So not too long ago reality hit for me as an artist and that was...I was getting nowhere. 

I had an eye opener by submitting a quick art piece to somewhere and there was no comment...maybe i'm over exaggerating and maybe I'm not.

But I wish to be the best version of 'me' that I can be (without feeling like I'm not where I should be), so I'm taking these feelings as a drive to better myself as well as my style. 

What I mean by this is I have not put as much time in my art as possible with trying to grow so I'll be trying my best to do that with figuring drawing as well as difffer studies of sorts. 

One important key point I learned in art class (that I have not been doing) is to stay loose and don't put yourself in a box as an artist, this will only limit what you can and can not do.

So go with the ugly as I would put it; don't shoot for the first drawing to be perfect.

Anyway, here are my ugly first every figure drawing/sketches..original poses were found online.