Chapter 17 | Want

"Oh." I moaned, my head hitting the wall behind me, as I closed my eyes shut at the warming sensation of his lips placing rough kisses all over my neck, biting and licking in all the right places.

"Puddin'..." I moaned weakly, and he pushed me up, my knees circling around his torso in an instant, our bodies pressing against each other, driving me insane.

I could hear footsteps of him walking, carrying me firmly and effortlessly in his strong muscular arms. My hands pulled on his hair as he bit me. He growled at me, sounding more animalistic than ever, making my body fill up with desire at the sexy sound.

Images and thoughts of him started filling my mind and I suddenly craved for his touch. For more of his touch. I needed more.

The door opened behind me, and he brought me over to our bed, throwing me on top of it. I waited for him to come on top of me, but nothing came. I opened my eyes, meeting his, as he stood at the edge of the bed, breathing heavily, his lipstick smudged.

His eyes were filled with wonder and fear.

No.

Come back.

I sat up straight on the bed, holding my arms out for him, gesturing for him to come closer. He slowly walked over to the side of the bed, and took his gold coat off, flinging it across the room, his white unbuttoned shirt fitted his lean muscular arms tightly, making me want him more.

I grabbed the collar of his shirt, pulling him towards me in an instant and he oblidged, climbing onto the bed as he lifted my thighs, pulling them closer towards him, until I was straddling his lap.

His blue eyes stared deeply into mine, lust, desire, love and fear shining through them and I leaned forward, resting my forehead on his. My hair was down, and so it created a curtain around my face, letting me only see him.

My hand slowly trailed down towards his heart, I tensed as I felt the rapid beating of his heart. I looked up to his eyes and he looked vulnerable, only fear showing this time, his blue eyes bright and innocent, as if he didn't know what was going on.

"Its okay." I assured him. "Its called 'love'. Embrace it Puddin'."

He lips parted open as he closed his eyes, placing his hands on either side of my hips, pulling me closer.

"I would never leave you. No one can take me away from you. I belong to you. No one would dare touch me when they know that I am with you." I said, finally saying what he needed to hear, finally understanding what I had to say. The vulnerability in his eyes shook me, making me wonder how I can make him feel this way, someone so powerful, someone so brave.

"Everything I do is to get your attention. Everything I do is for you." I said, reffering to the man I had danced with earlier.

"I just need you to let me in. You don't have to always take care of me. I can take care of you too. You are my little baby boy too. I just need you to be mine." I said, cupping his cheeks. "I will take care of you so much better than anyone else."

"I know." He breathed out, his voice low, barely above a whisper.

"Just let me in Puddin'." I whispered, stroking his cheeks softly, and he closed his eyes and leaned his head towards my touch, making me smile.

"You are so." He paused, opening his eyes, tracing his finger lightly on my cheek. "Small." He breathed out, pushing a strand of hair behind my ear.

"Don't judge someone by their size." I snapped playfully.

"You are too important."

I smiled widely, at his words of affection, something that I rarely get so I was cherishing this and I also realised that his walls were tumbling down, his resolve disappearing. He was slowly letting me in.

"You are my life." I said. "Do ya trust me Puddin'?"

"I trust you enough to let you hold a gun to my head baby." He winked, squeezing my hips and I blushed.

He stroked my red cheeks softly with his rough hands, his eyes narrowing down on me as the wheels in his head started turning. "I want you."

"I want you too." I breathed out. "Let me show you how I can take care of you. And in return, show me how well you can take care of me."

With that, my lips crashed against his, my lips were firm against his, but the kiss remained soft, gentle, slow. We held it for a few seconds, before our lips began to move in perfect sync, slowly, cautiously. I exhaled through my nose, not wanting to let go.

My entire body had been taken over by the overwhelming feeling of relief, combined with desire and lust. I moved my hand from his cheek to the back of his head, my fingers tangling in his soft, electric green hair, lightly pulling him into me, adding more pressure to our lips, deepening the kiss.

I pulled away and looked at him, his cerulean icy eyes were dark and filled with desire, they were sparkling in the darkness of the room, as he breathed heavily. I was silently asking him if he is going to let me in.

He responded by pulling me closer towards him and kissed the sanity out of me. I felt the rush of losing my mind again and I enjoyed it. My heart fluttered.

I wanted him so much.

He growled into the kiss and I felt the vibrations of it, going down my body, reaching me core, making me desperately ache for him. I pulled on his collar to let him know that I needed him and he realised it.

In an instant, he threw me on the bed, our lips never seperating as he continued kissing with such a fierce passion, shivers went down my spine.

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