why ?

is it me

why ?

I don't think I can do this

it hurts to mush, please

someone help me

I can do this

Not by my self

do you love me?or is it all a lie

because I love you with all my heart

they day you leave

you made a hole in my heart

that hole can never be fixed

I know sometimes I'm mean to you

but it's not my fault

I try so hard to not to get mad at you

but sometimes I can't help it

that's what love makes you do right?

I love you so much

That I would take a bullet for you

I would die for you

but sometimes I don't think you would care

or you would do the same for me

someone ask me ones if I had one wish what would it be?

most people would say to wish for 1 milling more

but not me

if I had one wish I wouldn't wish for something for my self

I would wish for others

because sometimes wish for others is better than wishing for your self

but like you said I'm not like other people

right ?

we as people lie to your self

so that we believe the false

and not the truth

if we lie to your self we will believe it

and that can get others killed

or get someone you love killed

and that is what happened to me

I told my self I was ok and look where that got me

now Tommy is die because of me

and I loved him with all my heart

I would give up being the god of Twitter for him

I would trade all my days to hug him, kiss him

but know it is too late and his gone

know it's just me

try to get the killer but I am the killer so its just a game

and Tommy mint have died but his the true winner here

I lose the game and he won

I lose when he dies

he won when he die

and know its just no point on going

if he not here with me

people think a killer is a heart lise person

but some killers have hearts

I know this because I am one of them

and know that heart is broking

and no one can fix it

I hope you know Tommy that I love you with all my heart

I was yours and you were mine

I love you Tommy

and I hope one day I can see you again

your love Nick

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and if you guys were asking why Nick was a killer 

its because he killed Jon 

so that Tommy would love him

but what Nick did not know was that Tommy love Nick and that Nick did have to kill Jon 

some when he killed Jon the pilose fors ( Tommy was in ) was trying to find who did it

Nick had his friend Cory to help him 

He told Cory to stop them from find did out it was him 

so Cory killed Tommy because he was close to finding what it was Nick 

when Nick here that Tommy die he was really sad and mad 

Nick toke Tommy place ( Nick did not know that Cory killed Tommy and Cory did not tell him eath )

know they were trying to find who killed Jon and Tommy 

but Nick was just trying to find how killed his love 

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so yay that what happened

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