Esther POV
I can't believe that my only grandparent, granny Margaret is gone. She is my mother's mum. Was a strong woman that raised my mum alone after her husband, my grandpa Henry died when my mum was 10 years old. Wasn't pleased when my father asked to marry her only daughter. Most she worried about the age gap as she was married to my grandpa being lovers at high school. Must be genetically that skip my mum. She later discover that my father was the best of best as only he could handle my mum's temper. Yes, my mum knows to scream and there is him who hugs her after she is set to calm herself.
« Don't scream, don't yell for things that can easily be changed, my dear wife. I am here for you with all I got to make your dream true even though you have never gone ask for help! » My father had it right my mum fights alone to achieve things she wants and that is what he most value to her, never let herself too much on the ground.
« All I want from you Tony is to be with me like this hugging when I fall down and let me get up alone, cause I will always rise above ! » when they end their conversation I went and jump there in medium taking my beloved place between their bodies.
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I was very sad I couldn't stop crying on my mother's chest as she was doing the same on my hair. We gonna miss her so much. My father comes and lies down on my side he gently rub my back and I remember that week when I loose uncle Sam, my teacher Mirena and my only real friend Tomas. I thought about their little girl that I don't remember the name how lonely she may feel losing everything, and I more cried which make my mum succumb to her own tears. I stop it and turn to my father who gives me a sad smile and a soft kiss on my head, 'mum kiss ' as Tom says.
« Esther, honey bee let me alone with mum go clean your face! »
« Take care of her dad! »
« I will honey bee! »
I was closing the door when my mum get close to my father and become just a little girl in his huge arms.
« It hurts so much Tonny! »
« I know love, I have been there but one day will not hurt so much I promise! »
Seeing their love I missed my Love, I call him and he fortunately answer.
« Esther, love how are you? » I listen to his voice and my waterfalls start again.
« wishing you to be here and hugging me now ? » - I said succumbing to my tears.
« Please keep it together you are breaking my heart babe! »
« I am ok, I stop it! »
« I am dying to hug you too babe, I will give you so many hugs when you come that will send away your pain! »
« I love you! »
« I love you more! Take care of your mother she is suffering now! »
« My father is with her now, we were crying till he came, I don't recognize her anymore she was too attached to granny Margaret! »
« You are a healer for every kind of pain love! »
« I will do my best and thank you for being such a good boyfriend! »
« I need to be on the same level with you girlfriend! Hearing that, my pain gets a little easier I know I am being egoistic but he gives me peace in my heart. I hear noises.
« I need to go now, I will call when I can! »
« Love I will be waiting for you at the gate!
« Take care of yourself, Freya, and the girls! »
« Of course Queen, something more! »
« I love you! »
« I adore you! »


Tom POV
She just left me 2 messages before vanishing that night with her mum. One week without her here is torture for my heart.
How life changed so fast, I am sorry for her loss, now she knows a bit of sorrow which I would do anything to remove from her heart. I would like to be her pillow or her tissue of tears, an arm when she wants to put her head to rest the pain away.
She calls me from time to time tells me is fine but I can hear her painful voice and I cry with her too remembering my own loss.
The girls are in charge they ask me things that I do for pleasure, not for the obligation. Soon will be 14 February.
Our first San Valentine !!!


Esther POV
I see my parents are sitting in the doorway there were in the swing when I set with granny every time I came here visiting her. I am so lucky to have them in my life that now I fear losing them. When I was born my father had already loosed his parents my grandfather Rickard Richards the second, was very harsh on my father, being an ex-marine he obligated my father to go to the military after graduation. My father doesn't talk too much about him but talks with superlatives for his mum, my grandmother Henriette who loved and cared for him till unfortunately, a disease took it away when he was 20.
I have never seen my father as a vulnerable person, is always strong but today is being emotional, expressing the pain that he held for so long, as Tom did with me. He let his tear fall over my mum's shoulder, over his beloved wife that he's holding in his arm gently.
I wished love like them and I got it, but they are here after 20 years and gonna be like this forever cause their eyes are full of love for each other.
Will our love be timeless? Will I be able to keep all my promises to him, go after him even if he broke my heart? I let my parents alone and walk to my room I put my head on the pillow thinking about my future.