Part Ⅳ

Months passed one by one and Nilam come with her family to London. She excuse herself and went to his university. Staying with girls for months she knows well London.

She sneaks to his dormitory and is almost entering his room when Tomas is studying. She feels hands over her waist and another hand covered her mouth and is forced to walk. Her protest didn't work. She got free when they were inside a dark room.

"Who the hell do you think you are to grab me like that? "She said to a figure in the dark who switch on a light key.

"The only one who can grab you from the waist!" Rajan spoke to her grabbing again.

"You! Stupid you scared me!"

"You should be, you know that I can get in trouble if someone finds you here in the men's dormitory!"

" You are lying I go to university too and their boys sleep in girls dormitory and the reverse!"

"You are not here to break up things with me after chatting for six months online and all that happened before?" he said and her eyes fall.

"This is it! You fall for one of them !" he said and put a finger to her chin and rosed up her face seeing her teary brown eyes. They were so damn close he didn't know what to do kiss or ignore her. She remove his finger from her chin and kissed him. He responds on command.

"I fall for you Raj but I am here cause my parents to find me another relation. I blew him up by letting him on that bar alone and I come to you! Sorry if I will bring trouble with my presence here!"

" I wanted to tease you a bit cause you look so sneaky and I was doubting my eyes it was you or not, lately I see you everywhere. Was he a bit handsome?!"

" I didn't put too much attention!"

"Good!" he said and she rolled her eyes making him smile.

"Have you been to the Eye of London!" he said.

"Nope!"

"Well today is your lucky day, I don't have classes and I want to spend all my time with you before I send you to your family.

He prenoted a whole cabin just for them. 6 months of online chatting telling their daily story and wishing to be near like this. She was in his arms as he gently cuddle her silky dark hair.

" I will be waiting the day you will put me coco oil in my hair, Nil!"

" I can do it right now if you want?!" she said raising her head to meet his eyes.

"We don't have cocoa oil here?!"

"I have!" she said and raise from him open her bag and draw a small bottle with cocoa oil.

"You are a full package woman!"

" Put your head on my lap and I apply oil!" she said and he didn't think twice. She start to apply oil and he felt relaxing. She was very delicate not to hurt him, she is known for her magic hands.

" I Love you!" Rajan said and she stopped messaging him he raised from her lap. They never had said it openly only 'I am falling for you!' I like you a lot! I miss you!.

"Really?!"

"Yes, Nil I am in love with you! You are not!"

"No, I am!"

"You are what?!"

" I love you, Rajan!"

"Thank you, Love!" he said and eyes full water.

"Raj you act like I am the first woman I say: "I love you!" to you."

"You are the first that I believe who loves me sincerely!" he said holding her oily hands.

"You are the only ones who say it for me!"

"As I was the first you kissed?"

"Who told you?"

"I can tell it, babe!" he said smirking at her. Like two magnets they get closer and he touches his lips with hers. She pushes him to start a kiss with lips, he kisses her, and she responds to him. He took control of her body placing her over his lap and holding firmly with his arms her tiny figure. Her arms are on his large shoulders holding her butterfly heart is trying to escape her ribcage. Wasn't alone his chest was going up and down to make a place to his heart that can't stay inside when her heart is so near.

They exchange breath, saliva, touch, love, and Heartbeats.

"Nil I never kissed like this! Love you taste so good and your smell has become a drug for me!"

"I adore to have this power over you like this you will not cheat me for some time, till you find someone else that smells and taste better!" she said it starting with a smile then ending it with a sad face.

"I don't believe that can exist someone else that can be more unique than you! You are the love in my destiny road and I rather die than lose you!" he said looking at her beautiful brown almond-shaped eyes.

"More than kisses will not happen before you put sindoor on my head and mangalsutra on my neck!" she said and he laughed.

"Will you put sindoor every day?"

"Yes, Raj I am raised with strong traditions but mostly I will love it if you put it every day for me!"

"I can do that! You will fast for me?!

"Only if you do it like this we can have our moments like in an old movie or desi serial!"

"I like this too and I can do it!"

"We are doing future planning here and my parents will kill me today when finds out I ditch the other one!"

"I am with you, we are in love and we are not doing anything wrong! Holding you in my lap or kissing isn't forbidden for a couple in love!"Rajan said.

"I will barry everything if, in the end, I will have this moment with your love!"

"No one has the right to hurt you! I will do anything in my power to prevent it, Love!"Rajan holds her hand.

Ray of the sun fall over them as they were now on the top of the roller for the second time.

She turns to her hotel only facing her parents. Her mum approached and slapped her harder in the face. Rajan let her to the door but fearing her safety enter and witness that moment. He intervene as another slap was coming for her.

"Mam what are you doing? Nilam dear, why do you accept this! We didn't do anything wrong if we need I marry you right here right now!" Rajan said to his beloved that stood speechless and ashamed too.

"Who the hell are you?" her father asked angry as took Nilam from his hands.

"I am Rajan Singh sir! The man that did the stupidity to refuse Nilam a year ago, but Time and Space recreate another chance for me to meet my Love, that is your Daughter!" he said looking toward her and his heart was crying inside the tears he was holding.

"You said all those words against him cause he put shame on you and our family! Now you sneak around like an immoral one!"

"Mam don't talk like that with my future wife and the love of my life!"

"You had your chance a year ago, now she needs to think for herself and her family's reputation! Will marry the man she let down today!" her father said and took her hand with force.

"NO!" Nilam said and released her hand and went to Rajan who crossed fingers with her hand.

"I will marry him as soon I finish university and he will finish him, till then you find a way to live with this idea or you can ditch me from family!"

"He failed once! He is like you said a spoiled brat and his mum will never forget the way you spoke to her!"

"She didn't say anything, the wrong sir, I was exactly like that till she came to my life again! If my family doesn't respect or accept us I can provide for her and myself. I do anything for her happiness." he said looking to her father as held her hand. Nilam stares at him and falls in love deeper.

***

Her family accepted this relationship and next two years they overlooked them. They meet only in her parent's view but have little escape when they kiss each other till their breath runs out. This meeting was so little time for their big love.

One misunderstand photo can make them touch the end before the race start. He left everything in London and come to finish his master's degree at her university. During this time Tomas finds out the name of the girl but when heard the university he thought might be another Nilam. Was it a bit strange cause every time Rajan wants to speak about Esther something comes up and he never ends his words?

"Why you come here, Rajan? To tell me that everything is over and to see how I will be with a broken heart!"

"Nil, I am here to tell that was nothing! The girl come and kiss me! I swear I didn't even glance toward her, all contrary, I was looking at her friend?!"

"What?" Nilam said in shock, in that empty classroom of University.

"Listen carefully, love of my life! Woman of my body! I was looking at the other one cause It looked like you, and I thought maybe you came for me!"

"So if this look-alike will come to you you will kiss for real!"

"Of course not! I can detect you by your aroma and the vibe you give to my heart love!" he said being head to head.

"Yeah, I saw it! Her lips over yours!"

"Come on Nil, I swear she kissed me and never thought she will be posted to you cause I don't even know who is her!"

"She is one of your ex-es back to Rajasthan."

"How? What?" he said and she give the messages she send to nilam with the photo too.

"This is absurd! Nil I don't remember her! Since I am yours I forgat who I am no more to remember random girls that were part of my past life, Love!"

"Is hard Raj I become a fool! What you will do it in my shoes?"

"I will kill him cause no one dares to kiss you by force!" he said and hold her face as hot tears escape from their eyes. He bent to kiss her but she put her fingers to his lips.

"Are cameras here!" she said and he put his head on her crook kissing and letting hot air there. She knows she can't resist more. Draw him to the storeroom, yes even universities have one!

"Why you brought me here?" he said but her reply was a clashing kiss.

"here! No! Cameras!" she said in every breath she could take. He pinned her to the door and hold her hands up as much he could. She likes to wear kurtas so is impossible for him to touch her skin, but he doesn't dare to touch her more than her hands, her waist. He respects her beyond his thoughts.

" Nil, love we need to get married soon, or I will not resist you for much longer!" he said heavily breathing on her ear.

" Just this year my spoiler brat boy!" she teased by nibbling his earlobe.

"I adore your boldness woman!"

"All your fault man! You make me forget everything I believe. If wasn't for the promise I made to my mum to wait for my wedding night I would be yours by now taking the risk to be one more on your list!" she said and the last word hurt both of them.

"You are in that list, baby like the last one and my forever one!" he said kissing her gently over her face.

***

Co-living with her friends day by day he noticed that has a similar thing between Tomas's storyline and Esthers too. When he saw a photo of them there he was convinced. She wanted to tell Nilam but knowing her friendship she will tell everything to Esther and she has heart problems. He tries to call Tom much time even let him a phone call message when explaining everything. A message that never comes to Tomas but To Anthony who checks everything.

Anthony protecting his daughter and reputation offer a deal To Rajan.

"You hush the truth to Esther, Tomas, and Nilam. With Tomas, you will cut all the ties and I will save your family from bankrupt, and make your mum accept Nilam as her daughter in low."

Rajan left without any choice cause he was giving him everything and he need only to hush to let the Time and Space their Love story.

"I accept!" he said.

The wedding start as soon she was holding her degree in her hand.

All the traditions took place in Rajasthan in his palace cause that couldn't be called a mansion. The palace was built by his grand-grandfather and resists almost 100 years in a perfect state.

They passed Roka rasam in California When their family meet and decide on the wedding. Nilam asked her sorry to his mum, she made like she forgot as Anthony asked.

The engagement start there in his palace when the girls were happy after three years, Esther was enjoying too with Hermione three years old that took the heart of everyone.

After this was Mehndi rasam when Nilam hide his name in henna style. Esther wrote Toms name and her mehndi was very red like Nilams too. Meaning that their husbands love them.

Sangeet comes as joyful events with singing and dancing. Girls over the year had learned something. Nilam and Rajan look beautiful together and all girls put black tikka on her to protect her future from bad eyes.

Who doesn't like Haldi rasam when all you can see is yellow of sun that covers the bride and groom body to make them more beautiful on the first night together. Girls apply to Nilam than to the groom and then play with that throw dancing.

Finally, they are in mandap and Esther is the one that stays beside Nilams doing all the jobs as a family member.

He put sindoor and mangalsutra. Together they go around fire accompanied by Pandi Ji's holy song and applaud everyone there.

"I can't promise 7life Nil, cause this can be my last life so I promise just One Lifetime. This Lifetime to love and respect! To honor and be by your side till my last breath!" he said as was seeing her face for the first time since sangeet.

They took shirvat and blessing words from everyone.

Nilam and Rajan together with her friends and family went to her old home which wasn't a palace but a small mansion for the Vedaai ceremony. Nilam let rice and prosperity to her family and by her beloved husband's side, she went to his home-palace.

His sister stopped their brother and bride to enter inside. This is Dwar Rokai Ceremony. Rajan holds out his wallet and gives money to his big sisters and finally they open the road.

Before Nilam enters she push a jar of rice and let red footsteps as walks inside.

His sisters of blood and her sisters of life arranged their room than after a bit refreshing Nilam enters in her red heavy Lehenga with not-so-heavy jewelry. And was placed over the king-sized bed covered in rose petals all room is decorated in red.

Rajan enter and closed the door. He saw her there and his heartbeat increased in every step he took toward her. She felt her butterfly heart flying inside her ribcage.

He bent before her feet end touched them she saw it from her dupatta as he took blessing from her feet.

"Nil for me you are not just woman love you are a goddess incarnation in human form!" he said and remove her dupatta showing her beauty and tears that were letting her eyes.

" I love you! " she said and give him a hug that he didn't refuse.

"In our home there in California, I will carry in my arms to the bed!"

"You don't need to wait you can do it here too!" she said and he grabbed in his arms and sent her to the other side of the bed, letting her gently prase his body over hers.

"I am sorry for the pain I will give you tonight my lovely bride!" he whispered in her ear.

"I accept you sorry my beloved husband!"

He raised up and start to remove her jewelry letting kisses. Thankfully her hair was easily caught and just flow around her shoulders. As she was only on her heavy lehenga and blouse he let her undress him too.

Finally were full naked facing each other all shy and same time shameless.

Yes this can be their first time and for her definitely was first-ever but they were experts her boldness just take over her every time he challenge her.

Both they find each other without breath he over her and in one move she is over him resting peacefully.

"Was like you imagination Nil?"

"Beyond imagination! You did enjoy or I wasn't on your prediction!" she said worrying his words.

"I show you my prediction now!" he said it and round two was on the way with other rounds till fall dead and sun was rising above the earth.

They come out the next day and he took all the fault as the girl's giggles around.

**

Was meant that their life to be filled with petal roses but thorns come up. First, his mum never stop messing with Nil and she supported everything till he heard it.

"I put cameras all over the place one more bad word to my wife and we are gone and you stay alone in this palace mum! Dad control your wife!" he said taking Nilam for a dinner outside when he scold it to not be like those wives that hush around.

His mum had other plans she put someone to chase Nilam and to pretend to be in love with her so she can prove her son she is bad. Nil went to the police and put charges against him that same day when some photos come to Rajan's hands.

"Nil explain these photos!" he demands before her family.

"This is the bastard that is falling me around, finally I have his face! How you get this Rajan?" she said surprisingly to his mum.

"She never holds a secret to me! Do again one of this and I will put you in jail, dear mother!" he menaced his mum when were alone.

The man is furious with Nilam he tries to rape her when Rajan comes for her and bit the crap out of him. She barely came out from this horror moment all thanks to his love.

His mum pulls another plan, profiting that Nilam wents to her granny in New Delhi for a week when she returns, finds him with another woman naked on the bed.

"Nil when did you come love?" he asked sleepy-looking to her that bent down crying. He comes from bad barely cause his head bus too much didn't notice that was naked yet.

"Nil what's wrong love!" he said almost crying.

"Raj babe, where are you?" a woman voice comes from bed. Here he saw himself and why she was crying.

"NIL I swear on our love that I have no idea what is going here!" he said and she believed his eyes.

"I told you don't go to the room!" was his mum's voice standing there. Nilam removes her dupatta and gives him to cover up and stand up on her feet. Grabe by hair the girl that is sleeping on her bed and throws her out of the room.

"If you don't want the same treatment you better go mam!" she said showing the door. She leaves and Nilam closes the door.

"Raj you decide our next move!" she said in a crying voice.

"Prepare our baggage, we are leaving today!"

**

From that awful moment, beautiful ones came. Her pregnancy. Twins! He supports her business. Their love was stronger day by day till faced his redemption for all the bad things she lived beside him.

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"Did you forget everything Rajan?" she said again and tears fall to her pink cheeks. Rajan just had seen all his life as a short movie. Nilam had seen the same too and hopes he feels the same. He removed her hand from the broken bottle.

"First never do this again!" he said and after were in the safe zone he stare at those brown almond-shaped eyes.

"I can't live without you and you say I go to someone else who is my friend, my brother of life! You don't love me anymore that you give up on me after promising this One Lifetime together!" she said and tears were waterfall on her eyes. He didn't say anything only trying to dry her tears she moves away.

"If you give up on me you don't have the right to touch me or to dry my tears!" she said and wanted to turn away but he grabs from her wrist and pull to his body.

"All I said it was only to give you a better chance than me, but I remembered that I rather die than see you in arms of someone else! As I said that day on mandap this One Lifetime you are only mine and I am only yours!" he said and put his free hand on her back to be sure she will not move away, and her wrist slowly put down and bent his head to meet her lips. She didn't kiss as he hoped.

"We gonna stay all night like this till you kiss me, Nil!"

"Then we stay, you are holding me and I am liking to see you like this, surrender to my moves!" she said teasing him by playing attempt kiss.

"You know I am not a too patient man, Love!"

"You wait three years for me, for a man that changed girls every week I think I can tease you all night long! You deserve this punishment for what you pull up in that not more beautiful mind of yours Husband!" she said and never stop playing.

"Let me ask you sorry love! I made you suffer so many times!" He said rubbing his nose with hers. His tears fall over her cheeks as he has put his lips on her front head.

"Raj look at me! You never make me suffer, stop putting else wrongs as yours! You made me fall and believe in love again! You are my wish complete! You make me feel a woman with just a shake hand, with your eyes, with these lips I can let my breath there! I feel the stars with you! You make me a mum, and support me in everything holding me when I lose it! How you can ever think you make me suffer you did so many incredible things for me and this last one was beyond words. You crossed the limits of love for me tonight now I believe more in you, just cause you to pull me the wrist as you did back ten years ago. I am breathing again! Don't let me go even in thoughts Raj!" she finished staring at him.

This was the first confront they had in years! She didn't kiss him yet so he took her in bridal style and went to their room. She was staring at him, all the way feeling his love that vibrate from his heart.

"You are my love, my most desire wished Nilam! Without you, I will be lost! If I made you a woman know that you made me a better man and a father! Just you to know I am waiting for my baby girl!" he said touching her belly now that they were face to face.

"You know that for a baby girl we need to do some homework!"

"I always complain about homework but this kind of homework you give me I love them!" he said kissing near lips. Waiting for her moves. She turns a bit of face toward his and kisses his lips wanting more, they end up in a bed full of clothes as they find a way to control each other. He can be the controller as was with others but he loves to let himself in her control and helps her as all he wishes is her happiness. She knows and lets him have control this time.

"Make love to me, as you want Raj!" she said to him as he was staring her down his body.

After a rocking night, they were in bed him hugging her behind, inhaling and exhaling on her silky dark hair. He was awake but didn't want to let the bed yet, her aroma was hypnotized. She moves inner his arms open eyes slowly to meet his gaze.

"I love you!" she whispers."

"No more than me!" he said and bent to her lips for a morning kiss, but she has other plans ...

"Every love is special and unique Raj! Our love is to face diary obstacles, random ones, and to succeed every time! Their love I am saying Esthers and Tomas has to face Time and Space over and over! My parents and yours face the awkward of co-living with a perfect stranger in the same room. Even having sex without knowing well each other cause the other wanted. My parents fall in love for real, yours not unfortunately but share a respect for each other. Life is like this! I am glad that you are written in my destiny!" she said after breakfast when they were in the living room she over his lap held by his arms.

"Nil, my dear wife what are you meaning with all this talk!" he said playing with her hair.

"Esther destiny was written before you came to our life. Our Pandit Ji predicts her future, strange he never predicts mine! Whatever! <She will suffer the heartbreak from the men she trusts most!> she always trust her father most he betrayed her faith! He separates them by wanting only to save his daughter. He never believed in their love till he witness that even apart the first and last thought for them was for each other. When he wanted to play cupid destiny choose differently. Can you imagine they have been so close to each other, I can even think that they have been just a turning head away and didn't happen. You stop blaming yourself for choosing your family, Tom did the same, Esther did the same, even uncle Anthony did the same. Choosing your loved one and your family is never wrong only when you don't push buttons too far as uncle Anthony did. Esther will wake up soon and gonna reign around our Realm for many decades now with that new heart."

" I am waiting for that to Nil cause as a king from a different Realm I will punish her and Tom by taking care of our sweet twins that are so "obedient" for a month or two! I will take you on a third honeymoon!"

" I like the idea but we need to take Noah and Angel too!"

"More kids for the queen I like it!"

"Just for your information Raj our twins before her becomes soldiers to High Order so you can't torture her!" she said giggling and he loves her giggling way.