek hi kehti hai ki jab tum donon mein husband wife jaisa relation hi nahin toh kya farq padta hai Sameer ke liye ki uski assistant kya pehanati hai... he still doesn't consider you as his wife... right?" she said pointing towards separate beds in their room...

Naina hesitates with her piercing tone and gaze, "Kamya, hum yeh baat baar baar kyun kar rahe hai... I mean kehne se kuchh nahin badalega na... aage jo bhi hoga mein aur Sameerji sambhal lenge... I am again telling you to not to get involve much in our relation... I think you should start focusing on your own life..." getting irritated she quickly gets ready for office...

Before leaving from room Naina stops her holding her hand softly saying, "aur haan Kamya, hum bachpan ke dost hai aur aaj tak kabhi hum donon ne ek dusre ko koi gift nahin diya... hamare beech kabhi koi gifts exchange nahin huye kyunki hamare status or level match nahin karte the... par kabhi iss baat se hamare beech koi farq nahin pada... so I hope tu iss bat ko hamesha dhyaan rakhegi... aur aage se kabhi dobara mere liye kuchh mat lana... mein jaisi hoon, khush hoon... no need to worry about me... let's go.. we are getting late now..." saying this she pulled her out from room joining all at breakfast avoiding more discussion on her shattered life...

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