(23) REALISED AND RECTIFIED
Being exclusive, not just only a feature, it's a feeling when it comes to relationship. Some persons are exclusive to our certain emotions. The fields of our emotions which belong to their initiations can't accept anyone else's interference if any internal conflict arises there.
The fact about which Subhadra was uncomfortable needed Kanha's care to make that get into it's soothing chamber. It's not that Arjun could haven't done that, but his attempts could haven't drove her discomfort fully away without Kanha's initiation.
Kanha's initiation was necessary not only because he was an elder brother to Subhadra. It was necessary, because before Arjun if Subhadra had felt safe and comfortable around any man then they were her brothers, mostly Kanha in a specific way unlike dau.
Not only being Subhadra her feeling of being comfortable around him had registered in his name since the time her existence was recognised as Yogmaya. Yogmaya had closeness only with her Yogeshwar as her Lord, as her mentor, as the one who owned each and every emotion of her.
Before one day of Rakhsha bandhan Subhadra arrived at Dwarka along with Pradyumn. Everyone welcomed her with the happiness as if they got back their lost gem after many prayers. After her arrival her sisters in law had acquired all her time and attention in name of chatting about the unsaid words which they couldn't share with her through letters and choosing the best attire for her on occasion of Raksha bandhan.
On the other hand Dushala also arrived at Indraprastha to celebrate Raksha bandhan along with her husband, the king of Sindh, Jayadrath. For Dushala her cousins were no less than her own brothers. Even though Kaurav brothers had hostility with Pandav brothers since childhood Dushala never had considered that while loving and paying respect to her cousins, Pandav brothers.
After receiving a warm welcome Dushala started to pour her love on her cousins tying sacred threads on their wrist, doing tilak and feeding sweets. Brothers too flooded her with love and lots of gifts.
"Where's Subhadra? I mean Sister in law Subhadra," Jayadrath corrected his addressing towards Subhadra at a sharp glare of Arjun.
"Yes, where's she? In excitement of meeting you all I forgot to ask about her," Dushala too repeated her husband's question, obviously not in his voice.
"She went to Dwarka to celebrate Raksha bandhan," Draupadi replied with a smiling face.
"Why did she go there? Looks like she didn't know about our visit or else she wouldn't go there," Jayadrath caressed his lower lip with thumb provoking discomfort in Arjun followed by anger.
"What do you mean?" Without expressing his anger he shot his question at Jayadrath.
"I mean if she had known about our visit then the excitement of meeting us would haven't let her go to Dwarka," While indicating about himself in excuse of the word "Us" Jayadrath's evil intention wasn't hidden near Arjun.
"I had heard a lot about her, about her goodness, about her gestures. How caring and compassionate she is! How her wise words can take anyone to some other world along with her beauty!," Jayadrath blurred out those words dreamily making the coat of patience crumbled over Arjun's face.
"Not only softness her sharpness too can appear anytime suddenly and severely," Faking a smile Arjun excused himself there.
He went back to his chamber wishing some alone time for himself. He was surprised over the discomfort he felt due to Jayadrath's words and expressions while mentioning Subhadra. When he was wondering over his feeling something knocked into his mind.
"Now I understood Subhi's discomfort. How inconsiderate I was about such a reason!" He scolded himself after realising the fact.
"Subhadra was hesitating to be around Panchali as she had assumed that Duryodhan was the reason of our marriage. Subhi was feeling uncomfortable in name of Duryodhan's involvement in our love. Subhi was uncomfortable about the thought Panchali had nurtured in her mind about our marriage," He confirmed going deeper into realisation.
"She was ignoring me as I kept supporting Panchali's thought silently. I too became a cause of her discomfort unknowingly. I hadn't revealed about my love for Subhi before our marriage," He was shocked over what could have done very before.
"I would haven't understood her discomfort if Jayadrath hadn't arose the same discomfort in me praising Subhi, and poking nose in between us," Feeling relaxed he sighed.
That day he revealed his love life with Subhadra to Draupadi. He confessed his love for Subhadra before marriage, and Duryodhan was just an initiation to provoke the situations till their marriage. Though Draupadi had accepted Subhadra as a sister she couldn't control the voluntary affect of her sadness over the revelation.
That sadness didn't last long when she remembered Subhadra's genuine care and respect towards her. She smiled at that reminiscence, at Arjun's care for her making the revelation smooth for her.
Feeling light at her smile he hugged her gently. Both poured the happiness of that moment at each other.
"Let Subhadra come. I will ask her why she didn't correct me when I shared my assumption with her," Breaking the hug Draupadi complained.
"Did she find me that much weak to accept the truth, Arya?" Her complaining look turned into a saddened one at once.
"No, absolutely not. It can't be her thought. She can never demean you imagining you in frame of a weak person. She wanted me to reveal this truth to you. I had fall for at first. So, it should be my responsibility to reveal everything to you. She just didn't interfere in my part. That's it," Witnessing a happy nod of Draupadi he too smiled reciprocating the glow of her smile.
The vibes after rectifying mistake is too peaceful, but in case of Arjun the peace had a lack without the presence of Subhadra. After playing his part he was waiting for her eagerly to be embraced by peace the fullest.
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