06/28/25
tw

now you're gone with the wind
like adrenaline after a fight
but it's fine because i know you tried
and you stuck with me, for a while

i'm so tired of existing
and a fire is burning in me

am i rotten? am i ugly?
would you throw me away if you could?

can you talk to me
i miss your voice in my head
how does your laugh sound
when you joke around
and why do i not remember?

i'm so rotten, i'm so ugly
you would throw me away if you could
if you were honest, you would

throw a stone at a helpless bird
it doesn't hurt me, but i think it should

i see it happen
how it passes me
but i can't feel the pain

do you hate me?
did you throw me away?

you were right there, ‘til you weren't
thought you loved me, but you dropped it
close the windows, close the curtains
i loved your hair and so you chopped it

now we're different, life has changed us
but you still hold that stone in your hand
i think you'd throw it at me if you could

it doesn't happen but i think it should