I fucked up.
I just fucked up.
One of my friends decided to pull on my backpack (idk why, its really fucking annoying) and i thought it was a different friend and stomped on her foot.
I didnt have the fucking courage to apologize and i muted all the group chats i have with her.
Its not that i blame her for being mad at me, its me beating up myself for being an idiot and a wimp.

It doesnt help that i got a small panic attack after she went to go to the hallway her classroom is on.

I fucking hate myself rn.

So if ur reading this, i dont blame you if you dont want to sit next to me on the bus this afternoon. I dont blame you if you dont want to talk to me for a few days.

I guess im just trying to apologize. So, im sorry.