I have no new news on net neutrality but i have to vent.

I might actually cry if net neutrality gets repealed. I feel more comfortable in online than i do in my own house. I'll text my friends when im in a bad mood and they will try to cheer me up, opposed to my family who just makes my bad mood even worse. They want me to do homework but at the same time they want me to spend more time with them. They expect me to be just like my sister and get straight As, which is impossible for me. They got mad when a got a C+ in an AP course, A FUCKING C+ AND THEY WANT ME TO RAISE MY GRADE. I get a B on my geometry test and my mom wants me to retake it when i got a good grade. Im living in the shadow if my sister and i hate it.

I feel like my sister is the only one who understands a little bit if what im going through. For example, i live in a Christian family (im an atheist btw and havent told my parents yet) and we recently got a new priest and i just started my Confirmation classes. My sister told me that if the new priest tries to change my political beliefs to tell my mom that im not going anymore. Next year shes going to be a senior, then go off to college, and ill be stuck here for another two years.

At this point im just done. I want out. I absolutely hate it here now.