The new chapter of Part 2 is finally out :) Sorry for the many gramatical Errors but I hope you can still enjoy the update :) 

The song's one of My Husband's Lover OST, One more try by Kuh Ledesma (The queen). The 3 People in Picture of the Video are the actors/actress of the drama. My first gay drama was the thai drama Tomorrow, I'll still love you but My Husband's love brought me to love Boys Love *.* Before reading the chapter, please listen to the song first and read the lyrics ;) Trust me, you'll like it since it suited KongxArthit's Situation really well.  

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Arthit looked pass his former fiance, his eyes finally set upon the person who just shout Daddy. It was a small kid that walked over to Kongpob. Since he wasn't stable enough, he staggered over to him. He seemed to be 2 or 3 years old, mabye he just learned how to walk and to talk. When the boy finally caught up to Kongpob, he remained next to him, grabbing at the taller man's leg to stabilize his balance. D... Daddy? Did that boy just call N'Kongpob D... Daddy? Arthit was confused, couldn't grasp the situation at all. The kid had a round face, pale skin and those round eyes that looked like puppy eyes, apparantly he resembled someone the shorter man knew well but he forgot who the kid looked alike. The boy stared at Arthit as if he knew him although he just met him for the first time. All the sudden his small round eyes widened, his smile turning brighter as the sun. He ran over to Arthit, spread his arms out as if he wanted to hug someone. As he arrived to the shorter man, he suddenly hugged him. Because he was too small, he could only reach to Arthit's upper legs.

„Mommy", the boy called Arthit, smiling brightly at him as if he really saw his mother he missed so much for the first time. Feeling happy about it.

Arthit, still confused about the situation, wanted to step back out of fear from the kid but the little child didn't let him escape from his grip either. Kongpob, still dazed about his former fiance's return, couldn't describe how surprised he felt right now. It's really Arthit? Somehow he didn't expect to meet him under this circumstance either. How many years was it that I last saw Arthit? Right, it's 3 years. He broke up with me 3 years ago and it was the last time I saw him from the backside till he disappeared from my sight and never returned back. Now he's staying here in front of me, facing me again.

The boy looked back at his father, jumping in joy, „Look Daddy, I found Mommy", he wanted his father to look at him, praise him for finding his long lost mother.

But Kongpob and Arthit couldn't take their eyes from each other, they seemed to forget the little kid between them that couldn't take his hands from his mommy. Although loud music was playing in the hall, the loud noise didn't reach both men since they were lost in each other's eyes. Everything around them seemed to fall in silence, giving them the opportunity to enjoy their unexpected reunion. It looked like they were the only humans beings on earth since they ignored their surroundings, concentrating on themselves.

Thankfully the guests were too busy with the celebration that they didn't catch the interesting event behind them. The taller man took the first step to him, his hands trembling the closer he got to the shorter man.

Arthit mustered his N'Kong from head to toes, he couldn't take his eyes from him as if a spell was casted on him. The taller man didn't only grew up into a fine young man but he was a few inches taller as Arthit too. His face was shining like a precious diamond, the shorter man reflecting in his small beautiful eyes. He looked like a famous actor in the blue five parts suit he wore, it perfectly suited his tall figure. There were many good looking men in the hall but N'Kongpob stood out too much, for Arthit he was the most handsome in the room. For Arthit he would always be the most charming man.

Kongpob remained in front of Arthit, his son between him and his former fiance. Now it was Kongpob's turn to admire his former fiance he loved so much. According to him Arthit didn't change at all, still shorter as him. His round cheeks still tempted him to pinch on it, Kongpob liked how he was reflected in the beautiful round eyes of the shorter man. Arthit kept his look modest, he wore a slim fit 2 parts dark suit. The dark colour was a perfect contrast to his pale skin. For him, the shorter man was more beautiful than any person in the hall, more cute than ever. But one thing change on Arthit didn't remain hidden from him: Arthit looked thinner than before. Apparantly he lost some weigh. Kongpob was curious to know the reason why he lost weigh but he couldn't ask him about it. He was worried but tried to hide his worries over the older man.

Both of them remain in silence till Kongpob broke the silence. The taller man touched on his son's head, „Sun...", Kongpob called the little kid between them.

Arthit took a step back when he heard the name of the boy, almost ripping himself out the grip of the little child. „Sun" is the name of the boy? It was the meaning of his name. No it was more like his name „Arthit" translated in englich. But why? Now Arthit recognized who the boy named Sun resembled but he didn't want to admit it. It was better to decline it instead of admitting it since it didn't make any sense to him. Sun, feeling happy about his mother's return, adverted his attention to his father, grabbing onto his leg.

„Look Daddy, Mommy here", Sun said excited, almost adverting everyone's attention to them by raising his voice in excitement.

„He's... He's not your m..." Kongpob couldn't tell the truth that Arthit wasn't his mommy. The boy was too happy to see him back so it would break his heart if he found out that Arthit wasn't his real mommy. But was it a lie that Arthit was his mommy? No, it wasn't a lie nor a truth either. How could one call the relationship between Sun and Arthit. It wasn't easy to understand. The taller man just avoided answering to his son, he looked at his former fiance.

Kongpob realized that Sun was too close in Arthit's personal pace, the latter felt bothered about it. He took Sun into his arms to give the shorter man time to collect himself. Arthit took the chance to distance himself from them by stepping back. P'Seung Il returned to Arthit's side, holding two plates filled with some finger food. When he wanted to speak to Arthit, he noticed the tension laying in the air behind the happy crowd that couldn't take their eyes from the joyful Bright and Kantarn. The shorter man's hands were slighty tembling, the latter seemed to panic but tried to hide it without success. It was too obvious that he was out of himself, couldn't think straight either. Seung Il adverted his gaze from his friend, his eyes finally falling onto Kongpob and Sun.

On the other hand it was too much inputs for the shroter man after his short arrival. Kongpob has a son? Kongpob has a son! Arthit repeated those words over and over again. It suddenly dawned in his head. If he has a kid then who was the baby's mother? He already answered this question to himself as he thought longer about it. The name of the baby's mother almost escaped his mouth but he didn't want to accept the fact that she was Kongpob's new love either. He refused to believe that Kongpob found another love and already had a child with her. It hurted too much, his heart already broke 3 years ago but today the feelings swirling inside him couldn't be described with simpled words. He felt a lump stuck in his throat, his broken heart thumping too hard, threatening to explode from too much pain.

Arthit's head was in a mess, he needed to sort out his thought but right now he had to escape the situation or else he could break emotionally and physically too. He stepped back, almost bumping into a woman. He apologized before running out of the room. Kongpob wanted to chase after him but P'Seung Il was faster, the latter followed the shorter man outside, leaving Kongpob and Sun alone. Seung Il chasing after Arthit left a bitter taste in the taller man's heart, he fell into despair.

Kongpob felt heartbroken to be left out of Arthit's left but his son felt lonely without his mother too. The little child found his mother he anticipated to meet someday but the latter left him behind, he could only see to his back till he disappeared from his sight. Since he was just a kid, he couldn't understand the situation so only sadness remained in his heart. Tears filled his eyes, he sniffed before crying out loud. His loud cry attracted the guests' attention on him.

„Mommy", Sun cried out loud, rubbing his eyes with both hands.

Kongpob tried to calm down his son by telling him he shouldn't cry but it didn't help much because Sun began sobbing louder than before. The many eyes gazing at them made Kongpob uncomfortable. Sun cried loudr, he was too young to realize the big commotion he caused in P'Bright's engagement party. The taller man shook his son slightly to calm him but only to fail again. The little boy screamed for his mother.

Only now did Arthit's friends notice the big commotion behind them. Knot looked at Kongpob and his crying son. His eyes wandered in the room, searching for his best friend but he didn't find him anywhere. Traces from their friend's companion, Seung Il, was missing too. His eyes widened in shock when he finally grasped the situation. Kongpob was here with his son, Arthit definetely made acquaintances with Sun. Damn it. Such an idiot, N'Kong, the bulky man sweared at him. He didn't expect their junior from university to come with his young son. If Knot knew about him bringing his son, he would have reject Bright's idea to invite him.

„Do you want to go to mommy?", Kongpob asked his son, smiling at him.

Sun suddenly stopped crying, he looked at his father as if asking him to repeat the question he just asked him. As if he wanted to make sure if his father really wanted to bring him to his mother. Prem approached Knot, asking him if he should search for Arthit but Knot shook his head, telling him it would be better if he went for their friend. But before he could take the first step, Kongpob's talk with his son brought him to hold on.

„I'll bring you to your mother", the taller man said with a smile played on his lips. The younger man left the hall with his son, looking for his former fiance outside.

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Meanwhile Arthit came out in the big garden behind the location where the engagement party took place. He remained in front of a bank, resting his hand on the back of the bank. His hand touched his chest, grabbing onto it to lessen the pain residing in his heart. It was too painful to accept the truth. He couldn't accept the fact that Kongpob was over him in just 3 years while he suffered so much from their break up. There were days he couldn't eat nor leave his room for days. That kind of living detoriated his health even more in korea but here was Kongpob, enjoying life with another person.

He wasn't just angry but disappointed and sad too. Angry at himself that he still let the taller man's life affect him so much that he was hurt again. Why can't I let him go? Why is it so hard to be over him? Because of the pain, he broke up with him to escape his sad life but as soon as he came back, his former fiance managed to hurt him again. How could Kongpob do this to me? I know I was the one who broke up with hm but how could he have a child with another woman? Why couldn't he wait for... Arthit couldn't end the question he was about to ask himself. One thought came across his mind: Did I wish for N'Kongpob to wait for me? Will I really go back to him if he really had waited for me? Will I really take him back if he asked me to be together again, just like 3 years ago?

No, Arthit knew it would never happen. Kongpob cheated on him with Dalika, something he would never forgive. Beside Kongpob seemed to look happier with his new family now. He closed his eyes, feeling the hot air brushing against his body, letting chill ran down his spine, raising his body hairs. It's better to let him go, Arthit. The shorter man kept repeating to let him go since he had a new family now. It's better so for everyone.

Before he could take a deep breath, a warm hand touched him on the shoulder, pulling him out of the daydream. He turned behind only to see P'Seung Il standing close to him. The latter seemed worried about him. Somehow Arthit was glad that it wasn't Kongpob who chased behind him but P'Seung Il. He wouldn't know how to react if his former boyfriend faced him right now. Arthit didn't want Kongpob to notice that he still had affect over him.

„He's your former fiance you mentioned about once, right?", the older man asked.

„Yeah...", he replied shortly.

The younger man fell in silence again, a calm atmosphere surrounded them. There wasn't any topic the shorter man would want to discuss about with his P' so he let the silence take over them. The calm atmosphere seemed soothing but Arthit still felt restless. On the other hand Seung Il had many questions he wanted to ask to satisfy his raising curiousity. But he didn't want to reopen old wound that should be burried deep inside either by asking subjects about Arthit and Kongpob that didn't concern him. He mustered Arthit from head to toes, realizing that the latter was having a hard time to remain calm. The shorter man's skin was paler than before, his eyes red as if he cried but he didn't. No matter the circumstance Arthit refused to cry for a man he left years ago. A man he choose to run away from instead of keeping being hurt from him.

„Are you alright?", Seung Il dared to ask.

„Yeah...", again the short reply from Arthit.

Of course Arthit would deny that he was hurt to see Kongpob with a son. He didn't expect such situation to happen so he still didn't assimilate the new informations till now. Maybe it would take time to heal his old and the new wounds completely but Arthit promised himself to not be concerned about Kongpob anymore.

„Are you sure?", Seung Il was persistent to know about his health since he was too worried about him. He didn't want to see him in a sick and pitiful state he was the day he met him for the first time in the hospital. The taller man repeated the question as if Arthit would tell him otherwise if he ask him the same question again.

Arthit wanted to deny it again but he wasn't sure anymore why he was trying to hide infos about his own life. Since 3 years he didn't give much informations about himself to the older man. It wouldn't hurt anyone if he told him once the truth about his feelings. The shorter man shook his head, finally admitting that he felt sick. The wind got stronger, a fresh breeze blew over them, leaving chill running down their spines.

The shorter man trembled for a moment. He rubbed on his upper arms to raise his body temperature. „Actually, I don't feel well... I want to go home". Of course, he felt sorry towards Bright for leaving his engagement party too soon but he couldn't take it here anymore. He needed to be away from this place. More like away from Kongpob to hide somewhere where he could let out the negative feelings to calm down later.

The wind was too strong for him. He passed beside him to return to the hall to bid farewell with his friends but P'Seung Il's question forced him to hold on.

„You still love him, right?", there was the question that brought him to freeze on the spot.

The wind came back but this time stronger and persistent. Arthit shuddered at the chilly wind, his body felt cold too. He waited for awhile before turning back to face his friend. The older man approached him, both of them falling into each other's eyes. Seung Il reached out his hand to him, touching his soft cheek, tenderly caressing the shorter man's flawless skin with his thumb. It felt smooth, the taller man used so much passion and care in the touch as if he was scared he could break if he used too much pression on it. Arthit blinked many times, still couldn't grasp the situation. He just stared at him as if the latter was a stranger he didn't know till now. Somehow he felt uncomfortable to see so much passion reflecting in P'Seung Il's eyes. What the hell?

Kongpob who was searching for his son's mother came out of the corner, finally found him outside in the garden. But his former fiance wasn't alone, he was with another man he didn't knew his name. He immediately hide behind the wall not to disturb them. Since he came in the wrong time at the wrong place, he witnessed how the taller man caressed Arthit's cheek. At first Kongpob's heart was beating too fast at that sight, it hurted deep inside of him. Seung Il placed his lips on Arthit's, the latter's eyes opened wide as if he wanted to see clearlier in the darkness. Kongpob closed his eyes to not see how his beloved fiance who was his untill 3 years, was being kissed by another man. Sharp pain pierced through his heart. It was a feeling words alone wasn't enough to describe it, there was a dark emptiness in his heart, blaming him by telling him that he messed up everything.

Why am I here watching Arthit being kissed by another man? Why am I being affected with that picture? Why am I feeling bothered with that kiss? It's because the man touching his lips isn't me? We broke up 3 years ago, it shouldn't surprise me that he found another person to love. He wasn't bound to me anymore. That person beside him isn't me anymore. Kong told himself that he should accept that Arthit find happiness with another person but it was harder than said. He closed his eyes to withstand the pain that tortured him, the guilty feelings that tried to swallow him whole in a miss of the abyss. He felt a lump stuck in his throat, it was hard to breath. Sun looked at his father, touching his face, rubbing his cheeks as if wiping the invisible tears in his face his father couldn't shed right now. The sudden warm touch of his son was his only rescue from the abyss, it gently pulled him out of the torture.

„Where is mommy?", the little boy asked.

„Mommy isn't here... I'll bring you later to him", he promised his son.

"Promise?", Sun wanted him to promise him, he sniffed back the snot that almost streamed out of his nose.

  "Promise", he assured him then took the direction into the darkness with his young son. One thing was sure: None of them would have a good night today. Kongpob wouldn't sleep because of the painful experience he just witnessed. Sun wouldn't sleep either because he missed his beloved mother he waited for so long to meet.

Arthit, still being kissed, gasped, his eyes widened in shock. He pushed the taller man back to leave some distance between them. „What're you doing?", he yelled at him.

He wipped the smell of Seung Il on his lips, more like the touch of the latter's lips on his. He didn't like the sudden kiss but too bad, Kongpob missed to witness him denying the kiss. It was the only reaction that could lift the mistunderstanding, showing Kongpob that his Arthit didn't have any feelings for Seung Il.

„Why did you do that? What would...", Arthit couldn't end the sentence, he just shook his head in disbelief. „I don't like such kind of tease", was a warning to him if the latter didn't want to met his bad-tempered side just like Kongpob did in his freshman time in the university.

The latter shrugged, smiling as he touched his red lips. After Arthit warned him not to ever pull such silly joke again, he went in a direction. He too disappeared in the darkness. However Seung Il turned in the direction Kongpob disappeared with his son. That he was looking at the direction meant that he realized Kongpob was hiding there watching them but he still kissed Arthit. Why he did so, he couldn't answer it to himself either. There was something that just triggered him to do that stupid tease. Now Arthit was angry at him.

He sighed, ruffling his hairs messy. He looked to the way Arthit left now. The way both, Arthit and Kongpob, were acting, showed that those two still loved each other but the past was holding them back. There was too much blocking their way to find to each other again.

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Sorry for the boring chapter, I had to write this chapter in two parts so the exciting part was kept out. It'll be updated in a few days. But still what do you think of Chapter 2? The new character Seung Il isn't someone to back down but he's not a bad guy either like Dalika or P'Net... You'll know more about him later, the handsome Nichkhun :D