Sorry I haven't uploaded, I just don't feel like it

But I'm just here to talk because well when you travel the internet all the time especially youtude you run into haters.

Some are just poking run and don't mean may harm while other hate it with a passion. 

After watching so rants about wattpad, fanfictions, shipping in general, original ideas, and even ocs I fell bad.

I usual don't draw characters but I went to my drafts on my phone to the characters I made. Like Nicole from Maids, future children, and even oc vacktors.

Most were relatable like Nicole, she was a side character but soon gained a role in the story but others I'm doubting.

I try to make future children relatable but I just started doubting if they even sound right.

Now on to original ideas from what I heard people say no one has any original ideas.

I don't know if you guys like my ideas but thinking about it most of my maybe aren't original.

I really don't know anymore, I'm starting to doubt my own writing skills and ideas. I can't even write this correctly and explain it correctly.

Every time I re-read chapter 15 it feels so off and rushed. I don't even know how I can go off that or just rewrite it in genreal.

This book I don't even know if I feel like i can give you guys what you want to see.

I know most of these videos I watched are jokes but when you look at it and compare your work and yourself. You just know you're doing things that most hate.

Some just say wattpad is for people
11 -16, I know it's not true cause there are some adults here I know. I think.

But still when you hear people judging because of character orignality same with story plots. You soon realize, your doing the same thing.

So do you guys really like my work, please be honest I'm really confused and I don't know what to do. I can't pass it off as a joke because it feels to relatable but still, I just.

Do you really enjoy my content, if not I'm okay. If you want me to improve you can give me some tips in the comments.

Is my grammer off, are my plots flawed, or are my uploads to short and bad.

Wattpad brighten up my life, I get to express my ideas and I've meet some people who I would consider friends.

But sometimes I get overwelled, one or three days with out uploading. I panik and feel bad, but because of school pressure and lack of self confidence it soon feels like a job.

I'm just doubting myself.

I guess that's why I love skymedia and newscape and his gang, there so relatable and they make me smile.

I'll be posting this on everyone of my on going books, to get others opinion.

I'm Fell and this is good bye for now.

I feel much better writing this down