"Ugh..."

When did I fall asleep...?!

6:06 am

Wednesday, Dec, 07

Last night I was in the skype call with him and he was playing League... I wasn't able to play so we just talked... I must have fallen asleep...

He probably hung up... It's been 6 hours.

Last night, I was about to tell him something...

---Flashback---

[1:06 am] SB (The other guy): I got skype too lol

[1:06 am] C (him):It's not that I wanna ditch you

SB: mb

C: but it's alone time for this girl and I ;)

SB: So you wanna ditch me for real

C: She's my gf. You know how it is

SB: Really?

C: Online thing man, don't judge!

--- End flashback ---

He had a great excuse to be alone with me, didn't he?

 "It's alone time for this girl..."

"She's my gf..."

He didn't know what he had done...

My hear beat like crazy when he sent me that convo...

I know what that means...

At that moment, I even hope it was real, the relationship he made up...

"The heart wants what it wants"

I hate that I can't control my feeling...

It's such a wishful thinking that he was still in the call and said "Good morning" to me when I woke up.

"Silly..."

"Stupid me..."

"Hey Dark"

He's... still there...

"Dark, you're up?"

That guy, he...

"Yeah, you've been here the whole time?"

"Well yeah, I just wait for you!"

My feeling can't be held anymore.

"Hey, the thing I was about to tell you last night..."

"Yeah? What was it?"

"Umh... I think... I just... fall for you..."