It doesn't matter how positive you try to be.
The people around you will always try to bring you down.
They'll always hold your bad days against you.
And keep bringing up past situations.
Never hold themselves accountable or responsible.
And in turn, make every one of your days a bad day.
Then when you've had enough of pushing,
And constantly rising,
Only to be brought down again,
You will reflect the way that you're feeling.
Those same people that "want you to be happy" ,
But can't stand it when you actually are,
Will then proceed to tell you that you're too negative.
It's not that you are negative.
It's just that you're fed up.
You're also not fully positive,
And this would be because of all the bad energies you have around you.
Know the ones you keep.
Know how they affect you.
Never let someone do more damage to you than you should allow.
It doesn't matter if you can handle it.
It is not worth it.