So.... ik its only 9:22am but so far my day has been shit.SO LAST NIGHT, I WAS TIRED, SO I ACCIDENTALLY FELL ASLEEP WHILE MESSAGING A FRIEND!!MY LAPTOP WAS APPARENTLY DEAD EVEN THO I REMEMBER PUTTING MY LAPTOP AND PHONE ON CHARGE! LIKE, I VIVIDLY REMEMBER GETTING UP, CONNECTING IT TO THE CHARGER, PUTTING IT ON THE GROUND ON THE CASE, GRABBING MY TORCH AND PHONE AND GOING TO PUT MY PHONE ON CHARGE!! BUT APPARENTLY NOT!!THEN WHEN I WOKE UP, MY MUM KNOWS IM IN A BAD MOOD SO SHE DECIDES TO YELL AT ME FOR FALLING ASLEEP WITH MY LAPTOP ME AS IF I COULD CONTROL WHEN AND WHERE I FALL ASLEEP!!!! LIKE BITCH! I COULDNT HELP IF I FELL ASLEEP! I WAS TIRED AND MY FRIEND IS A SLOW TYPER!! SHE YELLS AT ME! FOR SLEEPING!!THEN WHEN I SAID I DIDNT WANT BREAKFAST, SHE SAID "FINE, GO GET DRESSED" AND DIDNT EVEN TRY!! AND I WAS TRYING TO TALK TO MY FRIEND WHO MAKES ME HAPPY AND NOPE! SHE'S LIKE, "IF I COME IN AGAIN AND UR NOT DRESSED, IM GOING TO HIT U!" SHE OBVIOUSLY DOESNT WANT ME TO BE HAPPY!!!THEN WHEN MY HAIRBRUSH DISAPPEARS OFF THE FACE OF THE FUCKING EARTH AND I COULDNT FIND IT, SO SHE YELLED AT ME FOR IT!! LIKE U MOTHERFUCKER!! I CANT EXACTLY GIVE U MY HAIRBRUSH TO BRUSH MY HAIR IF I CANT FIND IT! I LOOKED ALL OVER MY FUCKING ROOM BUT COULDNT FUCKING FIND IT! I THREW IT IN ANGER YESTERDAY AND THEN IT DECIDED TO SAY "SCREW U ASSHOLE" AND DISAPPEARED ON ME SO NOW MY HAIR IS FUCKING MESSY AND KNOTTY AF BC I HAVENT BRUSHED IT SINCE YESTERDAY MORNING AND MY HAIR IS CONSTANTLY OUT, IN THE WIND AND RAIN AND I ROLL AROUND ALOT WHILE I SLEEP!!THEN SHE YELLED AT ME FOR NOT HAVING MY BAG PACKED WHEN I WAS TRYING TO FIND MY BRUSH!THEN WE GOT IN THE CAR AND SHE SCREAMED AT ME FOR FALLING ASLEEP ON MY LAPTOP AGAIN!!! SHE SAID, "I SWEAR TO GOD UR GONNA BECOME AN ORPHAN..." WHICH MEANS SHE DOESNT WANT ME I STARTED SLIPPING IN MY SEAT BC MY JACKET IS MADE OF A FUCKING SLIPPERY MATERIAL AND SHE SAYS "SIT UP PROPERLY OTHERWISE I WILL CRASH THE CAR SO U DIE!" WHICH SIGNALS THAT AGAIN, SHE DOESNT WANT OR CARE ABOUT ME! ITS NOT MY FAULT I SLIP!! ITS SLIPPERY MATERIAL, ON LEATHER! I WAS LOOKING AT MY COLLECTION OF TODOROKI PICTURES ON MY PHONE AND TRYING TO BE HAPPY, BUT AGAIN, SHE OBVIOUSLY DIDNT WANT THAT CUZ SHE SAID "IM GOING TO TAKE UR PHONE AND LAPTOP HOME WITH ME TONIGHT AND IF UR ON UR LAPTOP WHEN UR SUPPOSE TO BE SLEEPING, IM BREAKING IT!" LIKE OH MY FUCKING GOD CUNT!! I NEED MY LAPTOP BC WATCHING MHA IS BASICALLY THE ONLY THING MAKING ME HAPPY RN!!! AND THEN THERES ALL THE PEOPLE ON WATTPAD AND ALL THE PEOPLE ON DISCORD THAT MAKE ME HAPPY!! THEN TBH, I NEED MY LAPTOP FOR FUCKING SCHOOL!! AND IF SHE BREAKS IT, SHE'S PAYING FOR A NEW ONE! AND IF SHE CANT EVEN AFFORD $200 RENT A MONTH, THERES NO WAY SHE CAN AFFORD A $700 DOLLAR LAPTOP WITHIN A WEEK!!! THEN THIS ISNT RELATING TO MY MORNING BUT SHE YELLS AT ME FOR EVERYTHING!! -SHE YELLS AT ME FOR EATING TOO MUCH -SHE YELLS AT ME FOR NOT EATING ENOUGH AND SAYING I NEED TO EAT MORE -SHE YELLS AT ME FOR SLEEPING TOO MUCH -SHE YELLS AT ME FOR NOT SLEEPING ENOUGH! -SHE YELLS AT ME FOR NOT HAVING GOOD GRADES YET WE DONT HAVE TEXTBOOKS AND SHE TELLS ME I CANT USE MY LAPTOP AFTER 6:30PM YET SHE DOESNT LEAVE UNTIL 5:30PM AND I HAVE TO TRY AND FIT 5 HOURS OF HOMEWORK INTO 1 HOUR!! THEN YELLS AT ME FOR NOT DOING IT PROPERLY!! SHE ALSO TELLS ME TO ALWAYS BE HAPPY AND WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY THEN SHE GOES AND TRIES TO TAKE AWAY EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME HAPPY!! I SPENT THE ENTIRE CAR RIDE TO SCHOOL THINKING ABOUT WHETHER I SHOULD ASK HER HOW LONG U COULD SURVIVE AFTER CUTTING A VEIN IN UR ARM!! THEN MY CLASS IS FUCKING ANNOYING AND I HATE IT!!!! NOT TO MENTION I ONLY ATE 3/4 OF THE SMALL, LUNCHBOX SIZED PACKET OF POPCORN SO IM STARVING RN AND IM TRYING TO STRANGLE MYSELF TO DEATH WITH A FLUFFY PINK SCARF!