once again
The first thing Miu registered was pain.
A sharp, pulsing ache spread across her skull, so intense that even the quiet, steady "beep... beep..." beside her felt like someone striking metal inside her head. She opened her eyes and was met with a white ceiling, the cold glow of hospital lights, and the sterile scent of disinfectant that clung to the air. The bedsheet brushed against her fingertips—rough, but warm.
She understood then: she was in a hospital.
But the pain wasn't what held her attention.
A woman sat in the corner of the room, half-slouched yet strangely tense, dressed in a crisp white shirt and a dark blazer. One leg crossed over the other, chin resting in her palm. Her finger tapped lightly against her lips, a small restless movement that suggested she'd been awake far longer than she should have.
Miu frowned. She didn't know who the woman was.
Or maybe she simply didn't know anything. Her mind felt hollow, fogged-over, stripped clean. She didn't even know who she herself was.
She drew a breath. Tried to remember. Tried to grasp at anything at all. But every shape, every sound, every half-formed image slipped away like mist between her fingers.
A ringtone broke the quiet. The woman jumped slightly before pulling out her phone.
"Lena speaking."
The name sent a tiny spark fluttering through Miu's empty mind. Familiar, but weak. She studied the woman more carefully. Soft waves of brown hair brushing her shoulders, catching the early sunlight with a faint reddish glow. A sharp yet delicate face. Pale lipstick. Under the tiredness, she was... beautiful.
Miu didn't remember her, but her heartbeat stumbled.
"Okay. Keep me updated," Lena said, and when she turned, their eyes met.
The room seemed to shrink until only the two of them existed within it.
Lena froze. Her breath caught. Then she lowered the phone slowly, as if afraid any sudden movement might break the moment.
"You're awake..." she whispered, her voice rough and trembling.
Miu blinked a few times, throat painfully dry. "Um... hello?"
Lena didn't answer immediately. Instead, she poured water into a cup and brought it to Miu with careful hands.
"Here. The doctor said you might be thirsty."
"Thank you." Miu sipped, wincing at the burn down her throat.
"How are you feeling?" Lena asked.
"My head hurts. And I'm... dizzy."
"The doctor said you fell. Down the stairs, maybe." Lena hesitated for a heartbeat. "You're lucky you didn't break anything."
"Fell?" Miu repeated. "I don't... remember."
Lena's expression tightened, but her tone softened. "He said you might have temporary memory loss. Don't push yourself."
"You're... Lena?" Miu ventured.
"Yes." Lena paused, as if deciding how much to say. "I live with you. We're housemates."
Housemates. The word felt too simple for the emotion flickering in Lena's eyes—something deeper, more fragile, as if she were quietly guarding something she wasn't ready to lose.
"How long have you been here?" Miu asked.
"Since last night. They said you might wake up this morning, so..." Lena offered a small, tired smile. "I stayed."
"Thank you."
"You don't need to thank me. I should be thanking you."
"For what?"
"For opening your eyes. And... looking at me."
Miu didn't understand why those words made her chest tighten.
Later, the doctor came to check on her again. He reminded her to rest, reassured her that her memory would return gradually, and suggested avoiding stress. Lena stood beside the bed the whole time, listening carefully, asking small, precise questions, her presence steady and quiet.
After the doctor left, the room returned to a calm stillness.
"Still nothing?" Lena asked gently.
Miu shook her head. "Everything's fog. I feel like I knew you, but I don't know how."
"I've known you for a long time." Lena smiled softly, a little sadly.
Miu's eyes drifted to the silver ring on Lena's left hand. It caught the light like a small secret.
"It's pretty," she murmured without thinking.
Lena followed her gaze. "This? You gave it to me."
"I did?"
"Yeah. When we went to the beach."
The words stirred something in Miu—a flash of salt air, golden light, laughter carried by wind. But just as quickly as it appeared, it dissolved, leaving only a throbbing sting behind her eyes.
Lena reached out and placed her hand gently over Miu's. Her touch was warm, grounding.
"Don't force it," she whispered. "Your memories will come back when they're ready."
"I just feel... scared," Miu admitted. "Like I walked into a place I used to love, but now everything looks unfamiliar."
"I know that feeling." Lena squeezed her hand lightly. "I lost you once before. I can't lose you again."
Miu looked up sharply. "You... lost me?"
Lena smiled, but it was tired and wistful. "You were mad at me. You ended up in a hospital bed too. Except that time, you remembered everything—but you pretended to forget just to scare me."
Miu let out a soft, disbelieving laugh. "Sounds like something from a movie."
"Our life is practically a movie."
That made them both laugh—quietly, in a way that warmed the cold room.
As the day faded, Miu grew more alert but strangely emptier inside. She glanced at Lena sitting beside her bed, still awake, still watching over her.
"You're not going home at all?" she asked.
"No. What if you wake up and no one's here?"
"I'm not a child."
"I know." Lena's voice softened. "But I want to stay."
"Are you always this stubborn?"
"With you, yes."
Miu laughed under her breath. "I'm starting to believe you."
"Believe what?"
"That you really do know me."
"Not just know." Lena leaned closer. Her voice dropped to something intimate and fragile. "Love."
Miu felt a tremor run through her chest. "Don't joke with someone who has amnesia."
"I'm not joking."
"Then... prove it."
Lena didn't hesitate. She leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to Miu's forehead—so light, so gentle, it felt like a memory brushing against her skin.
Miu's heart thudded painfully.
"Now do you believe me?" Lena whispered.
"I... think so."
Night settled slowly, and the hospital lights dimmed to a cool blue. Miu lay with her eyes closed, her hand still held in Lena's. Lena's thumb traced slow circles on her skin, a motion too practiced to be new.
"Lena?" Miu murmured.
"Hmm?"
"I don't remember much. But... I think I used to be really happy."
"Why do you think that?"
"Because I don't feel alone when you're here."
Lena tightened her grip gently. "If you feel that, it's enough."
A while passed before Miu spoke again, voice barely above a whisper.
"If I still can't remember anything tomorrow... will you tell me everything from the beginning?"
"I will."
"Every moment?"
"Yes. How we met. Our first time holding hands. Our trip to the beach."
"And when I gave you the ring?"
"That too."
"And if I keep asking, will you get annoyed?"
"No. I'll only be glad you're asking."
"You're too gentle."
"Only with you."
Miu smiled, a soft, sleepy curve of her lips. Lena watched her with an expression full of quiet devotion.
By morning, sunlight filled the room. Miu blinked awake, finding Lena's hand still wrapped around hers. The silver ring glimmered faintly.
"Good morning," Miu whispered, her voice raspy but calm.
Lena jerked slightly in surprise, then smiled. "You're up."
"Mhm. And I... remember a little."
Lena's breath caught. "What do you remember?"
"That I told you not to joke with someone who has amnesia." Miu looked up, eyes bright. "And that you kissed me."
Lena's expression softened, relief trembling through her smile. "Do you want me to tell you the rest?"
Miu shook her head gently. "I think... I want to remember the rest another way."
"What way?"
"By letting you kiss me again."
Lena let out a shaky laugh. "If that's what you want..."
She leaned in.
In the calm morning light, with the faint scent of antiseptic lingering in the air, their lips met softly—warm, steady, real.
Memory could wait.
For now, feeling was enough.
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