I was on Wattpad thinking about the day's events
And I remember
The previous days
I spiral downwards in a stream of sadness
And now I'm even more depressed then I was...

I remember my old friends (which I lost)
My old dogs that died
My old school
Missed oppurtunities

Yeah

So

I'm worse now
Before I could at least act happy
Now
I just do one word sentences when talking to others
I think about my lack of IRL friends I can stand for an extended amount of time
I think about the inevitability of death
Sooo
Just updating you on how sucky I feel.