So I was going to go and attempt at being in the musical but nooooooooo an aunty was planning a big family renunion and I hurt her feelings and i feel really bad. Ughhhhhhhh why do I want to do this.
I shouldnt even try anything ill just end up failing anyway so I may aswell not bother with the musical I suck at everything anyway.
Instead of being some musical actor or actor or voice actor or singer I may as well just be a marine bioligist or something.
I just dont want to hurt anyones feelings.