I wake up and carefully get out of bed so i don't wake up Ronnie. He looks so peaceful it will be bad if i disturbed his sleep. I tiptoed out of our room and take a step outside in the backyard to get some fresh air. Today is the day of my dead grandmothers birthday. I have flashbacks of her from when she was still alive. She always told me not to be sad but it's so hard knowing that i can't see her again. I wish i can call her on the phone to say happy birthday or make a surprise party or anything she wanted. We were so close i go back inside and i find a photo of all of the pictures we took together with the family and i looked at those as tears run down my face. "Good morning baby." Ronnie puts his arms around me kissing my cheek. I just started balling my eyes out. "Oh my gosh did i do something?" I didn't answer then he notices the photo album that i was looking at and started to flip through the pages. "Oh honey don't be sad everything will be ok." He sat down next to me and rubbed my back gently. "You don't understand!" I cried. "Of course i do i remember when i lost a family member it was tough but eventually you will get over it and heal." I still cried on his shoulder i can feel his shirt getting wet. "Oh my gosh how about we do something to celebrate in her honor today. Will that make you better?" I smiled and we visit her grave as i put flowers on it and a birthday card. "Are you ready to go?" I nodded my head yes and i felt like a let go of a few things since we visited her grave. We get home and we did things that made us happy and to forget about anything that made us sad.