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I felt his arms wrapped tightly around my torso. I turned my head to look into his face.

He's still asleep.

"What did I do?" I whispered to myself. I know I didn't have sex with him. God please tell me I didn't.

I slowly moved his arms from around me and got out of the bed just the same.

I grabbed my clothes, socks, and boots and tiptoed to the door.

To my luck it was unlocked. I opened it silently and looked both ways before running to what use to be Michael and my bedroom.

I closed the door and went to the closet. When I opened it, everything was just like I left it. None of my clothes were destroyed or out of order or thrown away. They were all hung up next to his.

"God, please tell me why did I have sex with Michael?" I whispered as I pulled out an all white tight dress that stopped mid thigh. I went to the drawer and pull out a clean pair of black and red lace thongs with a mini bow in the front and matching lace bra.

"How could I do such a dumb thing?"

I walked to the bathroom and turned the shower on. I got in and washed myself and any remembrance from yesterday.

"I'm so stupid. Ugh!!"

I rinsed off and got out.

I put on my clothes and underwear and exited the bathroom after washing my face.

"Then my dumb self asked him if it was good. God I'm stupid. Never having sex with him again. Ugh!!"

I walked downstairs to the smell of bacon. I walked into the kitchen and everyone was in there eating. I mean everyone, including the babies.

"Good morning you guys." I spoke as I walked up to Stacey, hugged her and kissed her cheeks.

"Morning" everyone said.

"Where's Serenity?" I asked looking around. She wasn't in here, at least I don't think.

"She's right here" Scott said as he held her up and showed me. I smiled and walked over to them.

"How's mommy baby? You hungry?" I baby talked as I took her from his hands.

"Did she eat?" I asked no one in particular as I wiped her nose and her eyes.

"No, not yet." Bella answered as she held Destiny in her arms with a blanket over her head. She was breast feeding her.

"Okay. I'll be back, I'm going to go feed her."

"Kae"

I walked out of the kitchen and went up the stairs to her room. When I get there, I heard a door being opened and closed. I frowned and went to the door.

I heard talking so I put my ear up to the door to get a better listen.

"What are you doing here?" I heard Michael say. He sounded like he had just woken up.

"Baby, you said to me yesterday morning that you wanted me here today so we could hang out and talk about our daughter. Serenity, remember?" She spoke. My eyes enlarged when she said that.

So that's why that bastard wanted me to sign those damn papers? To give her the option to adopt her and be legally her mother? The hell they think I am?

"Oh yeah, that's right."

"Well did she sign the papers?"

"No, she wouldn't budge."

"Did you sleep with her?"

"I did, she still wouldn't budge."

"Oh, do you think she will sign them?"

"I don't know babe...I don't know."

"Who are all of those people in the kitchen?"

"Those are her best friends their husbands and kids and two of her best friend's brothers are in there as well. They must have not left yesterday."

"Oh. Well she must still be here then if they are."

"She is. She's probably with Serenity now."

"Well, she needs to not be around her Michael, she's a bad influence and you need to drop her like a bad habit. I don't want our daughter to be around that."

"She's not that bad of a person. She only lied to me, she never lied to me before so it must have been a good reason for why she did it.--"

"A good of enough reason to not claim her own child Michael, I mean c'mon what is wrong with her? Is she incompatible? What mother would do that to a child that they so called "love to death"? Hmm Michael? I don't understand her actions. You need to get her to sign those papers. And she needs to sign them fast baby."

It was quiet. Then I heard kissing sounds. I looked down at Serenity and whispered "you are forever staying with mommy. I'm not signing those papers if that's what they think. Now forgive mommy if you see me hitting somebody in the face. I love you, now let's go eat eat."

I was truly angry on the inside, but I didn't want that to show on the outside. I walked into her room and closed the door.

"Let's get you fed mama. You're being a good girl and waiting patiently." She was so quiet and her eyes were wide open. She is so adorable. I placed her in her crib while I got everything situated. I placed a blanket on the floor as I grabbed her bottle and my breast pump. I pumped some milk for her and screwed the nipple back onto the bottle.

I took her out of the bed and sat down in the rocking chair that's in here. I adjusted her in my arms comfortably and place the nipple up to her lips.

"Open up momma. Time to eat."
She opened her mouth and grasped onto the nipple. I started to hum a song to her as I closed my eyes and rocked her.

It was so peaceful and quiet. I opened my eyes as I heard the door creak open. Serenity had just finished her bottle when Michael walked in. I made it my goal to not look at him or in his direction. I placed the cap back on her bottle and put it in my lap as I began to burp her.

"Good morning Fee" Michael said as he sat down on the floor by my feet. Not being rude, I spoke.

"Morning"

She burped really loudly three times back to back and I giggled.

"Dang mama. That's was a good one. I give you a ten for that. Good job." I kissed her cheek and grabbed a diaper and a wipe. She wasn't wet yet so I just took it with me as I stood up and exited the room without another word to Michael.

I headed back down to the kitchen as the doorbell rang.

"I'll get it" I said as I walked to the door. I opened it and there stood my father, mother, and snickers.

I smiled nervously and spoke "good morning."

"Good morning" they replied back. I smiled and took a step to the side to let them in.

"Would you guys like something to eat?" I asked still carrying Serenity in my arms.

"No, thank you though. I came here to talk with Michael and daddy. Is that alright?" Snickers said as she hugged me and kissed the top of Serenity's head. I smiled at her.

"Sure, that's fine. I don't mind." I hugged and kissed my mommy as she kissed Serenity's head too.

I looked at my dad and he was just starring at Serenity as she stared back at him. It was like they were having a standoff, or a stare down. It was cute.

I giggled and said "daddy, she's only three weeks old. She wants you to kiss her and hug her, not stare her down."

I walked over to him and handed her to him. He looked at me for the first time and I gave him a nervous smile as he took her from my grasp.

"Fee, you can stay if you want while I talk with them." Snickers offered as my dad walked to the nearest sofa and sat down on it.

"Alright."

Michael came down the stairs and I sat down in the far corner so he wouldn't see me.

"Good morning. Would you like something to eat or drink?" He asked politely.

"No thanks. We came here to talk." Snickers turned down once again as she gestured for Michael to sit down next to her and our dad.

"Alright. What are we talking about?" Michael asked as he moved a decorative pillow from behind him and sat back.

"Sofia."

"What about her?" He scooted to the edge of his seat, and so did I.

"I want the both of you to know why she did what she did." She looked up at my dad and stared into his eyes, using her powerful eyes to make him listen to every word she was saying. He looked up from Serenity's eyes and into hers.

"Daddy, she lied to you."

"I know this." He said back.

"You want to know why?"

"I don't care to know why. I'm sure her reason isn't important."

"But it is. Daddy, listen to me" she breathe out, more like a sigh, as she looked at her hands then back at our dad and Michael.

"Did Sofia ever tell you that she was pregnant before Serenity?"

"She didn't." My dad said as he scooted up to his seat and frowned. He looked at Michael and his frowned deepened even more. "She was pregnant before?"

"Yes," Michael looked at snickers and frowned as well, not because she had just said I was pregnant before, but because he didn't understand where this conversation was leading.

"She was pregnant with twins, and also a little fetus. The little fetus was Zack's child and the twins were Michael's."

"Is that even possible?" He asked confused.

"Yes daddy, it is. She had made a mistake."

"Go on.." he put Serenity on his chest and rubbed her back slowly and softly.

"She didn't want to disappoint you daddy because she had already been pregnant before she got married. She had to lie because she not only lied to you and Michael, but she lied to nana as well. She promised nana that she would wait to have sex until she was married and that's when she would have kids. Daddy, you know how much nana meant to Fee. She looked up to her. She was her best friend, her everything. You know she was always under her and would do any and everything she said. She didn't find out she was pregnant until after she found out about nana's death. She had been lying around for a few days, not eating or anything, just crying. When she did finally decide to get up, that had been the day she went to meet Michael's parents and family. That had been the day mommy and I had surprised her at their house. And you know what she said?"

"What did she say?"

"She said and I quote 'if only my daddy was here, then this would be an even better day' daddy she missed you so much. It was only a few weeks later when she went into an asthma attack and blacked out. She later had a miscarriage and bled out a lot. She miscarried her babies. At first she was going to get an abortion, but then she changed her mind. She didn't want to kill innocent kids, yet she did in a way. She was under way too much stress. Later on Lisa had her daughter, Emily. She had said that Fee cold be her god mother. That made Fee happy. Later on in life it was then that when she was exactly two in a half, almost three months pregnant with Michael's child. Michael was on tour then. The only people who knew about it was Bella, me and snickers. No one else found out until she was in labor, and Michael found out the day before she went into labor"

"She's known for keeping promises huh?" My dad said looking directly in Serenity's eyes.

"She is. And you know she never breaks them. She let you down daddy, she let nana down. She let you both down. The people she admires, adores, cares for, loves and cherish the most."

Daddy let a tear fall from his eye, and it landed on Serenity's cheek. He wiped it and smiled when she cooed and grabbed his finger.

"Oops, papa sorry. He didn't mean to get a tear on your beautiful face." He kissed her cheek and sat her up on his lap, holding her head so it don't roll everywhere.

He made a stank face and looked down at her.

"Did you poop?" He turned her over and smelled her butt. "Eeww, you did poop. You stinky mama. You stinky. Let's go tell mommy. I'm not changing your stinky diaper uh uh"

I got up and walked over to him giggling. All the while Michael watching. Before I went over there I wiped the tears from my eyes.

I looked at my daddy and he handed her to me.

"I'm sorry daddy" I spoke after about a minute. "I should have told the truth but--"

"It's okay baby girl. I understand why you did it. I forgive you. I should be the one apologizing not you. I'm sorry sweetheart. Forgive me?"

"I forgive you daddy. I love you." He hugged and kissed my cheek. I smiled and looked at him.

"I have to go and change this nasty diaper, since you didn't want to...lazy" I laughed and he chuckled.

"Fine, I'll change her." He took her and I handed him the diaper and wipe I took out earlier.

"If you need more wipes, they are upstairs in her room."

"Alright." He left and walked upstairs and changed her.

"Thank you so much snickers. I don't know what I'd do without you. You're the best." I hugged her as she said you're welcome.

"You want to go with us to Jamaica today? Shemar is going to be there."

"He is?" She asked excitedly. I nodded and she said. "Well count me in. I need to get my clothes packed and I need my passport to cross the border. I'll meet you guys back here in thirty minutes." She hugged me and left out of the house.

I giggled at her and turned around, only to bump into Michael.

"Sorry. Excuse me" I apologized as I stepped aside and began to walk around him.

"Sofia, we need to talk" Michael spoke as he grabbed my elbow, stopping me from leaving.

"That, we do not need to do. Let me go please."

"Please, I need you. I'm sorry, I should have heard you out instead of just breaking up with you. I shouldn't have done that. Please, can we talk this through?"

"Michael, you're a bastard. I don't want to talk to you. Let me go please." He didn't budge, instead he kissed me....again.

When he pulled back I slapped him across the face hard.

"You're fucking crazy. I don't want this Michael!! I'm done with you. You wanted me to sign those damn papers so another bitch can adopt Serenity? Huh Michael?! I'm her mother. I AM. Where is she? Where's that bitch Michael?"

"Sofia, stop cursing. Lower your voice."

"YOU WANT ME TO LOWER MY VOICE? Oh, AM I TOO LOUD!!" Everyone that was in the kitchen, came running in the living room to see what the commotion was.

"Is everything okay Sofia?" Cassidy asked, stopping me from saying some more things to Michael.

I looked at her worth tears in my eyes, but I quickly wiped them away.

"This bastard is trying to make me sign papers giving up my legal parent guardianship rights so that another bitch can take care of Serenity." I turned to look at him. "Where is she Michael? Where is she!!"

"Someone's looking for me?" I heard her say as she tapped my shoulder.

Did she just touch me? I know this bitch didn't.

Michael's eyes enlarged as he saw her begin me and the face I was making. I turned around slowly an looked at her.

I frowned. It was like she was copying my style. She has everything that I have. My hair, my figure, even my lips. This is crazy weird.

She didn't have my eyes or nose, but still this is weird. I scoffed a chuckle and turned to Michael.

"Really Michael? You have got to be kidding me. You know what, I'm just going to take my daughter with me and forget that I just saw who you wanted to replace me with. You real low for that. I'm done. Goodbye Michael."

I turned to walk away when he spun me back around.

"Don't fight it Sofia" he grabbed my face with both of his hands and kissed me. "Stop fighting it."

"Oh, my god" I heard Bella gasp.

"Are we suppose to be seeing this?" LaVelle said. I pulled back from the kiss breathing hard. I looked around and everyone either had their mouths opened or their hand covering their mouths with shocked expression.

Feeling mixed emotions, I looked at Michael as I licked my lips. He looked back at me an I looked at the girl that was supposed to 'take my place'.

"What's your name?" I asked her after a minute of starring.

"Savannah" she replied. I just looked at her then Michael.

He pulled me back into another long breath taking kiss and I pulled back again breathing hard.

"You guys are--" I ran out of the room before Cassidy could finish her thought. I ran up the stairs and grabbed Serenity's suitcases I went into her room and my dad was just playing with her.

"Dad, I need to go. We have a plane to catch. Can you take us to the airport?" I asked as I took her out of his arms and placed her in her car seat and strapped her up, putting a blanket over her.

"Yes, what's wrong sweetheart?"

"I just need to get out of here. Please daddy. Snickers will be here in a little while, we can go to her place while she's still packing then leave from there. I'll have everybody else meet us at the airport. PLEASE daddy, just hurry up and come on!!" I panicked. I started to breath hard, and I know I need to calm down.

"Pass me my inhaler daddy please."
He gave it to me and I took two puffs.

"Let's go. Now!!" I screamed taking Serenity's car seat and hooked it with my arm and grabbed her suitcase with the other. "Grab the breast pump too daddy."

He did and we were heading down the stairs, where everyone still stood shockingly looking at Michael.

"You guys, we are going to Snickers house because she is going with us to Jamaica. Meet us at the airport in an hour." I spoke as I walked to the door and my dad opened it. "C'mon momma"

"Wait!! Sofia where are you going" Michael screamed as I exited the house. I quickly ran to the back of the car and opened the door. I strapped her in securely and got in the drivers side.

I put on my seat belt and started the car. "Why did he kiss me!!" "Ahhh!!!! Why!!" I banged my hands on the steering wheel and cried. Michael ran out of the house

"Sofia, let's just talk about this. Please" he begged.

"I can't deal Michael. I can't do this anymore!!" He opened the car door and unbuckle me. He turned the engine off as my dad and mom came out of the house.

"I'll bring her to the airport. Take Serenity" Michael spoke as he picked me up and walked me to the house.

When we entered the house Michael pushed passed by everybody.

"You guys I need you to leave...Now please." Everyone nodded and gathered their stuff.

"Michael put me down." I cried hitting his back.

"No. We are going to talk this through. Listen to me...stop it! Look at me...Sofia look at me now!!" I stopped fighting with him and looked into his eyes.

"Stop fighting. Stop it. Look at me baby. I'm sorry. I'm sorry okay. You don't have to sign those papers look.." he left and ran up the stairs. All the while I'm sitting here crying. A minute later he came back down with papers in his hands.

"You want to sign this?" He asked me and I yelled

"NO!! I DON'T WANT TO SIGN THEM. I HATE YOU MICHAEL....SO MUCH!!"

"No you don't baby. You love me. Look at this paper."

"I don't want to Michael." I whined and he pulled me into his lap and kissed my head.

"Baby please. Look at it." I looked at it and he continued. "I don't want you to sign this anymore. You don't want to sign this. Right?"

"Yes." I sniffled

"Then" he paused and turned me so that I was poking directly in his eyes. "Rip it"

"Rip it?"

"Rip it."

I looked at the paper as he handed it to me.

"Let's rip it together." He tabbed my hands and placed his over mines as he slowly ripped the paper.

"It's gone baby. Shh, stop crying. I'm sorry." he kissed my head again and stroked it.

"Michael, I hate you. I can't deal with you."

"You can deal with me baby. I know you don't hate me. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry baby."

"I hate you so much. I'm not doing this. You can't hurt me like this Michael. You fucking replaced me!! Me Michael. Why do you hate me so much?"

"I don't hate you. I'm sorry babe. I'm sorry."

"Let me go" I broke from his hold and ran. I his in the nearest closet. I his behind the coats and covered my mouth with my knees up to my chest.

"Sofia!!" I heard him call. Next thing I know I'm being pulled out of the closet.

"Stop running from me. Baby.. I love you. Please just see me through. See me through. Let me show you. Please."

"I want to go home." I cried sounding like a lonely child.

"You are home. This is home. Baby just please stay with me. Please don't leave me."

It was dead quiet the only sounds being my soft sobs and sniffles.

"Please...take me to Snicker's house."

"Will you think about it?"

"Yes. Take me please." I stood up and wiped my eyes as I grabbed my jacket and walked to the door. We left out of the house and got into Michael's car. The whole ride was silent and I caught Michael looking at me constantly.

When we got there, Michael killed the engine. I was about to exit when he placed his hand over mine. I looked at his hand then him.

"Please, stay with me."

I looked in front of me at the house next to Snicker's home. A woman came out with two kids and a boyfriend or husband. I smiled a little then look at how that family showed love. The dad picked up the little girl and tossed her in the air, putting her on his shoulders. The mom picked up the baby boy and and kissed his cheeks, tickling him. She looked at and they stared into each other's eyes. The kids laughed while they shared that intimate moment and kissed.

I looked at Michael as a tear rolled down my check.

"There's nothing left to do but walk away." I got out of the car.

"SOFIA!!" Was the last thing I heard when I entered the house and closed the door.