12:43 am

Kim Taehyung
I know it's late

Kim Taehyung
But are you there?

Shin Soohyo
Yeah
I couldnt sleep

Kim Taehyung
I was really hoping you’d
be online

Shin Soohyo
Why

Kim Taehyung
I just... felt lonely

Kim Taehyung
Don't take it the wrong
way

Shin Soohyo
Are you okay?

Kim Taehyung
Yeah just a bit...
i dont know

Kim Taehyung
I mean the day went well
nothing really happened
but then i got to bed and
tried to sleep and my head
is suddenly filled with thoughts...

Kim Taehyung
Sorry for bothering you like
this It's late at night and you
should sleep

Shin Soohyo
But I'd rather listen to you
than sleep

Shin Soohyo
I'm not sleepy anyway

Shin Soohyo
do you want to talk
about it?

Kim Taehyung
I dont know how to put it
it may sound funny or trivial

Kim Taehyung
I cant process my thoughts well
right now

Shin Soohyo
It's okay
just start from anywhere
I'll pick it off somewhere along
the lines

Shin Soohyo
And nothing is trivial if its
bothering you

Kim Taehyung
The thing that bothers me is
myself

Kim Taehyung
I feel like a stranger to myself

Kim Taehyung is typing

1:13 am

Shin Soohyo
And??

Kim Taehyung
Sorry... i just dont want to
bother you with my thoughts

Shin Soohyo
I'd very much like to get bothered
cause i know you will feel better
after you clear your heavy chest

Kim Taehyung
It's just that...
In the past i was so happy, like
I'd always laugh out loud
and have fun, scream
on top of my lungs, i was...
carefree

Kim Taehyung
But after high school started
i dont know what changed
within me i just... changed

Kim Taehyung
Maybe i got matured and stuff,
that's what i thought

Kim Taehyung
But these days as high school
being on it's way ending, college
entrance nearing, and me studying
all day to make it out there i
realized how much i missed
my old self

Kim Taehyung
It was like someone had just
cut of my wings

Kim Taehyung
And that was me

Kim Taehyung
but i dont know how this change
occurred it just did i was getting
less carefree, more realistic and
now i am here

Kim Taehyung
When i laugh often it's forced

Kim Taehyung
I'm sorry for keeping you up
this late at night

Shin Soohyo
I think It's the society tae
as you got older the pressure
kept rising, you started to crumble
underneath it and soon you lost
your self

Shin Soohyo
But i believe those wings
are still attached to you perhaps
they are not visible at this moment
cause they are waiting for you
to flourish and find your own
self again

Shin Soohyo
Your soul is beautiful no matter
what taehyung i strongly believe
that you dont need to force yourself
to be happy and carefree when the
time is right it will blossom within
you naturally

Kim Taehyung
I'm not that good person you
think i am soohyo

Kim Taehyung
You'll realize soon

Kim Taehyung
It was cute how you called
me tae at the first message
though

Shin Soohyo
I didnt realize-

Kim Taehyung
I know it's already close to 2
am but can i request something?

Shin Soohyo
Yeah

Kim Taehyung
Can i hear your voice?

Kim Taehyung
I'll call you on messenger just
for 2 minutes 

Shin Soohyo
my voice is really boyish
though

Shin Soohyo
And i hate my voice

Kim Taehyung
If you wouldnt like to then that's
okay

Shin Soohyo
No
call me but dont laugh
at my voice

Kim Taehyung is calling you on messenger

Accept  | Decline

Kim Taehyung
[Hello?]

Soohyo breathes, pursing
her lips tightly into a thin line.
under her blanket flashed and
a red mess. His speaking voice
was as velvety as she always
thought it would be

Kim Taehyung
[At least say hello? Are you
too shy?]

He chuckles in his deep
voice

Shin Soohyo
[H-hello]

Soohyo croaks out. Suddenly
nervous and anxious

Kim Taehyung
[I just needed to hear someone's
voice so it wouldn’t feel so lonely]

Kim Taehyung
[And I'm feeling better after telling
you all that. So thank you]

Kim Taehyung
[Soohyo]

The way Taehyung carefully
said her name made her head
spin

Shin Soohyo
[It's alright... talk to me anytime
you want]

Shin Soohyo
[I will be here]

Kim Taehyung
[Thanks]

Kim Taehyung
[You know Soohyo, i...]

3 minute 32 seconds

the call ended

2:17 am

Kim Taehyung
Sorry there was a problem with
my wifi

Shin Soohyo
What were you trying to say

Kim Taehyung
That yeona has a sweeter voice
than you :)

Shin Soohyo
...

Shin Soohyo
I just checked and saw shes
online why didnt you go talk
to her then???

Kim Taehyung
I was just messing with you
lmao i knew you were always
jealous with yeona and now
i became sure of if

Kim Taehyung
it had to be you

Shin Soohyo
You are an asshole you know

Kim Taehyung
Why does it sound sweet when
you call me that ;)

Kim Taehyung
Well it's really late now and i
got to sleep else i wont be
able to concentrate in my
classes today

Shin Soohyo
Okay goodnight

Kim Taehyung
Good night

Kim Taehyung
And the thing i wanted to say
is

Kim Taehyung
I think your voice is really pretty

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A/n: WHERE MY SOOHYUNG (SOOHYO + TAE) SHIPPERS AT?? I DONT SEE YOU GUYS THESE DAYS

also i was supposed to update yesterday but i heard the news of sulli so i didnt. I was really sad, the whole day i kept thinking about her, scrolling through her ig feed.

If you guys have read alternate you know how strong my fear it is to lose someone who seemed okay on the outside. Please if you ever see someone showing even a minor symptom of depression dont bat an eye.

Dont be late or you could lose a friend a too.