Hey guys.

So I took some melatonin at 6 to help calm my anxiety and to get me to sleep because I was really tired but I couldn't sleep.

So the melatonin kicked in and at about 6:56 ish (that was the last time I remember checking the time before I fell asleep) I finally fell asleep and now it's 8:42 and I woke up shaking and curled into a ball and crying. I'm writing this to try to get some of the foggy sleepyness that the melatonin is causing out of my eyes so I can go get some water and try to go back to sleep.

As you all probably know, school starts tomorrow so I'll give you a small update in the morning and then an update after to tell you how that goes. I'm gonna try to update each day after school so that I don't accidentally kill someone when I get home from pent up anger and frustration towards the people at my school. Anyways, that's all and I hope you guys have a nice day/night and if school starts for you (or has started) good luck :)