It's great that my best friends are studying abroad. I'm very happy and proud of them. Also, meeting after a long time apart makes us treasure each other and our friendship a lot more. And missing is one beautiful kind of love as well.
But then sometimes (or usually) I feel so lost. Knowing that we no longer spend part of our life for each other worries me. We can't be there for each other at the most important moments of our lives. The most heartbreaking thing to imagine is that if someday I suddenly pass away, there's a high chance those most important people in my life won't make it to my funeral...