02
The night stretches on like a second skin, thin and close, breathing against the windows of the penthouse safehouse. New York City glows below in restless color, an electric bruise smeared across the skyline. Horns bleat in the distance. Sirens wail somewhere far off, echoing like a memory neither of them claims.
Inside the suite, all is still.
The air is faintly perfumed by the static cleanliness of hotel disinfectant and something else, cologne, maybe. Something crisp and medicinal. Suki sits at the monitor desk, spine straight, attention fixed. Her fingers rest lightly against the trackpad as security feeds slide from one frame to the next.
Hallway. Stairwell. Elevator shaft. External perimeter.
No movement.
No anomalies.
No threat.
It should be boring.
But it isn't.
Not with him in the room.
Dex sits ten feet away at a low glass table, a neat pile of incident reports stacked beside him. His jacket is off. Shirt sleeves rolled to his elbows. Pen tapping once against the surface before gliding across a page. He's not focused, not really. The pen hovers more than it moves. His eyes keep drifting, toward her, then away. Like a man trying not to touch a bruise.
Suki doesn't look up from the monitors.
She sees everything, though.
The way his gaze hangs too long when he thinks she isn't looking. The flick of his fingers against the paper when she adjusts her posture. He's quiet. Precise. But there's a hum to him--something barely leashed.
And she doesn't trust quiet men with hungry eyes.
Still, she gives him nothing.
She watches the screens like they're holy scripture, and she is the last believer.
Hours pass like that. Quiet, but never peaceful.
At midnight, they switch.
She rises from the monitor chair, stretching once, shoulders pulling tight under her blouse. Dex stands without a word, already moving to take her place. They don't speak as they trade positions. Their hands brush, just barely, on the chair's backrest.
Electric.
Suki doesn't react. She sits at the paperwork table, smoothing her slacks before flipping open the top file in the stack. Her handwriting is clean and sharp. Her notes are efficient. Her discipline is not performative. It is armor.
Dex sits behind her now, the glow of the screens casting his face in blue and white. His expression doesn't shift. But something inside him does. Watching her from behind is different. She's quieter here. Not just physically, but inside. Less guarded, somehow, without knowing it.
The sound of her pen scratches the silence.
He listens to it like music.
And then, finally, he speaks.
"You like New York so far?"
The question is simple. Innocuous.
She doesn't turn around.
"It's loud," She replies.
He nods. Watches the hallway feed, "Louder than D.C.?"
"In a different way."
"I've only been to D.C. once," He says, "Didn't like it."
Suki finishes a line on the page and lifts her head, "Too clean for you?"
A faint smile pulls at his lips, "Too fake."
She glances at him over her shoulder, brief, "You saying New York is more honest?"
He tilts his head, "More honest about being dishonest. I can respect that."
She hums once, a small sound. Noncommittal. Then returns to her file.
He watches her a beat longer.
"So... did you always want to be in the Bureau?"
She doesn't answer right away. Her fingers pause over the page.
"No," She says, finally, "I wanted to be a ballerina."
A lie. A deflection. A joke with the sharpness of a knife pressed to skin.
He knows that. Because he's read everything. And she knows it too, because he's asking questions with answers he already owns.
"You started martial arts at four," He says, "Right?"
She closes the folder softly.
Looks at him.
The smile he wears isn't quite a smile. His eyes flicker with something-- pride, familiarity, obsession barely disguised as curiosity.
Suki folds her hands over her lap, "You got pretty far."
He nods, unapologetic, "I did."
"Most people stop at the second page. My name's too long."
"I liked the way it sounded," He says, voice soft, "Wanted to know how to say it right."
Suki doesn't know what to say to that. It's not romantic. It's not creepy. It's... something in between. Something harder to name.
So she says nothing.
She opens the next file.
Dex doesn't press. He just watches.
After a while, "You have family here?"
"No."
"Friends?"
"No."
"Anyone who'll miss you if something happens?"
She lifts her eyes, slow and deliberate.
"That a threat?"
"No." His voice is too calm. Too honest, "Just a question."
Silence settles again.
The city howls in the distance.
When two a.m. arrives, the coffee is cold, and the suite feels like a snow globe trapped in another season. The room is too pristine. Too quiet. They haven't heard a word from Fisk. Haven't had any updates. And yet there's a tension in the air, tight as piano wire.
Suki rises from the paperwork table, stepping past Dex with a nod.
"I'll take the monitors again."
He stands immediately. Not out of politeness, out of instinct.
They pass each other once more. And again, that brush of skin. Her knuckles this time, just grazing the side of his wrist.
She sits.
He remains standing for a moment longer than necessary.
Then turns, walking slowly back to the paperwork.
As he sits, he keeps his eyes on her reflection in the black of the TV screen across the room. Watches the curve of her cheekbone. The slope of her shoulder. The way she leans slightly forward when she concentrates.
She doesn't go out. Doesn't drink. Doesn't dance. She wakes up early and makes her bed. Her apartment is spotless. Her life is nothing like it once was.
But Dex knows.
Somewhere inside her, the fire still flickers.
4:03 a.m.
The elevator dings low and tired.
Ray Nadeem steps out looking like he's just walked through a war he can't talk about, hair tousled, shirt rumpled, the knot of his tie slowly loosening like the tension he drags behind him. He offers a weary smile the moment he sees Dex, but it doesn't reach his eyes.
"Sorry for the delay," He says, clapping his hands together like that can push the fatigue away, "Family stuff."
Dex doesn't stand.
Suki does.
Her posture is crisp, composed, even after nearly twelve hours of silence, flickering monitors, and muted lights.
"You must be Agent Higashi--" Ray starts, stumbling over the syllables like someone tripping in the dark.
"Higashikokubaru," She corrects gently, but not warmly.
He winces, good-natured,"Right. Sorry. I'll get there."
"Everyone tries. They don't always succeed."
Her voice is polite, clipped. Professional.
Dex watches the exchange from his chair, chin resting in his palm, fingers curled slightly over his lips like he's trying to hide a smirk. He likes the way she says it. Her name. Her tone. The flatness of her refusal to entertain. He wonders how long she practiced that voice in the mirror. How long it took her to learn how to make herself unreachable.
He plans to find out.
Nadeem glances between the two of them, "You're both off the clock. Back here by eight. Go get some rest, or caffeine, or-- whatever it is agents like you do when they're not babysitting sociopaths."
Dex's eyes flick sideways. Not at Ray. At Suki.
But she doesn't meet his gaze.
She simply nods, collects her coat from the chair, and makes for the elevator.
She doesn't say goodbye.
4:17 a.m.
The city is breathless at this hour.
Quiet, but never dead. New York doesn't sleep. It lurches, lulls, smolders under its own skin. Trash trucks wheeze in the distance. Neon signs buzz even when no one's looking.
Suki walks alone.
Her breath fogs in the pre-dawn cold. Her footsteps are soft but certain. The hem of her coat flutters as she turns a corner near 48th, blending into the slow pulse of the streetlights.
She doesn't notice she's being followed.
She wouldn't, not yet. Not from the rooftop across the street. Not in the half-sleep daze that weighs down her limbs after hours of stillness and silence.
Dex walks the opposite way first.
Then turns back.
Then up.
He scales the fire escape of a nearby building like it's choreography. Like it's something his body remembers without thought. No hesitation. No clatter of boot on metal. Just smooth, quiet ascent, like a ghost rising.
From the rooftop, he can see her building.
Modest. Brick. Nothing fancy.
A dark rectangle of windows lined up like teeth.
He raises the binoculars slowly.
He sees the shadows of boxes near the front door. Cardboard stacked neatly, like she labeled them but hasn't touched them since.
She moves through the space with practiced choreography, dropping her coat on a chair, setting her phone on a shelf. She takes her shoes off. Opens the window just an inch, to let the stale air out. He watches the way her fingers trail across the glass.
There are no photos on the wall.
No plants. No clutter. No evidence of a life lived in color.
Only order.
Only silence.
She disappears into another room.
Then the light turns off.
Dex lowers the binoculars. Not fully. Just enough to breathe.
He should leave.
He tells himself that three times.
But his feet don't move.
Because he's not here to hurt her. Not here to scare her. Not here to do anything to her.
He just wants to understand.
The same way he studied Eileen, her habits, her speech patterns, the color of her lipstick and the rhythm of her typing. She was poetry. Clean. Constant.
Until...
Suki is different. She doesn't fidget. She doesn't perform. She's not interested in being liked. She speaks like someone who's always translating. Someone who once trusted the world and was burned down to the marrow for it.
And maybe, just maybe, that's what Dex sees in her.
A shape of himself in cleaner lines.
A mirror that doesn't distort.
He lifts the binoculars one more time.
A flicker of light again, bedroom this time.
She's curled in the far corner of the bed. Still dressed, barely under the blanket, as if she didn't bother to undress or didn't care to. Her hand is curled beneath her cheek. One arm over her chest.
He imagines her breath. Slow. Rhythmic. Predictable.
She's sleeping.
And somehow, that image is more intimate than anything he's known in years.
He watches until the light fades again.
Until the sky starts to go from obsidian to dull gray.
Until his fingers ache from the cold and his knees lock.
Only then does Dex back away from the ledge.
He doesn't smile. Doesn't speak. Doesn't think too hard about what he's doing.
He just disappears into the shadows like he was never there.
But in his mind--
In the space where obsession sharpens into purpose--
She's still glowing.
Sleeping.
Beautiful.
His.
He just has to wait for her to know it.
8:00 a.m.
The lobby smells like lemon wax and fatigue.
Too early for most things. Too late for regrets.
Suki enters first, hair still slightly damp from the shower she barely remembered to take, blazer crisp, sleeves rolled once at the wrist. Her heels click across the marble as she moves through the glass-and-gold lobby with the same silence she always carries, graceful, aloof, untouchable.
Dex is already there, waiting for her beneath the haloed light of a chandelier, two coffee cups in hand.
He doesn't wave.
He doesn't smile.
Just lifts one cup slightly in her direction.
As if this is normal.
As if they've done this a thousand times before.
Suki slows her steps, eyes narrowing the way they do when she's working through an equation in her mind. There are a dozen possible explanations for why he's holding that second cup.
One stands out.
She stops in front of him.
Her voice is calm, curious, laced with a steel that doesn't quite match the sleep-soft haze in her eyes.
"You guessed my coffee order?"
Dex shrugs one shoulder. Casual. But not careless.
"There was an interview transcript. D.C. field office. They asked if you wanted water. You asked for coffee. Gave them your order without thinking."
He holds the cup toward her now. Black. No sugar. No cream. Extra hot.
She stares at it.
Then at him.
She doesn't take it. Not yet.
"And you remembered that?"
He nods, "It was specific."
He says it like it's reasonable. Like anyone would commit that tiny detail to memory after reading hundreds of pages of security clearance evaluations, training scores, and internal commendations.
Suki considers calling it what it is.
Creepy.
Too much.
But something in his face stops her.
He looks... unassuming. Not humble. Not innocent. Just, earnest. Calm in a way that doesn't make sense.
And somehow, that's more unsettling than if he'd been nervous.
She takes the coffee.
Sips once. Then says, "You could've just said you guessed."
"I don't like lying to people I work with."
She glances at him sidelong, "You just don't like getting caught."
He laughs under his breath, low and clipped, "Fair."
They stand together near the marble half-wall overlooking the lobby bar, watching the early-day drinkers stumble into motion.
It's 8:02 a.m., and two men in business suits are already halfway through a bottle of scotch. A woman in last night's heels sips a mimosa with the studied indifference of someone avoiding eye contact with daylight. No one looks at them. No one looks at each other. Shame is for later.
Suki watches them with quiet contempt, "How do people drink this early?"
Dex sips his coffee, "Maybe they never stopped."
She considers that, "That's worse."
"You never did that? When you were younger?"
She doesn't answer. Her jaw flexes slightly, then relaxes.
Dex watches the way she moves, the tension, the silence, the calculation. The way she never gives more than what's needed. He's good at reading people. Body language. Rhythm. But she's difficult. A harder language to translate.
So he tries again.
"I read you were a national champion before you were ten."
"I was."
"That's impressive."
"It was expected."
There's no pride in her voice. Just fact. Like she's reciting weather conditions.
Dex leans his elbows on the half-wall. His coffee dangles in his hand like an afterthought.
"I played baseball," He says.
She looks at him, slightly surprised, "You don't seem the type."
"What type is that?"
"Team sports."
He smiles faintly, "Yeah. That part didn't last."
She sips her coffee again. Lets the silence stretch. It isn't comfortable. It isn't awkward either. It just... is.
Dex stares out at the bar again, then speaks softly, his voice almost lost beneath the hum of an espresso machine and the clink of glass against glass.
"You ever think about what you'd be doing if you weren't here?"
Suki blinks.
Then, without looking at him: "No."
He tilts his head, "Never?"
"I don't like asking questions that don't lead anywhere."
That answer does something to him.
He straightens slightly. Watches her face more closely now, the careful stillness in it. There's no twitch, no flinch, no subtle smirk. She means it.
Dex has spent years inside the minds of people who didn't know how to be quiet. Who couldn't stop asking for things. Attention. Approval. Love.
But Suki doesn't want anything from him.
Not even validation.
And that makes her dangerous. Not to the Bureau.
To him.
She finishes the last sip of her coffee.
"Thanks for this," She says, holding the empty cup.
"You're welcome."
She turns to toss it in the bin.
And for a moment, just a second, her hair shifts across her cheek, and he sees a small scar near her jawline. Faint. He wonders where she got it.
He wonders if she'd tell him.
When she turns back, she catches him watching.
Not in a threatening way.
Just... watching.
Like she's a pattern he's trying to solve.
"What time's the briefing?" She asks, voice still dry from sleep.
"Nadeem said nine. Which probably means ten."
She nods once, "Then we've got an hour to kill."
Dex's smile is small, strange, "You want to go stare at criminals for fun?"
Suki doesn't laugh. But she doesn't say no either.
Instead, she walks toward the elevator.
He follows.
And even as the doors close behind them—bright stainless steel swallowing them whole—he thinks about the way she stood beside him. The weight of her presence. The heat from her coffee cup.
He stores it all away.
Every syllable. Every silence.
Because to Dex, small talk is never small.
It's just the scaffolding for obsession.
The elevator ascends with a sound like breath held too long, metal lungs dragging upward through the spine of the hotel. Suki stands on the left side of the car, arms folded loosely, her gaze fixed on the illuminated numbers above. Dex stands on the right, fingers drumming lightly against his thigh in a rhythm only he seems to understand. Neither of them speaks. Not here. The elevator is too quiet, too full of mirrored surfaces.
When the doors slide open, the penthouse floor greets them like a held breath. The hallway is long and carpeted in hush tones. The kind of silence that coats your skin. The kind of silence that has watched things.
Dex swipes his access card, and the door clicks open with a mechanical sigh.
They enter the suite turned command center.
There are tables pushed against the wall, laptops humming low, wires running like veins beneath the rug. A perimeter of blinking red lights indicates the cameras are live. Recording. Watching.
And beyond those cameras, just a room away, is Wilson Fisk.
Suki moves like she never left. Her coat is already off, slung neatly over the back of her chair by the time she sits. She taps into the feeds with muscle memory precision. One, two, three clicks, and she's in, Fisk's world opening up before her on the primary monitor.
The hotel suite he's been assigned is pristine in its emptiness. A king-sized bed without a headboard. A nightstand with no books. No framed photographs. No clutter.
He has a table in the middle of the room, the kind that looks like it came from a breakroom somewhere in the Midwest. He eats there. Or pretends to. The food is untouched more often than not. No television. No radio. Just walls and surveillance cameras that blink like indifferent stars.
Even his bathroom is sleek and cruel in its functionality, stainless steel and cold tile. Beautiful. Expensive. But sterile. Like everything else here.
And there he is.
Wilson Fisk, the so-called Kingpin of Hell's Kitchen, seated at the edge of his bed in a gray jumpsuit. Heavy hands on heavy knees. Eyes staring at nothing.
He doesn't pace. Doesn't read. Doesn't speak.
He waits.
Dex lingers behind Suki, his coffee now lukewarm in his hand. He doesn't need to be watching her-- but he is. He watches the way she watches Fisk. The way her head tilts ever so slightly when the man blinks.
They've been surveilling him for weeks now, and still he hasn't done anything unusual.
Still, she watches like he might.
And then, without lifting her eyes from the screen, she says it.
"You saved him."
The words slice through the stillness like a fault line cracking open beneath them.
Dex doesn't answer immediately.
She says it like a fact. Not an accusation. Not praise.
Just observation.
Her tone is unreadable. He wonders if she planned it that way.
He walks toward the second desk, sets his coffee down on the edge of the table, and stares at the monitor beside hers.
Fisk still hasn't moved.
Dex's voice, when it comes, is soft, "I was doing my job."
Suki hums faintly, "Doesn't mean it wasn't a choice."
She turns her head slightly, enough to catch his profile.
"You could've let them kill him. That would've been easier."
He doesn't answer. Not right away.
His jaw ticks once. Hands in his pockets. Eyes fixed on the feed.
"I don't like when things end messy," He says, "Besides... killing's not the hard part."
"And what is?"
"Keeping people alive who don't deserve it."
That makes her pause.
She leans back in the chair, arms folded. Eyes narrowing slightly as she studies the man in the gray jumpsuit through layers of glass and technology.
"I don't think he minds being in there," She says.
"He doesn't."
Dex's voice is too calm again. Too certain.
Suki turns to look at him fully now. Her brow lifts.
He shrugs, "He likes being watched. Even when he pretends he doesn't. He wants you to see him suffer. Makes him feel important."
"He is important."
Dex shakes his head, "Not like that."
She watches him.
He feels it. Not just her eyes. Her attention. It's surgical. Not flirtation. Not friendship. It's an audit. A calculated scan of his boundaries, his lies, his silences.
He welcomes it.
Suki turns back to the screen. Her voice is quieter this time, "Have you ever saved someone who didn't want to be saved?"
Dex doesn't respond.
Because he has.
But that was years ago.
And this isn't about her anymore.
His eyes drift from the screen to Suki. To the slope of her cheekbone, the tendon that pulls gently when she clenches her jaw. He catalogues the shade of her lipstick. It's not red. It's not pink. It's practical.
He wants to know if it stains coffee cups.
He wants to know what her apartment smells like when she opens her windows.
He wants to know if she has nightmares.
And if she does, he wants to know if she locks the door afterward or leaves it open just in case.
"I've read about you," He says suddenly, his voice lower now, "All of it."
Suki doesn't blink, "You've mentioned."
"I thought I understood who you were."
She doesn't respond.
"But I didn't."
Now, she turns. And her stare is full and deliberate.
"You think you do now?"
Dex leans forward, hands resting lightly on the table.
"No," He says, "I think I've only just started."
Suki studies him. His pupils, his breathing, the small quirk of his mouth that never quite settles into a smile.
And then she turns back to the monitors.
"If you want to understand me," She says softly, "you'll have to do better than reading files."
There's a challenge in her voice. Not flirtation. Not invitation.
Just truth.
Dex doesn't speak again.
He doesn't have to.
Not yet.
Because she doesn't know that he's already followed her home.
She doesn't know that he's already watched her sleep.
And she doesn't know that in all his years of craving order, needing control, and balancing on the razor's edge between justice and chaos-
--he's never wanted anything the way he wants her.
And so he waits.
In silence.
As she watches a monster in a hotel prison.
Unaware that the real danger is sitting right beside her.
It started innocently.
A name on a transfer memo.
Higashikokubaru, Suki.
Dex read it once, without flinching. Moved on. Another name on the list of bodies cycling through the Bureau. He didn't think about it again until he heard someone in the hallway murmur, "the new agent from D.C."
He pulled the file out of habit.
At first.
He told himself it was protocol. New agents, especially ones transferred mid-cycle, warranted a read. Tactical compatibility, history, education. Dex liked to be prepared. He needed to be prepared. Routine was important. Consistency made sense.
But the moment he opened the folder, he stopped breathing.
Suki Higashikokubaru.
The name hit him different this time. Longer. Complex. It curled on the page like a whisper in a language he wasn't sure he was supposed to hear. A last name like a drawn sword.
Born in Kyoto. Only child. Parents-- Naoki and Jiro-- both of note. Mother: martial arts prodigy. Father: career diplomat. Dex's eyes moved too fast over those lines, eager to get to her.
Suki.
There was a photo clipped to the top of the folder. It wasn't standard. Someone had printed it in color. Maybe a conference badge headshot or a Bureau seminar. She wasn't smiling, not quite. Her face was calm, closed, unreadable. The kind of face Dex had spent years trying to emulate. Controlled. Self-governed. A face that gave nothing and demanded everything.
He stared at the photo for longer than he should have.
And then he turned the page.
And that's when it began.
The quiet unraveling.
Her file was extensive. Decorated. Clinical. But underneath the bullet points, Dex could see the pattern of her. The rhythm. He felt it. Like a metronome in his mind keeping time with her trajectory.
He devoured it.
Her Quantico scores-- high, sharp, scarily consistent. She finished in the top two percent. Her instructor notes mentioned her "lack of camaraderie" but praised her "unshakable focus." She was multilingual. Not conversational. Fluent. Japanese, English, Mandarin Chinese, Korean, Russian, Arabic.
She'd been on eleven international operations. Not one mistake. Not one misfire. No complaints filed. No reprimands.
Dex tilted his head as he read.
No one was that clean.
So he dug deeper.
He left the Bureau system and turned to the back doors. Not for illegal access--no, he was too smart for that. But he knew the workarounds. Knew where the shadows were softest. He started with her academic records. Boarding school. An elite private school in D.C., mostly children of diplomats and billionaires. She didn't win popularity contests. She won fights.
There were whispers in her records.
A disciplinary flag. Nothing major. Party photos leaked to the press years ago. Her and the president's son-- Hudson Whitmore. Dex blinked when he saw the name. He remembered the scandal. Everyone did. Blurry photos on a flip phone. Kissing. Cocaine. A messy breakup. A hospital record quietly sealed.
Dex exhaled slowly.
He leaned back in his chair and stared at the ceiling for a long time.
It wasn't judgment. He didn't think less of her. He didn't feel pity.
It was something else.
Something like awe.
Because what fascinated him wasn't the scandal.
It was what came after.
She disappeared from the press. Graduated early. Reentered the Bureau pipeline. Didn't make another headline. Didn't draw attention.
She reinvented herself.
She climbed the ranks.
She became cold.
And Dex understood that more intimately than he could say.
He dove deeper.
He found every mission she'd been on. Memorized the names of the operatives she worked with. Cross-referenced reports, read between the lines of tactical assessments. She had patterns. She worked in silence. She trusted no one on the first day. She finished her own reports. She refused commendations unless they were joint team efforts.
She was alone.
Even when she wasn't.
He watched footage from a debriefing. A language exchange in Arabic. Her posture. Her cadence. The way she folded her hands in her lap to keep from fidgeting. The slight tension in her jaw that betrayed when she was tired. The way her expression never changed unless she wanted it to.
Dex sat still in his apartment, in the dark, the only light coming from the screen as he rewound the clip again. And again.
He didn't know when his fascination became something else.
Didn't feel the moment curiosity gave way to ritual.
All he knew was this:
She made sense to him.
The world didn't. People didn't. He spent every day pretending he belonged in a system that wanted to cage what it couldn't control. But Suki--
She didn't bend.
She didn't lie.
She didn't ask for anything.
And Dex began to build his schedule around her arrival. Around the idea of her.
He printed the photo from her file and tucked it into the back of his journal. Not to gawk. Not to pine. He wasn't a teenager.
It was comfort.
It was clarity.
It was order.
He started to dream about her, not in the way that people dream about desire or longing. He dreamed about her walking into the command center. Sitting beside him. Working beside him. Eating lunch in silence. No need to talk. No need to pretend. Just being.
He imagined how she'd move. How she'd speak. How she'd react when he said her name correctly.
He practiced it.
Higashikokubaru.
Over and over.
Like a prayer.
By the time the memo came in finalizing her transfer, Dex already knew everything about her.
Or so he thought.
He didn't know her voice in real time yet.
He didn't know the scent of her perfume-- if she wore any.
He didn't know how her hair moved when she turned her head. How loud her footsteps were. How quiet she could get.
But he would.
Soon.
And when he finally met her, when he saw the real thing walk out of that elevator with her unreadable face and her perfect posture--
It would feel like the end of a very long sentence.
And when they did meet, he was prepared. The moment she stepped off the elevator, he knew exactly what to expect, but it didn't mean his breath wasn't still taken away.
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