If you are sad everyone will say that "there is someone who really cares about you". Well, this is not what I see and this is the main reason of my depression. I see people around me, I see love, I see happiness, but it is not mine. It is not for me. Yes, there are people who care, but maybe only for one second or two. I know that I do not have anyone but myself and I'm not sad because I need someone by my side, but still, sometimes it's too hard to breathe and you need to take a break from your own existence. This is my kind of depression, accepting the fact that I'm alone in the whole world, nothing more.