I've got no balance in this life

I can't let go of what I like

Somebody told me in a dream,
that I look weaker when I cry

My mother used to tell me things,
I know I wasn't supposed to know

What's that got to do with me?

How the fuck do I let go?

Pitfalls from God
without a rope

Colored chalk around
my throat

How the fuck do I let go?

She says, "Don't ya love me?"
(And if not, then why?)

She reminds me of mom
(okay, alright)

She looks so pretty when she cries
Got hazel pearls instead of eyes,
oh-oh-oh
Oh, I know

Take a breath,
baby steps

Ooh, I wanna take this in

Find a way to love

Find a way to live with all your sins
Oh, fight on

All eyes on you
(ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh)

(Keep running)

Pitfalls from God
without a rope

Colored chalk around
my throat

How the fuck do I let go?

Two, four, seven, eight,
watch me levitate

Words don't hurt,
chauffeur won't make a lane switch

Won't make a makeshift fake conversation

Yeah, snakes in my bed, put 'em in the basement

And it don't make sense, but it makes me cents

And it makes my rents go wow
So proud, lose time, chase clout
It don't have no end

So how the fuck do I let go?

How the fuck
was I supposed to know
'Bout everything you wanted from me?

How the hell do you suppose?

I blame it on myself,
I wanted to be everything
you want me to be

(I think I'm out)

Pitfalls from God
without a rope

Colored chalk around
my throat

How the fuck do I let go?

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