So yesterday i had to go to my aunts house for my cousin Levi's birthday and my tummy was hurting that morning but only until after i ate so i didnt think anything of it.

We went over to my aunt and uncles house and i played with their dog Bella for a little bit getting covered in dog hair, i then went back inside and sat on the couch with my book and read while the boys watched some people race in boats and some guy called out "There it is! Hartbreaker!" i jumped ngl...

I just kept reading but then this guy came up to me, sat next to me and introduced himself to me and i know this is weird because he's apart of my aunts family, but he was kinda cute and his hand was warm!

His name was Dylan and he asked what i was reading and i showed him, he asked if he could see it so i handed it to him and he read the back of the book and stuff and said "that sounds interesting" and i said "it is". He then smiled and went somewhere and i saw him a few times after that.

We then had lunch and i just had a roll because im a picky eater but afterwards i kept reading then had to go to the toilet, so i did and realised i started my period....

I had to go to my mum and awkwardly ask if she had a pad but she didnt but said to ask my aunt so i went to her and awkwardly asked her for a pad and she gave me one then i went back to the toilet where Levi wouldnt leave me alone.... he kept saying "this toilet is too small for you, use my mums one" and i just wanted to hit him so bad!

my mum eventually got him out and i changed but my underwear was already covered so now i had to be uncomfortable for a few hours until we left then all the way home...

WHY CANT OUR BODIES BE LIKE "OH, YOUR GOING TO START BLEEDING, BRING A PAD!"? I MEAN~ WHY DO WE BLEED BUT GUYS DONT!? AND WHY ARENT PADS AND TAMPONS AND STUFF FREE!? YOU THINK WE ASKED TO BLEED ONCE A MONTH RANDOMLY!? NO! SO YOU'RE JUST STANDING THERE, MAKING MONEY OFF ALL FEMALES STRUGGLES!!

and i missed last month so now its twice as bad!