Naina excitedly opened the door but gets disappointed seeing a servant standing there, "aapko chhoti Rani Sahiba ne bulaya hai... abhi issi waqt..." even the servant tone was so harsh making her disturb... she was waiting for Sameer to see his rection for her surprise but cannot deny to Vishakha also... but got disturbed thinking what has to be the matter for Vishakha to call her at this time of hour...

She nodded her head and reluctantly left the room following her... she took her to another wing of the house realizing the house is too big, beyond her imagination... after walking for quiet ten minutes she gesture her to go inside the room...

Naina after knocking slowly, opened the door and finds Vishakha sitting on the couch in her big room... Vishakha welcomed her and gesture to sit on the front sofa.... room was fully decorated with expensive and classic furnishings... she offered her tea which Naina denied politely...

Vishakha said holding her hand softly in hers lovingly to console her, "dekho Naina, aaj tumhara pehla din tha yahaan, par jo kuchh bhi subah breakfast table par hua, voh nahin hona chahiye tha... par tum inn sab ki chinta mat karo... mein hoon tumhare saath.."

Taking a deep sigh she said looking at her, "since the day he met with this accident he becomes extremely difficult to handle... he gets angry even on small things and make a big fuss out of it... but believe me he is very soft hearted person... I am sure ki jaldi hi tum donon ke beech sab theek ho jaayega... it might take some more time than usual but don't lose hope... har kisi ko nayi jagah, naye rishtey apnane mein time toh lagta hi hai na... aur tum log toh kal hi mile ho pehli baar... agar pehle se ek dusre ko jaante hote toh baat aur hoti... but you don't worry for anything... you can come to me any time for any support... apne aap ko kabhi akela mat samajhna..." she gave her all motherly advise which reminds Naina of her own mother...

Naina nodded her head when Vishakha continued, "well, I have an idea... why don't you join him in office... I heard you had scored well in your studies and was working in some company earlier... I am sure if you get the chance to spend more time with him then you two will get along soon... I must say you should start going office from tomorrow onwards with him... okay..." her eyes glinted with excitement giving this idea to her...

Naina looked at her shockingly as Sameer even didn't want to see her around him... and here Vishakha advising her to go to office with him... she hesitates and tried to deny it but Vishakha said in an authoritative tone, "this is final you will go with him from tomorrow... I will send him this message to take you... so you can take a leave now... I don't want to spoil my beauty sleep... Good night..." she said and turned to go to sleep without listening her...

Naina looked at her point blank but soon coming back to her senses, she stood and left from her room.... she feels strange that very next day of her marriage how can she join him in office but seems this can be the only option to stay close to him...

She keep thinking, "shayad Rani Sahiba sahi kehti hai... hum saath waqt gujarenge tabhi toh ek dusre ko jaan payenge... vaise bhi ghar par akele rah kar mein karungi kya... Maa ne meri purani company mein mera resignation bhi bhijwa diya tha... par unse yeh baat kaise kahun... itna gussa karte hai ki meri toh jubaan hi nahin khulti unke saamne... meri baat tak toh sunate nahin phir baat manwana toh dur ki baat hai... kahaan phansa diya mujhe Rani Sahiba ne bhi..."

Thinking more on Vishakha's behavior she realized, "par aaj jis tarah Rani Sahiba ne mujhse pyaar se baat ki mujhe lagta hai unhein nahin pata ki meri asliyat kya hai... iska matlab Chhote Kunwar ne mera sach kisi ko nahin bataya... par aisa kyun... voh toh kal kitna naraaj the mujhse... unka bhi kuchh samajh nahin aata... ek pal mein gussa aur dusre pal mein seedha toofan... normal toh kabhi hote hi nahin... koi baat kare toh kaise... samjhana toh dur ki baat hai... par manana toh padega na... Kanhaji aaj please unka mood theek rakhna varna meri khair nahin... I wish mera surprise dekh kar thoda gussa shaant ho jaaye..." she prayed silently for success of her first attempt to mend their relation...

Sameer came back home late trying to avoid seeing her... he entered in his room and shocked to see his room all together changed... to give him surprise, she changed the entire decor and filled the empty room with so many decorative items making it livelier and more colorful... she also arranged dinner for him in room itself... Chinni told her that usually he came late and slept sometimes without having dinner after a tiring hectic day...

Sameer frowned seeing the changes in his room as he never liked anyone doing any changes without his permission or touching his things.... he always liked simplicity and being on wheelchair preferred to keep his room more spacious so that he can manage his work mostly by his own... without anyone's help... his whole room was designed as per his comfort...

Pandit opened his mouth to say something when Sameer roared in anger, "where is she..?"

Pandit left hurriedly out to find her... Naina coming from other side of the corridor entered in room without knowing he is already inside waiting for her... closing the door behind the moment she stepped inside, a big ceramic vase came towards her feet crushing on ground in pieces... she shuddered to the core of her heart and a loud scream came from her mouth...

She saw him sitting there in front of her giving death glares... she shivered seeing his eyes throwing daggers on her... he picked up another vase and throw it also on ground hardly resulting into pieces scattered all over...

She keep standing there shockingly, shivering due to fear... he came close to her, pulling her wrist harshly, "how dare you... I told you to not to interfere in my life then how dare you change my room without my permission... who gave you permission to touch my room and belongings... didn't I make myself very clear last night itself... I just allowed you to stay in this house... but don't you try to enter in my life ever..." he burst his anger on her...

Tears rolled out on her cheeks, wincing in pain due to his tight grip on her arm... her voice chocked in her throat...

He shouts back on her, "yeh sab karke kya jatana chahti ho.... bohot shok hai na tumhein sabse taareef sunane ka... logon ki baahon mein rehne ka... I had never seen such a disgusting lady like you.... you just got divorced not more than a month ago, got married just a day before and today you were lying in someone's else arm... is this for what you want me to believe on... pathetic..." he pushed her back frowning and turned his face to other side... though he was angry on her but seeing her in tears pierced his heart...

She realized now why his mood gets upset in morning... seeing her with Karthik...?

But they are brothers and whatever has happened was just a mere accident... than what makes him so much angry....

Keeping her thoughts aside, she wiped her tears and came in front of him, "sorry... but it's not like that what you are thinking... I ... I... really didn't mean that... it was just an accident today that I..."

He cut in between looking her with his fiery red eyes, "am I looking like a fool to you..." he turned to go out but stop hearing her ...

Naina hold herself keeping calm said looking into his eyes firmly, "I know aap mere baare mein galat sochte hai... aapko lagta hai mein sirf aapke naam aur paison ke liye aapke saath hun... par aisa nahin hai... bilkul bhi nahin... maine yeh rishta apne dil se apnaya hai aur isey poori imaandaari se nibhaungi... please ek baar mera vishwas kijiye aur mujh par bharosa kijiye... mein maanti hun ki hamare rishtey ki shuruaat ek jhuth se huyi hai jiske liye mein aapse maafi bhi maangati hun par yakeen kijiye mera koi iraada nahin tha aapse kuchh bhi chhupane ka... mein sachche dil se iss rishtey ko nibhana chahti hun... usake liye chaahe mujhe kuchh bhi karna pade... just give me one chance... please.."

His expression suddenly changed hearing her pleading... he smiled sarcastically coming close to her and asked, "tumhein ek mauka chahiye na..." she nodded her head with a soft smile on her lips wiping her tears from the back of her palm...

He held her arm softly leaning her towards himself... his sudden approach caused her to panic.. hot masculine aura of him surrounded her losing her sense of thinking.... she looked into his deep black eyes so closely when giving a lop-sided smile he said, "fine... come and help me out..."

Her expressions turned to confusion as didn't get meaning of his words... he said again, "tumhein mauka chahiye na... then come on... you know na I can't manage things by my own... come and help me to change..."

He leave her hand and sits back firmly keeping his hand on hand rest of his wheelchair, waiting for her move... he ordered, "come on fast... help me damn it... what are you waiting for now... you want to proof as an idle wife so now prove it... I am giving you chance..."

Naina was taken aback with his sudden move... she had never in her life touched any men... she was ready to take this relation ahead but not in this way... it seems more of humiliation for her... she shivered on his tone but gaining courage with trembling hand she starts unbuttoning his shirt... with so much shivering she still tried but failed to do so...

She closed her eyes feeling scared when Sameer pinched her jaw in his hand roughly making her wince in pain, "am I looking so disgusting that you closed your eyes... I believe you had not closed your eyes when you were in my brother's arms... right..."

He jerked her hard when losing her balance, she slipped a bit but save herself keeping her hand on floor... but unluckily get a sharp cut on her palm with the edge of glass pieces scattered all around in room... she fist her hand avoiding seeing him... he pushed his wheelchair and left out from room without looking back at her....

She sits on floor holding her palm in other hand, unable to understand how she will manage all this... she waited for some time but he didn't turn back... she tied a hanky on her hand to stop bleeding anymore and clean the whole room with her wounded hand... she remove all extra things which she kept to make room more glowing...

Suddenly door opened and Pandit barged inside... he stops seeing her cleaning the mess he left... he understood what must have been happened there... Pandit turned back to go realizing Sameer was not in room but suddenly makes a move towards her...

He looked at her with stern face saying, "don't you think you should have asked him before changing anything in his room.... you might have not realized but he need space to roam around in his room and prefers to manage all his work by his own... though I am always there with him but just for if he needs any help... as being his wife you should understand this thing... ensure this should not be repeated next time..."

Accepting her mistake she nodded her head in understanding his needs when Pandit said further, "one more thing... I don't know you and doesn't even want to know what's your intention to be in this marriage... but ensure if you dare to make him any harm you will see me first..." he said glaring her and left from the room...

She stood there thinking, "he is my husband.. why will I harm him..." she was amazed why everyone in house taking her always wrong... is she really looks like a gold digger, cunning, scheming woman...

After cleaning the whole room, keeping things back in his place she gets hell tired and went outside in balcony taking her mobile and headphones... she knew he will not like her seeing in room again and doesn't want to disturb him anymore... having dinner together which she arranged with love for him was out of the question... this much of drama was enough for the day...

Leaving Naina alone in their room, Sameer went to terrace to spend some lonely time... he feel his eyes wet feeling guilty to humiliate her to the core...

Sameer (to himself) : aaj pehli baar kisi ne mere room, meri zindagi mein rang bharne ki koshish ki... meri khushiyon ke baare mein socha... koi tha jisne mere liye dinner par intzaar kiya... ek pal ko toh laga ki shayad meri zindagi mein bhi khushiyaan aa sakti hai... par apni khushiyon ke liye mein kisi aur ki zindagi barbaad nahin kar sakta... yeh kuchh din ka dard usey zindagi bhar ki takleef se bacha lega...

Kitne man se usne itni mehanat se hamara room decorate kiya tha aur uski choice bhi usaki tarah hi pyari hai, jo dekhte hi dil mein utar jaaye... par mein yeh sab deserve nahin karta... mujhe maloom hai maine galat kiya uske saath but I have no other option... kal inta daanta tha, subah bhi kitna gussa kiya toh ek pal ko toh laga ki shayad ab tak mujhe chhod kar chali gayi hogi... par voh iss shaadi ko nibhana chahti hai... magar kyun... uski aisi kya majboori hai ya yun kahun ki shayad voh bhi auron ki tarah sirf naam aur paisa chahti hai...

Par kuchh bhi ho, mujhe usko iss tarah humiliate nahin karna chahiye tha... kitna darr gayi thi voh... man kiya uske aansu ponchh kar maafi maangu par khud ko rokna pada... shayad aaj ke baad  ab mere paas bhi nahin aayegi aur apni zindagi akele chen se jiyegi... vaise bhi mein usey dukh ke siva aur kuchh nahin de sakta... 

ek dil karta hai uske kareeb jaane ka, usko batane ka ki kya maayne rakhti hai voh mere liye par himmat hi nahin hoti... pehli baar jab dekha tha toh chah kar bhi usey rok nahin paaya tha... usi din samajh gaya tha ki mujhe usase dur rehna hai.. hum kabhi ek nahin ho sakte... par kyun meri kismat mein yeh sab likha hai... kyun apne hi haathon apne pyaar ko takleef deni pad rahi hai... I wish voh sirf mere sapno mein hi rehti.. kabhi haqiqat ban kar meri zindagi mein nahin aayi hoti...

Wohi Ranjishein, Wohi Hasratein,

Na Hi Dard-E-Dil Mai Kami Hui...

Hai Ajeeb Si Meri Zindagi,

Na Guzar Saki Na Khatam Hui...

It was late night... the rain has stopped but a blanket of darkness had covered the whole area... so as her life... she recall her first day, "aaj poora din jitni bhi koshish mein kar sakti thi maine ki... par koi fayda nahin hua... balki hamare beech aur duriyaan aa gayi... unki najaron mein meri jagah ek characterless ladki ki hai... ho bhi kyun nahin, yahi wajah dekar toh Sharad ne mujhe divorce diya tha aur maine accept bhi kiya tha... agar inhein meri shaadi ka sach pata hai toh jaroor divorce ka reason bhi pata hi hoga... shayad isi wajah se subah jo bhi hua inhone mujhe galat hi samjha....

Par kya farq padta hai.... mera sach na pehle kisi ne maana tha aur na ab... par galti meri bhi hai... mujhe bina puchhe unke saaman aur room ko nahin change karna chahiye tha... maine socha hi nahin ki inn sab se unko takleef bhi ho sakti hai... par mein aage se har baat ka khayal rakhungi... mein maanti hun mushkil hai par mujhe iss shaadi ko kaamyaab banana hi hai... socha tha ki unse office jaane ki baat kahungi par nahin kah saki... I wish he agree to take me with him so that I can get some more chance to know him closely..."

Recalling his anger on seeing her close to his brother, a small smile crept on her face, "par jis tarah voh mujhe kisi aur ke saath dekh kar naraaj huye... kya iska matlab he was jealous... means there is some hope but I have to be more careful in future... he should not feel insecure because of me..."

Getting fully tired and exhausted, she switched on some music on her phone and keeping the earplug in her ears, slipped on the floor and drifted into sleep cuddling herself covering with dupatta, feeling bit cold due to continuous rain... asking separate mattress to sleep in balcony can make servants and family suspicious on their relation... which she doesn't want...

Sameer came back into his room finding it same as earlier... taking a deep sigh he moved inside when saw some tiny blood drops on the floor... seeing this Pandit rushed out to call servant to clean when Sameer moved towards balcony... parting the curtains slightly he finds her sleeping on floor... he saw her hand tied with a hanky with oozing some fresh blood drops clearly visible... his heart sank seeing her like this but controlling his raging emotions he shut the curtains back avoiding anyone else to see her sleeping outside...

Soon servants clean the floor... Sameer asked to clean the dinner table also as left with no appetite to eat anything.... he felt bad for her sleeping empty stomach because of his anger but restrain himself to call her back in room and had dinner... Pandit also left after spending some more time with him, discussing office matters... Sameer went to bed after switching off all the lights in room keeping it complete in dark... 

Next update on Friday.. have a nice day.. enjoy