Esther POV

I look incredible in this outfit like has been made for me, also I am afraid cause things are getting serious by now. We are young but our love is beyond our age. I just know I will never love like this again, if he hurts me will end every possibility of love in the future.

I know I sound radical but love needs to be like that one time only. This is my opinion of life and love maybe I am wrong who knows ?! Let's move on!

I am making my final check, girls are gone to the balcony area, I haven't peek on surprise there. Doorknock. It's him.'

« Wait a minute! » I said and took a deep breath and open it.

TomPOV

I was waiting before the door when I hear her voice, I got shivers in all my body, I let go of my breath and shake up my emotions. She opens the door and I stare from her toe to her hair in a small motion. My heart was crazy beating on my ribcage like wanted to get out. My jaw fall to inhale oxygen, cause she was breathtaking in that dress.

Don't take me wrong she is beautiful every day but seeing her in dress looking so enchanting opening the door I send this picture immediately to my long memory cause is her who I want to open my door when I come back home to her every night. She moved her hair back, was in small heels making her almost in my height just a bit of makeup not too much, just perfect.

« Come enter fast before someone see you here ! »she said as she grabbed my hand and pull me inside, closed the door, and was holding her chest, breathing.

« This is insane if someone finds us here we are grounded for life ! » she jokes as takes posture before me.

« You don't like how this dress is on me? I love it ! »she says as giving a pirouette, in a sad mood cause I was speechless but I can still move so as soon she finish her pirouette I took her by hand and approach her near my body, our lips almost kissed. She took away my glasses and put them into my jacket pocket, in a flirting way, then she just stares at me with green eyes, I am holding her from her waist since that move before. I become a bee wanting her nectar that came from those cupid lips she has. She investigate my moves and play her part put her hands on my neck as I bent for her lips. I kissed her as my life will depend on those lips thankfully she respond too. I lift her a bit from the ground as she put her hands on my shoulders then slowly I let her down. When we broke the kiss, we were shaking and breathing heavily as still wanted more.

My mind again travels in dangerous water which I can't bring to her yet as I don't want her to feel any pressure from me.

Esther POV

When I open the door I saw him out of his usual dark outfit. He's wearing white sneakers, 'Denim' jeans, a polo shirt, and a honey leather jacket his hair are caught behind, glasses on. I know even for his time stopped but I came to my senses as I hear rumors in the hallway. I drag him immediately inside, close the door and try to find my pace a small but still sharp pain hit my chest. He still doesn't say anything even in my pirouette then he drags me near him almost gets kissed. Then he kissed me like never before I am still wanting more after breaking up. My mind is swimming in dangerous water does he think like me too?

TomPOV

« You look enchantix and I love you more and more each day my Queen, my Love, my Esther! » I said as I was breathing near her lips, closed eyes still.

When I open mine I saw her eyes still shut and from emotions she let some tears fall. I give a mum kiss as I delete away her tears with my thumbs and give an Eskimo kiss which makes her smile and giggle a little.

« I love you too ! »she said opening those emerald eyes to me.

« Did you peek at the surprise over there? » I point balcony.

« I'm not curious type! » she said and rub my nose with hers and let a lock kiss on me.

Girls helped me to create a magical place out there for me and her. Looked like a bee home with honey colors and firefly lights all around us.

Angel open the door for us and we step out it was a bit cold so Nilam give her a yellow jacket. Angel makes it possible with the help of girls that I am very strange to see a bunch of girls helping another girl but when that girl is Esther then everything feels right.

She gives me a cheek kiss and girls go OOOOOH! Nilam took care of catering I am used to her dishes by now from Mexican food to Indian food a big large step. May choose music with Sonia and Lucy helped with technology. I'm glad that my girl is surrounded with so much love and respect she deserved.

« Have fun but not too much fun ! » said Angel winking an eye that make Esther blush and play with her lips.

Being the last day of January girls will be at the fun zone for their routine late-night movie, this time is romantic movies. They gone watched as we write the script for a new movie.

There are two stages one with chairs and a table and the other with big pillows to watch the sky, as we lay down. I play gentleman taking the chair for her and sitting in front of her. I got mesmerized and couldn't stop staring at her.

« I like when you lose your mind for me but you can start with questions ! » she cut me out of my dream.

« Will you marry me? » I said out of blue.

« I know we love each other, but I think we need to know more before committing to marriage! »

« I am sorry poping like that a serious question but I am afraid to lose you somehow, and I have lost already too much. »

« Tell me more! »

« I have lost my parent's tragic way when I was a kid, I lose my memory too. I can't remember how my mum look or dad's voice, did they love me or not, even I forgot Freya's birth. We got raised by our grandparents that live in Texas till they pass away last year before I and Freya come again here in Malibu. All these thanks to my godfather that took care of us here and here. »

« A true godfather ! » she said deleting her tears away. Took a deep breath.

« I am sorry for your loss, I can't put myself in your place and to say I understand your pain. I am here for you, don't close yourself! If you want a warm hug or want to share tears I am here always for you! »

« I want to do both now can you come near me ? ! »

« Of course my love, come here ! » she said and came near me she was waiting for me to get up I make her sit on my lap as I wanted to feel all her body next to mine, she hold me ie her chest as I pull her closer with my arms around her body.

« Your pain is my pain love ! » she said and I broke the hug to see her emerald eyes watering.

« No, Esther I want to give you only love not pain, never! »

« Baby you gave me that too but sharing pain, emotional make us a real couple, you are not hurting me. You are letting yourself go in my arms. I am in pain cause you are suffering. Let the pain go and take all my love for you ! »she said kissing me on the head as a mum does then holding me in her chest when I feel like I am in heaven hearing her heartbeat and inhaling her sweet aroma. I love her and this is my only truth. We stayed like this god knows how much.

« Thank you for being here and letting me do this! »

« I have been holding myself since I was a kid thanks again love and let's eat or Nilam will scold me. »

« I love you and I will love you forever ! » she said and lock lips with me and went to her place, I repent letting her go cause I already miss her presence on my body.

We talk a while about our likes and dislikes. A soft music start to play, I get up and went to her I lean and took her right hand as her gaze never let my motions. I let a feather kiss on her hand.

« Will you give me the honor to dance with you my Queen? »

« The honor will be mine, Knight Tom! »

We made our walk to the center when firefly lights are above our heads. I put her left hand over my right shoulder, my right hand took over her waist and close more distance between us as I pull fast taking her breath away as our cheeks touched each other. I love seeing all blushed for me, I let a small kiss on her neck and cross fingers with her right hand, and dance smoothly.

Her aroma is mixed up between honey and orange flowers. I felt myself to be just a bee on her neck that looks like is a sprite with flower pollen. I don't want to let her go. I die if I let her go One Day. I want her to be with me forever, thinking like this I was holding her firmly with my arms around her waist as I let my tears free over her neck.

Esther POV

I am feeling like the luckiest girl in the world. He is so charming, if this is a dream I don't want to wake up.

He put my hand over his shoulder and grabbed by my waist as his head is in my neck he like it there, I feel something hot there and isn't kiss, are his tears he let some of them before. He said has been holding himself for a long time. I am hurt and same time glade to be his crying shoulder. He doesn't want to let me go as he holds me more next to him like if he let me he loses me.

« If you never let me go, I will never let you go! I will be by your side forever and ever Tom! »

He lift his head to meet mine, I erased his tears with my lips from those blue crystal eyes, he has no idea how much is hurting me now, every tear he shed become a thorn in my heart! Imagine how many thorns I have in my heart tonight, but I don't care anything, just he to be ok.

Just to make him mad I play with his hair which he doesn't like, but I catch a smile from him.

« Tom! » I said as he kiss my hands as I am holding his face and slowly moving on the dance floor.

« Yes, love! »

« Since I have born I have had everything and still have it all. This world is under my feet I am not lying if I tell you who my father is you will understand it too but I have been forbidden to tell it besides my girlfriend's who keeps this secret for me, order of him. »

« Is a politician ?! »

« That way is going pleased don't ask maybe one day I say it when he gives permission and I tell them for you too. »

« As I was saying, I was raised till seven with nannies, drivers, home teachers, I don't call myself Queen for nothing. Then my parents decide to take me with them I travel all world see wonder after wonder, learn languages and traditions. I am smarter than I show here, only Lucy bits sometime in numbers but I am soon getting a degree in economics at Harvard. This is an exclusive secret only I and my parents know. »

« I cant never betray your trust Queen of my heart! »

« Thankfully my parents are in love with each other since they meet and I am the fruit of love, not random sex for this I believe I am special as I see you and Freya are, cause kids born from love are more special than others we aren't mad with our fate for choosing our parents. »

« You really think this?! »

« Believe me, I can read people's faces and your parents loved each other and both of you! »

« You said, I believe it too! »

« Don't take me wrong for what I said before listing my good life cause I am not saying to hurt you or show myself!

« I never thought that cause I know you will gonna say something to silent my mind! »

« I forget that you know me well. Yes, I have all, or I thought it like this till I meet your blue eyes, then nothing in my world didn't fit right beside my parents. If I didn't see you, teas you, my countdown on you, my challenges, our exchanging things. Making you my bee, my knight, and now my everything in such a short time which could look insane for others. Not for me that I get worried for you.

Nothing can hurt me, but if you do it even unintentionally will give me a thousand death sensations.

I am crazy about you I can do madness for you and I will not blame you if you really hurt me one day cause I got in this by my own will. Even if you rip my heart I will continue loving with the blood had left inside me.

I know all these may be cliches for you or you are thinking I am playing or acting now, but I SWEAR on my HONOR that what I just said is all true. » - I said and he just looks me.

I understand my words sound cliches but as I said to him I put my honor on them, this is when I change with other teenage girls, I don't change my mind or heart frequently. I have had only one real friend Boy Tomas Taylor when I was 7, and now I have Tom my one real love. I know very well what I want, what I do, and who I love!

This love is my secret cause my parents can't find it yet because I want to live it by my mends. I know toward my parents that give me everything I am not correct, I stay faithful to my heart even knowing that I can burn my future and shatter my heart I am going with Rihanna now.

I love the way it Hurts!

TOM POV

I believe every word she said and I fear hurting her, cause I don't know how I will be able to live without her near me. In such a short time she becomes so much. Can never be another woman in my life, she always will have my heart. I bent to kiss those honey cupids bow lips and for the first time, I taste her mouth that looks so sweet and soft.

After that long lovely kiss that let us out of breath in each other lips, she said something crazier.

« What you said? Can you repeat it? »

« Yes, I will marry you, just send me the location time and I will be there to say I do! »

« You promise me that you will come there even if GOD has forbidden I hurt you but still love you like now and more? »

« Not everything is forgotten but if I know I can forgive that, I will come to give you a nice slap and still say I do but your punishment will not be over! »

« I will be waiting for that day to happen! »

« I will come! »

Our phones rang we open and there was an SMS.

<' Mum Queens is coming !'>

« You need to fly to your room my mum can't see you yet! »

« I love you ! » - I said and let a small kiss on her cheek before escaping from her room, I hide in the shinless corner as I saw a woman come. She looks like my queen. Why did she come in this time anyway ?!

Till next update!

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